DIVERSITY. OWNERSHIP. EMPLOYMENT. SAGA

IN LA SHOOTING AND SOME PICS FOR YOU

2012-01-25T17:48:00.001-08:00

In LA shooting with Men.com, and reallt love the weather..

Shot four scenes in Florida and I will go into detail about them later in another post. Had two days in NYC and the bitter cold(in the teens)was kicking my ass, then it was a quick flight to LA..

Yeah I,m doing alot of traveling, I,m slow on my you tubes I know I know..

There are reasons..

Bought new camera equipment so i want the new you tubes to blow ur mind.

The traveling has kept me busy but I'm taking plenty of pics for ya(be patient)

All the scheduling has really left me drained but there is something about to happen, that I can't share yet.

Note to other bloggers...

The Attention Whore is coming back for that crown..

SEXY PICS

2012-01-22T22:19:00.001-08:00

SOME SEXY PICS..Haha with Gavin Waters, Jessie Colter

I had to throw up some pics for ya..

More later

IN FORT LAUERDALE WORKING IT!!

2012-01-19T11:37:00.000-08:00

Now I remember another blogger saying my blog is bimonthly...

It was almost like a slap in the face......

There once was a blog called GAYPORNSHIT..something like that, it used to write about the industry and then it disappeared....

How can a blog that was so INFAMOUS FOR ITS REMARKS ON THE INDUSTRY(Companies/models/studios/sites) just dry up that fast? Maybe somebody from the top said Shut that shit down. Who knows? Who cares right?? It was a fucking train wreck anyway....

Back to the important stuff all things Diesel...that is why you keep coming here right????

Update number one...I'm currently in a relationship with Joey Boston (8 months and counting)

I really don't speak about my relationship, I figure if I talk about it I will jinx it(read some old posts)I got to the point in my life where I started living out all my relationships online and it started to get creepy. I do share alot on my blog and that is one of the reasons why the public seems to like Me. Call it the human drama or train wreck which ever you prefer, while it is entertaining to read...to the writer its like all my insecurities are written in print, floating in outer space and out of my mind, freeing the space in my head... To think.

Does that make sense???

Probably not, when I look through past posts and read the entries, I feel the passion/anger/sadness
in the writing, I'm not the best writer, I sort of dumb down my English skills. This is a blog a place where you get out your thoughts wheter Right or Wrong. I hate when people think they can judge you by your writing skills. If I was writing a school project/presentation or something formal, I would edit the fuck out of it. THIS IS A BLOG, Grammar Nazis, if I have to review each sentence for structure/run ons/fragmented I would never get out a post, relax and have a "I know what he means" attitude.. Okay?? Thanks..

Anyway I'm ranting yet again...

Update number two.

I was at Boardwalk this past weekend and I had a blast there. Big shout out to all the people at Boardwalk, they showed Me a good time(as always) good turn out as well.

http://www.jumponmarkslist.com/iso/us/fl/fll/bars/boardwalk-gay-nightclub-fort-lauderdale.php

Thanks to all the fans that came out to show support, I'm sure there will be pics posted. Back in the days I would go with my own camera to make sure I capture all the action. After seven years of capturing footage in clubs I'll leave that to other sources, its kinda hard to blog/direct/model/write/make youtubes/write scripts I have alot on my table.

Which leads to Me Update number three.

So far I shot with www.ParagonMen.com I was waiting for this experience for a long time. I'm here to spread DIVERSITY. I'm that guy that is working hard to touch every site and add Flavor/Swag IE a Man of Color, I'm tired of complaining about the lack of color on some sites. So with the help of my "Family" I'm hitting every site I can to show Men of Color can be profitable in every genre of Gay porn not just "Stand Ins" in a white boy gangbang...

I jumped on the scene with Titanmen and brought a new energy to their line, and the pressure to not only standout as a model, but a model that is African American was intense. At first I would get comments calling Me the Token Black bah bah...I took it on the chin and kept it moving..

With the release of Telescope(and drama surrounding it) I pushed that title to be Multi nominated.. Awarding winning and that opened all the doors...

Since moving on from Titan I had several keys roles in my career.

1. Being the first African American featured by Kink.com, regardless if I'm cocky or not. I opened that door.
2. Being first African American to win Hottest cock award at Grabbys.
3. First ever blogger to win Best Porn Star blog at Grabbys
4. FIRST EVER African American to win Performer of the Year award at Grabbys
5. First African American to win Best Supporting Actor at Grabbys
6. First African American to be featured on Suite 703 and that opened the door again....

I know it sounds like the usual bragging...I'm this and that but truth is I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!! I'M PROUD!!

I'm pleased to let everybody know that I'm now filming with www.Men.com I'm bringing the fire yet again!!! I was made for this!!! I waited on the sideline forever!! To be honest I was working on the next phase of my career in this business...but I was itching to show off a couple more times just to show to the Newbies "This is the way it needs to be done"... Ego alert..

Sometimes I like to stroke my ego, and the fun part is you get to see it....... Right?? I talk Mad shit(I talk a big game) might as well watch it and judge for yourself. ..

Thank you to MEN.com for extending another 5mins to my 15mins of fame....

To the fans, you can expect the "Classic Diesel"and then some new stuff....

Working on another position, but I'm not going to do the whole Circus act thing. I'm going back to the drawing board and show connection and passion in my scenes. I'm open to doing other things....You will see ...

Look forward to that!!!

Strong connection with scene partners so far.. My two scenes for Men.com in the can(More on that later)and they are fucking hot!!! Very proud of that work.

I also shot with www.Menover30.com it was about time that I embrace being a Daddy I have been running from it but I decided to finally accept it and what a Hot Daddy I grew up to be. Haha

Anyway this blog was full of too many rants about Race..

Sometimes I have to spell it out to people who do not understand what I'm trying to do.

Spreading Diversity.

Even if you don't like Me, I'm doing something to correct the problem, not sitting online writing comments about the lack of Diversity in gay porn on some comment board. I'm being active, and still knocking down doors.

Instead of Bitching about it, I'm NOW doing something about it.

A BIG FUCK YOU TO THE HATERS!!

2012-01-13T15:49:00.000-08:00

THE REINVENTION STARTS!!

2012-01-06T10:06:00.001-08:00

Starting this year off right....We got some personal appearences.....

Yeah was doing the "Whore Tour 2011" for a while and now we are moving into Phase.1

Showing that Diesel is not dead and in fact..

Never left the building people.

I have always been here!

PICS

2012-01-04T22:18:00.001-08:00

Random pics from days gone by...

Birthday for my boy

Christmas

New Years..

Another post shortly...

FUNNY THING...

2011-12-29T21:45:00.000-08:00

Well I had some time to write and here it goes:

A Boring Website...

GayDirt or something..

Its writer, Rob Romani getting his head smashed against a wall, he looks so cute..And that is one way to get him to shut his mouth. More face smashers for Rob!! Here Here...

Well here is his witty attempt at making a funny post, but as anybody should know YOU DON'T FUCK WITH A CRAZY PERSON!! Speaking of which I really need to lose that whole "Crazy thing" its more like crazy like a fox...Does that even make sense?? Anyway back to the attempted DISS, I will even set it up..

A sample from his post:

In 2011 Diesel has seen his career on the skids so he has turned to rants and ravings on websites and blogs. Washington using every excuse to stop smoking weed in every town seems to have all the answers but nobody is asking him questions. Washington, whose bi -monthly blog was nominated for a Cybersocket Award this year, will no doubt render the treasures that comes along with such a prize.

Isn't it great??? I love the jabs from Rob so cute... Now I could turn up the sleeves and DIG INTO HIS ASS....

As you know I'm a battle blogger...

But...I will keep this feud civilized, here goes my attempt at being a reasonable person.

*Breathe in and out

I just think Rob is mad because he spent the last seven years being "That guy"(instead of Rob Romani??) in that scene where Matthew Rush bottomed for the first time on camera. Silly boy you know you set Yourself to be that Human Dildoe. You knew all eyes were going to be on Matt...

Let me explain it like this...

Matthew Rush was Gladys Knight, and you were a "PIP" you know back up?..

Can anybody name one of the PIPs?? I'm joking....You have a huge Twitter/Blog following three to eight times the size of mine. I have to come back with a witty one liner here and there.

One more...

Even for an Attention Whore, who calls out other Attention Whores...I'm still mad that you made yourself Number one!! Oh well FUCK LISTS!!

I have been on so many lists:

Hitlist
Blacklisted
Dlisted like a motherfucker

I guess I spend alot of time with Kathy..

But when a blogger comes at Me I think I need to set the ground work for things to come.

"GayDirt" I wasn't on Skids..

I have been touring(Whore Tour 2011)and directing scenes for an unnamed site(more info will come later about that)....

Secondly, I think I have to let the "Cat out of the bag" Soon I will be working on a five scene deal with a certain site(can't give it away)..

Also I will be in Florida handling a gig or two or three when down there.... More surprises in store. Anyway I still Love ya Rob..kiss kiss

Big shout out to those fans/supporters that stuck by Me through all the bullshit and crazy shit. I think I'm ready to assume the position of Power again, but this time with a twist..

STAY TUNED!!

This was sort of a kiss my ass post.LOL

GIVE THE LOW DOWN.

2011-12-15T09:09:00.000-08:00

I HAVE BEEN AWAY..

Hello Internet world its the crazy porn star called Diesel Washington..

I finally put it together..all that touring around the states and money making over and over. It was for a purpose, and the scales are turning to my favor. I put my heart and soul into this tour and i had alot to do in a little time. Money wise I can take care of myself...included in the picture is taking care of family and my loved one. JOEY BOSTON.

Things can be strange in the ever changing world of the Money Traveler..

"Money Traveler" anybody that gets off their ass and goes to where the money is...its that simple. Lets be Frank:

You got families living together in small apartments and trailer parks trying to survive its no joke anymore. People trying to put the pieces of their lives together....

Now I'm not trying to stand on a soapbox, my concern is taking care of myself and family, my love. I'm not going to sit around waiting for something to happen...... You have to make it happen yourself.

Now that I excited the readers...back to blogging.

Right off the bat, I got my Tech game up. I bought myself a tablet(and one for the boy)its so much lighter than traveling around with a laptop. I admit it.. I'm scared of change and I have to get over that fact, I have to keep reminding myself to stay ahead of the game is by using what is available to you...and sometimes you have to shell out the bucks to get to level where you want to be. I talk a good game sometimes but right now I HAVE TO LIVE IT HARDCORE STYLE.

Along with Tablet I had to do it....

I bought a Professional camera

In order to run a business like this you need the CAMERA

It''s the tool that gets the shots/sex/backgrounds etc the whole bit, this was the major hurdle. I know my Handycams, I have one of those as well..But going for a professional camera was a climb. What kind of camera to get ? SD, HD, 3D(Standard Definition, High Definition, you know 3D) compatible editing software?, *sigh I went with the best camera/editing software for Me...This stuff is not cheap.

You have to get good lighting, I started off with a small lighting kit, even though I use the word "Small" the kit was Expensive. Not saying the word expensive like "Yeah I got money like that" but damn this shit adds up kind of way. I have been on enough sets to know what type of lighting to get, unlike other porn stars that hangout in the break room, I was on the set watching learning everything, the rigging, setting up mics, back lighting.....

People it is not easy creating that porn set.

Amateur is easy, get a cheap HandyCam use room lighting and put it out!! And there is nothing wrong with tha!! But its not for Me!! I talk alot of shit so people expect big things because that is all I have ever shown. The unexpected, wild and crazy bah bah.

Last on my list to get:

Brand new desk top..

I have an old Desktop but the Vid card is old...well basically the whole desktop is old... So it has to go.

So again Tech game up!!

In short, the whole reason for the "Whore Tour" in the first place was to come up with some cash to fund the equipment side of it myself. No Handouts/Sponsors/Sugar Daddies did all myself and for that reason alone, it was worth it.

So that is one reason why you don't see me in front of the camera lately. Busy touring

I had my offers to work with different companies but sadly..it was mostly model work in front of the camera. I still like modeling from time to time...but I wanted the opportunity to get behind the camera. The touring allowed Me to get behind my OWN camera...

Not to close that window...I'm open to the idea of doing good projects that mean something to Me..

What else is going on??

Six months in a relationship!!! Hurray for Me.

The biggest change is that I'm suffering less from my Bi polar disorder, it will never go away per say, but it's getting less severe and that is a good thing.. I think the boy has alot to do with it, so much attention is placed on him that it takes all my energy to keep up with him. And well worth it..You little bastard!!

Now on to the Rants:

What is all the hype with Muscle bottoms lately?..

News reports around the Internet about this new muscle bottom doing scene after scene...Get that money!! But never call yourself a power bottom!! If you ever use that title I will come look for you....YOUR NOT A POWER BOTTOM until I get my hands on you.. All this hype you better back up....

I'm like a dog, my ears perk up when I hear someone say Power bottom. I need to Test Drive you.!!!!

Big Shoutout to Spencer Fox.....

Yes Spencer Fox!!! I still do not understand the Whole Faggot thing...but the ploy to get as much press as possible was great!! The Public and industry bought it Hook, Line, Sinker.. even some models jumped on the bandwagon. Well again great job, cover your back and keep giving them hell.

People wanted him out of the business, and now look at him filiming with Falcon/Raging and the gays flipped out!!! Yet of course they will check out the scene in the packs to see Spencer Fox get fucked. I heard his partner is Eric Rhodes..yeah whatever.. In any case he played out the fans hardcore and industry insiders and for that props to you!!

The system beats you down, unless you beat it first!!

More later..

LOVE MY NERDS AND PANCAKES

2011-12-06T10:15:00.000-08:00

Well I was looking around on Youtube like I always do and then I encounter a funny little rap with a nerdy looking white guy flipping pancakes. At first I thought he was corny, but when I listened to the lyrics this kid has skills. I'm always online looking at Youtube for the future stars of today.

This kid is a star!! Mac Lethal...

Good job Bro, from a fellow Youtuber..

I TALK TO MYSELF

2011-12-05T19:25:00.000-08:00

Wow what a title huh?

Well people I have been traveling since July, just making money to survive in this Cold world. Touring is not easy, in fact it is quite draining and tiring. Some weeks its plane to plane, bus to bus, rail to rail, nothing but nonstop traveling. Not sure why I'm taking to the road so much....

I know its called the WhoreTour 2011..

I used to admire Musical groups that throw everything to the wind, pile into a van and then coast from state to state to plug an album or to perform some shows. It's the passion behind the work that makes you want to go out and "Show it off". But how does this translate to the porn star??:

Many porn stars go on tour (Dancing Gigs) at clubs(I wish I was younger for that)and tips pile up and its always good to be with fans who admire your work. If I was back in my 20's I might go that route myself. I can dance a alittle...

Check for yourself:

Not bad right??I had to pull that Youtube out of retirement...

Back to the talk, others like myself resort to Escorting or pedaling the flesh in a more intimate way. HAHA I said Pedaling the Flesh...Who talks like that?? I guess I do..(I'm so old!!)

All of this touring has opened my eyes to things, I have fell in love with Joey Boston who has been locked to my hip throughout the course of all this touring. Holy Shit!! Has it been six months together?? Damn... Who would have thought??? I guess I'm Jinxing it now by talking about it on my blog HAHA..

I wonder how many fans have read through my blog and calculated all of my past lovers.. The one big drawback when it comes to having a blog. We get to read old stories of past lovers that WE were so much in love with. I can honestly feel the emotions in all the past writings. Is it a curse?? Does going back to read old posts of former lovers hurt?? To be honest, when I was single I would go to those old posts and reread them. I see the hurt in the words, I see the mistakes I made, I see where I went wrong. So many memories captured on this blog and the past blog C.A.N(Crimes Against Nature) Wow!!! I see when I went Balls Out on people, Angry at people, I'm Human *sigh....

I could delete the posts, but that wouldn't be the never ending story of Diesel Washington. I have had my Ups and Downs and if I want to display the Real story of Diesel Washington I have to keep it all. I could be that asshole that edits his own life from certain details that might be embarrassing, NOT ME!! That wouldn't be truthful, most fans come to this site to read the Real Deal. I'm not going to lie to you people because you are smarter than that!! I'm the kind of porn star that knows exactly how it feels to be a fan. I want the dirt, I want to see the human side, Glam is cool for pics but I want to know more...It's all about the Likeable factor for Me. HAHA I'm a fan of Gay porn as well..

Why do you guys come here??You can get your hot guy any day of the week...?? I know!! I'm an entertaining guy yet... I'm that complex guy that is more than a hot face(I flatter myself) and big dick. I'm that certain something that doesn't come around everyday, I have depth for a porn star, I don't have to post naked pics on my blog to get your attention, that is something a Newbie porn star would do. Before I get the Hate email from other porn stars who employ this method. There is nothing wrong with that..I prefer to stand on my writing skills or some people would say lack of writing skills(Suck it Grammar Snobs)

I have almost six years of memories(in Pics/Videos)on this site. My journey is not over...

I think it has just begun....

Next post will be huge, its the mark of the six years of doing this blog...

6 years of writing these posts and six years of sharing my life with the fans..

AWWW YOU MODELS FLATTER ME

2011-11-30T18:15:00.000-08:00

Well looking up other porn and see that more people are using my moves cool..

In the past I would be mad but..

I give up this time around people love stealing the hot shit.

Thanks

NEW FEATURE OUT..sort of

2011-11-30T11:46:00.000-08:00

http://www.c1r.com/products/aw11445-drenched-in-piss

Go to the site and check it out!

I have always been a fan of Water sports, I have the crazy shows where I piss on the crowd/on myself/partner..

You can sort of say its my thing, now......

Some people are not into t he whole piss thing and find it degrading or disgusting well...To you disgusting, to me I find it nasty!! So how describe it?:

Its feeling the flow hit you.

The taste of it..

The strength of the flow

Color of the urine

Its the waiting time for the liquid gold to shoot out, its almost like edging yourself... While your looking at that "Nozzle" to expode, you stay focused on the dick...Waiting and waiting..

SO IM INTO IT!!

Now first order of business, now I know right off the bat, people who don't know that Diesel Washington is into water sports are going to cry foul over the cover shot of a white guy pissing on a black guy. Ummm its 2011 and its a fetish film..

Pee play, Watersports, whatever you call it...is universal!!

THIS black man does not feel degraded or humliated by doing a scene of this type, In fact I enjoyed it alot!! I knew the image would edgy and eye catching!! That is the reason why I agreed to do this shoot. In previous Vids I played the Dom Top that pisses on everybody!! I wanted to shake up thing!!

In real life, I'm versatile when it comes to piss play(only piss play though)so I wanted to show more and really add another aspect to the Diesel character.

Now comes the cocky part, I have been involved in watersports for years..

I have done the big movies showing my skill at it, but this is the first time I get a cover shot on a DVD for doing it. I'm happy...now.

I will admit at first I was kinda upset, I filmed this scene a few years ago and finally now it sees the light of day?? I had a few harsh things to say on twitter but now I'm happy with end result.

It was a messy scene!! Piss flying everywhere!!

I will take this as a classic! Truth be known Raging Stallions had a feature called "Piss Army", and I was upset at not
being asked to be apart it! Industry insiders know I'm one the best performers around that excel at the pissing fetish. Oh well you learn new things everyday...right?

Well check it out...

Literally gallons of piss was on that studio floor...

Yeah water sports is not for everybody...but is it for me

LOVING MIAMI RIGHT NOW!!

2011-11-19T16:45:00.000-08:00

WhoreTour is in South Beach Miami right now.....

Just some teaser pics for now, I still have pics to post from ATL..

More to come..

WHORE TOUR 2011 NOW IN ATLANTA

2011-11-16T14:37:00.000-08:00

That is right!!!

In your town people, sorry about the late notice.....

In ATL right now, it was raining earlier in the day but it's turning out to be a nice day. It's alot warmer than NYC I will tell you that...

Anyway in ATL Nov 16 - Nov 18

Then Florida is next on the list....

Nov 18- Orlando then Fort Lauderdale ???

Nov 19,20 - Miami

Some dates may change but that is what I got so far....

Pics later if your horny enough...

Maybe..

TAKE IT PERSONAL

2011-11-06T14:28:00.000-08:00

We are about to get it on....

I started with the title take it personal...

I TAKE EVERYTHING PERSONAL..I will admit that!!

I take my Brand/Name/Family/my Work all Personal.

Time is Money and Money is Time!!

I'm not sure how other people conduct their business, I always use the rule of thumb..Is it worth my time? Now that might sound harsh but there is also a silver lining in that statement. Things I consider Worth my time:

Projects that tell an interesting story

Working with another hot model who you "Scouted"

Of course projects that showcase your "Skills" to the best of your ability.

Self promotion

Giving back to fans...THIS IS HUGE!!
I have other "Things" to take into account... I'm giving you a short list. I can't have ALL my thoughts written on this blog because it would be such a Hot Mess!!!

Now after you take all that into account, then the scheduling begins. I have to take a few days off work(Personal Trainer)get all the traveling done(which is pain)getting to airport, hotel arrangements, travel expense(if any), booking, gym locating, Bah Bah..

That goes for Porn Shoots, Personal Appearances, Escorting

So basically I get pissed when something doesn't go right. I invest so much time and energy into something if "It's Worth My Time" because I take my Career in the Sex Industry Serious..It's my BRAND, its my name(Well made up name)and I'm not going to let someone else drag my name through the Mud...

I can do that all by myself *insert laugh. Back to the post..

A smart porn star should know that any footage of him in porn will be around forever. So they have to be prepared for this.... In fact this footage is archived and reprinted and reused over and over. They own the rights to Vids/Pics everything!! So it would be wise to know that everything they get on camera is their property as well. So any embarrassing moments caught on film might just wind up on the BTS(Behind the Scenes)or your private funny moments made into a Youtube or something.. Control your image people..

Well I'm getting off course...this blog is about Taking it Personal! So here is the question is:

"Shouldn't all Porn stars take it personal??"

Back in the days, a porn star would make a couple of movies and wouldn't hear from him until he did another Vid or made a guest appearance some where. Technology has moved way forward and now porn stars are Twitting their every move and you got Facebook, and every other Social network.

Such a big change..

I guess one of the reasons why I became so popular.... is because of this blog. It is something that is for the fans but for myself at the same time. I look back at previous posts and I can't believe some of things that Ranted about. It is what it is though...But I guess that is what make you The Fans keep coming back to find out what is going on in the world of Diesel

Whoops off course again,

Now that We have all these tools to use, the porn bloggers are searching for anything they can find. I get alittle worried sometimes..

How far is too far??

There is footage of Diesel sucking dick, fist fucking, fucking, signature moves bah bah all on film. I give alot of myself in roles/blogging/Twitting so I give you Plenty!! Some things in life you want to keep private, sometimes you have to try to find yourself again separate from the Porn image. The need of being "On" all the time is draining..

Always a Public figure..

Because I do porn, I now become a Public figure??, Subject to everything that comes along with that..? Right? That is the trade off...Right?? I always ask myself "Is that fair?"

Should my public records be opened to the public. More than once I have seen a blogger reveal a porn stars real name and I think that is tacky and I have a problem with that. Data bases are "Hacked" all the time I get nervous to think of what information is out there floating around. And who has access to it?? Call Me paranoid if you want but I do like my privacy.

Remember that Pornwilikipedia thingy?? I really don't give a shit about the right spelling or whatever. More and more gossip sites are appearing and every rumor or gossip is up for grabs..

I remember the whole story with the whole Mason Wyler thing...

His personal life was attacked on every front, people were asking about former lovers, former scene partners, it was a witch hunt!!

There is a difference between Mudslinging and down right being nasty. Believe Me I have had my share of Battles and I have hit people below the belt, when it came to mudslinging..

Now people are setting up web cams to catch people in the act of stealing...Yikes but so true, court documents, emails and other forwarded information can now be used against you..

I had some hard lessons to learn, when I made that ill fated attempt at getting representation from David F. We had a Giant falling out!! What made matters worse was that David F was sending out "News Letters" that were just destroying my name and brand. That was a hard lesson to learn...

The only thing that people see on the surface is that Diesel is ranting about someone or something. You never get to hear the flip side of the story, when you deal with this business be prepared for Money hungry models, Models looking to get fame, Studios/Sites willing to sell the "Dream" to all the new models coming into the business. How do you not take it personal, when someone is selling you a pipe dream, and against your better judgement you put your trust into them??

It bites!!
What's the title of the Blog again?? Take it personal

Well this is personal..

I have to be honest, Diesel Washington used to consume my every movement at one point of my life. It was creating the brand, pleasing the fans, working hard and finding roles that would stand out and became memorable. I had to create myself, and then when my exclusive deal with Titan ended I had recreate myself, I retired and I had to reinvent myself one more time..

And now?? Preparing to start the attack once again!!

I do take this shit personal!!

Diesel Washington this big cross over star... Some people would say, Really? Where did I cross over from?? I'm bad with directions so someone has to tell Me about this Cross over star thing.

Does Cross Over mean..... Appeal to a larger audience?? If it doesn't then "Keep the Cross Over"

Had to hit you with some Old School Hip Hop for your brains.

Back to this Cross Over thing......I have heard I was this Big Time Sell Out. I talked about it numerous times on this blog. I still don't believe all the bullshit that people assume about you, all the gossip and rumors that go around in this business. I developed a "Thick Skin" over the years and learned How to tune out the Haters, but every Now and then you see a post written about you. The comments left in response to your post, Can be hateful as hell...

The comments range anywhere from calling you a "Whore" to as bad as wishing bodily harm to a performer, they attack your character/morals/ethics and your personal life.

So yeah to the Haters out there.... I "Take it Personal"..

You want to attack someone whom you never met?? Bring it! Cause I have fought many battles along the way...

Other things I take personal:

People who use you to get ahead, its like they were plotting and waiting for the chance/opportunity to "PiggyBank" off your connections...

People who waste your time....

People who you think you can trust, but you cant....

Those people who you give a second chance to, and fuck up yet again...

Those Who fuck with the family(You know where I'm going with this)

Sometimes I have to take it personal, maybe other porn stars work for the check or the almighty dollar. They take any and every role given to them, no regards to past work or maintaining a brand, everything is looked at as the "Next Payday". While I can't blame someone who wants to work for the check at the same time, I'm not one of those performers who is ruled by money.

I will not take every part or role given to Me. I turned down several key roles over the years simply because I didn't want to play a stereotype on both sides of the coin.

I'm not a Thug nor will play one..

I will play a Pimp though, now some people would say that is the most Stereotyped role ever!! But there is depth to playing a pimp onscreen, in movies it's alittle played out and over done. In gay porn, I think there hasn't been enough pimp characters for my liking. My character in Redlight was simple, direct and the Boss. Who knows??? I may play more Pimpish role in the future.

A pimp role is so personal to Me....

Lastly because this post is turning out to be a nightmare....

At first they worship you, and everything you do is gold, after your shelf life has expired, what do they do?? Hang you out to dry..

Your not New anymore....

Used goods..

You old news..

Not as fresh anymore

Overexposed

As they say in the fashion business."One minute your In and the next minute your Out"!! The emphasis on youth is common in every industry, but the typical porn model has one or two years of good work ahead him. A popular model can last the three year mark before he has to start limiting his appearance...

Well scratch that..I have known models that were in the business for a year and already have 100+ scenes under their belt. Really?? Wow!!

I have been doing porn since 2005 and have under 40 scenes in my library. The reason because I take every role serious as hell and personal

I have a "Personal Library" of my greatest hits and its all quality!!!

I wish more porn stars take their brand personal, too many porn stars doing every single site they can do. If there was a site called Suck My Dirty Feet, I'm sure there will be hundreds of porn stars lined up if they were paying a decent rate. Sad part is I like feet, but not sure that would be a good promotion for the Diesel character...

I tend to think about these things...

It's only my opinion but I think a star shouldn't water down their "Brand" or get side tracked into projects that don't enhance their visibility in the business. Something to think about...

Because of course I take all of this personal.

HE IS JUST NOT THAT INTO YA....

2011-10-21T14:41:00.000-07:00

I get hundreds of emails from angry bottoms...

They are MAD AT THE TOPS...

It seems that the Tops are not handling their business nowadays and the bottoms are putting them on blast..

Why do I get these types of emails is beyond Me, but I find it interesting that people ask Me questions regarding relationships, sexual play, role playing etc etc..

I'm not Doctor Phil....or Doctor Andrew..

I just tell it like it is....

So here we go.

How to Tell When a "Top" is just not that into you:

He always fucks you doggystyle, with your face down in a pillow..

He uses the "Cum rag" first even though he gave you a facial, then throws the towel at ya.....and you still haven't came.

When your sucking his dick he says "Don't you look at Me"...

He fingers your hole super hard...knowing he didn't clip his nails..

He fingers your hole super hard...knowing he didn't clip his nails and he has dirt under his finger nails from working "Construction" yikes..

He only calls you for booty calls(no problem with that)but u never NEVER are asked to spend the night.

He will only let you suck his dick if he is wearing a condom(Choice I know)Now that is a tricky one....to ensure your safety during sex your suppose to wear a condom regardless..But in the Real World...Come on!!

He doesn't remember your name(HAHA)

He always has to be drunk or high to fuck you, not recreational use like PNP but he HAS TO BE HIGH!!..Sketchy..

Never gives you the "Reach Around.."

Everytime he fucks you Doggystyle, he lines you up for a good view of the TV..

He is the Best Fuck you ever had... His impression of "Your Performance"?? "You Okay.."

He never wants to eat your ass(Duh!!)

When your under the covers and you go down on him, does He pull the covers off so he can see you sucking? or Does he pull the covers tightly over your head so basically you can't breathe??

When he fucks he on your back instead of placing pillow behind your head, he places it over your face lightly..Well if he did it hard..it would probably kill you and he isn't into Necrophilia..

He never hosts....and you know he lives alone.

Refuses to kiss you after you suck his dick...WTF?
Refuses to kiss you after you swallowed his load..LOL
Refuses to kiss you after YOU rim his ass..LOL

Or

Refuses to kiss you during sex..
Refuses to kiss you before sex..
Refuses to give you an open mouth kiss or French Kiss
Turns his head everytime you try to give him a kiss, but keeps pushing your head towards his cock..hahah

When he is fucking you in the Mirror, he is getting off Watching himself in the mirror..

Well these are some helpful hints for all the bottoms out there. My book will be coming out soon.....

Yeah Right LOL

THE DRUG GAME!!!

2011-10-20T22:00:00.000-07:00

Funny Video I did "On the Set" again this is only jokes people.

I'm a known Pot head.....

And We all know Pot heads and Coke heads run at two different speeds(haha another drug reference)

Lighten up(HAHA another one) Bricks...hahaha got that from Chris Rock

MORE CARTOONS

2011-10-13T15:09:00.001-07:00

Another one of these......

THE MOUSTACHE

2011-10-12T16:58:00.000-07:00

Hey people...

Not to sound cocky or anything but there is a reason why my scenes come out Hot!! Of course its because of the Talent/Director/Editor/Cameraperson and everybody that makes up that wheel to create...Porn

Diesel Washington?? I step up my game and bring in something that is called dedication...

I'm dedicated to my roles..

Bah bah I know...... Enough of my mouth saying How great I am...

I grew out a moustache for this role I have coming up... I went back to old school style...Handle bars and everything...

I'm dedicated to my roles.

But go ahead and hate on it....I know you will.LOL

But it's for a role...

WHOOPS FORGOT!!

2011-10-08T13:07:00.000-07:00

Diesel Washington hamming it up with Martha Walsh(who was singing onstage)

I forget to mention that not only did I have a chance to go the the Poe Museum, I also had the pleasure to attend a Gay pride event in Richmond.

There was music, food and people came out to represent...

Good times more to come

FUNNY NEWS..RICHMOND VA SAW ME!!

2011-10-08T12:25:00.000-07:00

Cool link

I got some good press while I was in Richmond VA, and I think Richmond VA is a cool place..

Anyway the link : http://www.gayrva.com/news-views/nsfw-gay-porn-star-visits-poe-museum/

Sorry for the quick post, I got some big things that I'm working on!!

Stay tuned!!

MY 1000TH POST!!

2011-09-14T07:09:00.000-07:00

Holy Shit Big Dick Man!!!!

Could it be true?? My 1000th post on CAN/DOES blog....Wow!! I have been writing for years and finally We are at 1000 posts..

Damn!! I have done so many things(people)traveled all over the United States. Talked about scenes(partners/behind the scenes/interviews) Its going to be hard to go back to all the past posts/interviews and find all the highlights over the years. So lets start with a fresh post and see where everything falls together in this huge post.

Lets start at my visit at the Poe Museum..

I have been traveling on the WhoreTour 2011 and the first couple of stops were in Washington DC, and then Richmond VA. Richmond VA the home of Edgar Allan Poe(he grew up there), the writer of "The Raven" "Tell Tale Heart" "The Pit and the Pendulum" bah hbah. I'm not writing a history lesson or anything, but the Literary influence of Poe's work will last forever!

Back to the Poe Museum, Diesel Washington and Joey Boston get to the Museum and start the picture taking process.

Loved hanging out in the Courtyard taking pictures, yeah I can be that "Weird Guy"(Social Outcast remember that for later..) So here are some goofy shots in the courtyard.

Whose is that peeping in my window?? Pow!! Nobody now!!

Being on Poe's property was alittle creepy, so I played on the creepy factor big time!! Who is that guy looking out the window.......???

HAHA creepy!!

So I need to get deep for a second..

Some of my favorite Poe quotes:

I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.
Edgar Allan Poe

I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it.
Edgar Allan Poe

Science has not yet taught us if madness is or is not the sublimity of the intelligence.
Edgar Allan Poe

Stupidity is a talent for misconception.
Edgar Allan Poe

Okay a break from the quotes(We will return to them)...

I saw a very interesting photo while visiting the exhibit:

A photo by Margery Knight: It's a keyhole shot of the courtyard through the gift shop door. Feeling inspired I recreated the shot...just for fun.

Well here is Diesel looking at the photo and trying to see through the keyhole..

Whoops another quote:

Experience has shown, and a true philosophy will always show, that a vast, perhaps the larger portion of the truth arises from the seemingly irrelevant.

Edgar Allan Poe

What do I see through the Keyhole???? Yikes!!

WTF?? How could I be there...??? When I'm looking through here???(That shot took Diesel and Joey Boston about 30mins to do)

*****Blog Break********

I'm a Mother Fucking Monster!!!

Music please:

I can admit to being a monster!! That is my character!! A larger than life Sex God that grabs up the boys and fucks them mid air!!

Social Outcast maybe abit...

Wink*

That slight break was in keeping with the blog because Edgar Allan Poe was deemed abit of a social outcast as well...

Great Minds think alike..

Okay this blog is taking another direction right now....

The WhoreTour 2011 is still in effect, speaking of the Whore Tour 2011...

I decided to take it in another direction, meaning I will still whore it out, but I got some cartoons for your ass. Big time cartoon buff here so I thought it was a great idea to do something different for the change. I'm trying to start my own cartoon thing.

Check out a sample:WHORE TOUR 2011 CARTOON VERSION

Thanks to Pocahontas for the Artwork(she is on the bankroll)...

Since We are speaking about Bankroll, these are some projects working on:

Writing for JustUsBoys Mag my piece is called "Getting Real with Diesel Washington"

Writer for Zeus Magazine

Working on a secret project(hush hush for now)that I'm super excited to work on

Currently touring the United States on the "Whore Tour 2011"

Several other Hustles going on at same time(I'm a bad boy)

So YES people I'm staying busy DOING SOMETHING! I could go on and rant about How I should be working more but I'm fine. Although... I see yet another Black Balled movie by Channel 1 releasing being released soon. I think its Black Balled 8(can't keep up) looks like another hot cast of Black men piling on and tearing up some little boy(his ass was probably sore) I will plug it....

Not sure why I'm plugging it, Oh I know...

I'm plugging the movie for the models solely..

Get your money models, this is a tough business stay strong!! Why wasn't Diesel apart of this production??? No offense to anybody... but this is not my genre of movies that I like to be apart of. At this point of my career I want to stay far far away from gangbangs or big orgy scenes..

And there is a reason for that...

When I first started in this industry my first couple of scenes were either threesomes or gangbangs.

1st scene was a threeway

2nd scene was a fourway

3rd scene was a threeway

4th scene FINALLY DUO

5th scene Five men scene....

I had enough of the multiple partners in scenes, they tend to take longer to film and there tends to be alot of chaos going on in the scene. Thinking from the viewer's POV, if there is so much action going on in one scene you tend to get distracted from seeing ALL the action. Not to sound like an asshole...BUT I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION on my scenes!!

Besides someone couldn't get their money up for Me!!! LOL Anyway I'm giving it a plug....

Whoops I'm getting too serious again..... Moving on!!!

Eating..

Yes I stay inshape(as much as I can)and the body is put together...

To be honest, I feel like a Heavy man in the body of fitness model. If I wasn't making money off of my body, I would be eating as much as I can and in LARGE AMOUNTS!! Seriously I love buffets...

I have to take pics of my favorite Buffet place..

I had to let out that secret, I search for the Buffet places while on tour!!There is something to be said when going to a buffet place and chowing down!! Fuck the dinner table manners(We all need a break sometimes)

Sometimes you want a whole table full of food to CHOW DOWN on.

Another secret is that I go to the Dollar store alot!! There is no harm in that!! Call Me a Dollar Store Whore!! You find some good deals traveling around, while in North Carolina I went to this huge Dollar store that had everything..

I was in heaven..

Anyway back to eating....Lava cake anyone?? Get the stuff ready..

Prepare it..

KILL IT!!

Yeah I love food!!! Moving on(this post is a mess)....

Seems like I'm doing alot of jumping around, but this is an important post for Me. I felt like I wasn't giving my best posting for the fans(been busy). So its time I take my crown back.

FUCK WITH ME OTHER BLOGGERS IF U DARE!!

Your dealing with a Battle Blogger... I STARTED THE BLUE PRINT for porn stars to start blogging..

Okay off my soapbox, you know the deal!!

Switching speeds again....

LOVE YOU RENTBOY.COM......I hope M.L. is not digging into your ears!!! M.L. thinks he runs NYC!! What a crap asshole....

Dude if you have to take money out of your pocket, to try to stop my shine. That means you are threatened by Me. Its no hair off my skin, it goes to show you that you have to spend money to try to stop my influence in this business.

When are people going to realize that instead of trying to control Me, you should be trying to get Me on your side as an asset! So confusing..

Almost seven years in this business, and people are still trying to ignore Me or bury Me....

NOT HAPPENING!!!So until you realize that I will keep beating that drum, making noise!! As a playa should...

I see people keeping their distance from Me, thinking either I will cause some damage to their money making or somehow call them out for something they did wrong to Me. I'm over that bullshit!! Granted if you fuck Me over in business, I will make sure I bury you..

Battle blog Wars:

Diesel VS MOC blog

Diesel VS Tre X

Diesel VS JuicyGohoe

Diesel VS M.L.

Diesel VS Kam Scott

Diesel VS DaShitter

Diesel VS theSword(when Paul was there)

0 losses....

Do your homework when battling Me, cause I'm a Monster(you already know that, see above) Bring it if you must!!!

You have been warned!! Countless awards and nominations for my blog, Your fucking with a Vet!!

I need to stop all the barking its time to get sexy...

Naked picture of Me smiling(not many around)

I'm giving away alot of stuff on my blog today..Whew!!

Another topic change...

Tired of all this barebacking shit!!! I read a great article on QueerPornNation.com.

Here: http://www.queerpornnation.com/2011/09/porn-stars-barebacked

It is a intelligent article explaining a current trend I see happening in porn. Porn stars who have a barebacking past given a PASS in mainstream porn to perform. I guess I'm from the old school...

Back in the days, models that did bareback were not employed by mainstream or had to go through a whole process reestablishing themselves. That has changed in a big way, models are now going back and forth between condom shoots and condomless scenes. It's kind of scary to think that in this day an age, models are still willing to risk their health for mere peanuts.

I'm fighting that battle HEAD ON!! OPEN UR EYES PEOPLE!!!

More Porn news.....

Glad to see Mason Wyler filming again(want to fuck him badly)

Eric Rhodes, not sure why this guy is getting so much shine on TheSword.com lately. His ugly dick, ugly Tat whatever.....

Riley Price getting alot of shine cool...BTW whatever happened to that post in your blog saying that u picked up the idea of blogging from Diesel Washington and Wolf Hudson?? I saw it in your first post...

I was honored that you mentioned Me, but now seems the post is gone?? What is going on?? People rying to erase Me all completely???

FYI to all the porn stars getting SHINE now!! Yeah the spotlight is shining bright on you, what do you do when that spotlight fades?? That is the time when I see the true porn stars shine.

Do you lie down and die?? Fade away?? or Fight??

Seven years in this business and still fighting....

I KNOW I'M DOING THE RIGHT THING WHEN:

People have to band together to try to push Me out.

Telling lies to inspiring models that Diesel is bad. My god, I have heard the rumors from the models themselves saying that certain producers have Blacklisted Me. Just because I complained about their hiring practices(which I should)lack of testing, treating models like shit. Bah Bah... Sorry that you guys feel like that but its the truth...

If a company treats Me well, of course I will give them a Shout Out and plug on my blog. In the same case, if they treat Me like shit of course I will warn other models about a particular Studio/Company/Site. Well that is my style..

Other models have that attitude of "It's not my business, so why bother??" Do you and I will Do Me!!

I get emails daily from newbie porn stars thanking Me for the insight I gave them about the business. If I can slow down the number of young gay males coming into this industry doing dumb shit(drugs, casting couch, STD's)then I can sleep at night, and THATS ALL RIGHT FOR ME!!

WELL SINCE THIS IS MY 1000TH POST, I WILL ADD MORE TO THIS POST IN THE COMING DAYS BEFORE I MOVE ON TO MY 1001 POST

SO EXPECT UPDATES TO THIS POST!!

SOMETHING FUNNY!!

2011-09-09T14:23:00.000-07:00

I can do something funny...

And it has a message as well..

Enjoy!!

LONG TIME HUH???

2011-09-07T16:56:00.000-07:00

Yup I haven't posted forever.....

Lets jump right into......

I'm still doing the WhoreTour with Joey Boston(see previous posts)and traveling from state to state and making the people happy...

But I'm not happy right now, just so many things going on in my head and trying to sort out everything. I guess I would be having one of those bipolar moments again(yeah big surprise there) I'm going about my business in life and I keep getting stalled from achieving the main goal.

To start my own...

Now I do have some good news to share with the fans, but I have been sworn to not reveal until the time is right. So on that note people, stay tuned because I have some news that will make alot of people happy.

Back to starting my thing, I'm taking every precaution to make sure everything is right. I have some great ideas that I want to bounce off the fans and ALOT of hot ideas that will shake up the industry.

Ideas set

Themes set

Models set

Equipment set

Support system(besides fans and family)NOT THERE!! My mother will back any idea I have wheter stupid or smart(that is what moms do) As far as friends(close friends)they seem to break down into the following groups.

Either they are against the idea completely...

Don't care either way, Business or No business as long as I am happy, they are happy.

Or the worst part, they don't care to know about any business that I set up...just for the simple fact that IT IS MY BUSINESS. Basically its a caddy way of saying...I'm sure the business will be a success because....."YOUR THE ONE DOING IT" I should feel flattered that they have high hopes for Me..

But I don't feel those High hopes, I feel like I'm getting swarmed into something so big that I may crack under the pressure... So I'm 6'6 245lbs solid muscle, Bad ass from NYC who is not afraid of anybody...

But the truth is...sometimes I do get scared.

For the friends that are against the idea of starting own business(sex business), that is cool and I love them for it. The recession is kicking every bodies ass and people who thought they were untouchable are now feeling the pinch themselves. It is an eyeopener for everybody. So I understand their fears...but I will push on because it is my dream and my goal. I understand they are not coming from a "Hating Standpoint" merely they are coming from a "Reality Standpoint" that starting any kind of business right now is shaky. It's always about taking a risk in business to Me, stand up if you have the balls, back down if you want to be a follower. Sorry but I lead...

To the best of the bunch, the ones that don't care either way..
I know you want the best for Me, but pick a side. Saying you don't care either way is like playing the fence. I will be happy regardless if Rich or Poor, I want to know will you support my decision and try to help Me achieve my goal? That is the question...I don't want you to just sit on the side and watch it play out not knowing was you With Me in the beginning?? Or just wanted to watch the Crash and Burn?? Who knows?? Maybe I'm too sensitive....Whatever!!!

To the ones that don't even want to hear about my business....You guys are dicks!!
It's weird cause I have those ADD/Shallow/Pretentious/Self Absorbed friends, who could careless about anybody else but themselves(We all have those friends)and I GET IT!! I do...

But...

With those kind of friends it hurts sometimes when you express yourself with all the passion and gusto in world, and they haven't heard one sentence that you said. In fact what is coming out of your mouth about your life is actually boring them, I mean how rude can you be? I give them a pass because We have been friends for years and sometimes they have your back(Big time). And I guess they will be around for you when the timing is right(Their timing)but they are friends right? Got to love them..

Maybe its the bipolar thing, I should be happy that I have friends around Me that support Me either way...

Just sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to that is excited as I am when explaining the business side. It seems everybody wants to hear about the hot naked guys and see pics and sit around talking about all the money you will make doing your idea. You find fewer people willing to sit around and go over ideas for shoots and coming up with different kinds of concepts/themes and shooting locations. I know its all about porn and having hot guys but I have a greater appreciation for those that sit at the table coming up with idea after idea to put to film.

Yeah I do have to admit coming up with ideas over and over for shoots is not easy. I have books and books of ideas that I put down every night. Thinking up different camera angles and themes that I can set to film. I have some ideas that I think are brilliant, but maybe in reality its the worst idea ever and I need to polish the idea more. I can't talk about online cause the vultures will steal every idea you have(Been there and done that).

Anyway I came online to vent out my ideas and what I'm thinking about...

The last few posts have been nothing but filler:

Hot pics

Some Vids

Short essays

I haven't opened up to the fans in a while, sometimes I think people come here just for the dick shots(lack of)and the funny Vids. I guess some people come here just to read what is going on in my life. I forget I reached that Personality mark, so pretty much I have to be that entertaining guy that you read about on Twitter/Facebook. Or I have to be that Loud mouth that is causing Blog/Twitter Wars!

At the end of the day, I think most come to read my blog because its the story of a real Human being(Editor), sometimes fictional characters are added in for entertainment(Dexter Delarge, Big Boss bah bah). But for the most part, the blog is about a person playing a complex character called

DIESEL WASHINGTON

I may not have the best grammar, or English skills but I think people get the gist of what I'm saying...

Thanks for reading...

WHORE TOUR IS STILL MOVING...

2011-08-23T15:25:00.000-07:00

Okay People..

You see how I have been traveling around going crazy from city to city....

Well the tour has started back up and first thing first! I need to hit up Philly!! That's right folks Diesel Washington and Joey Boston is headed to Philly this weekend so get those wallets ready!!

Dig Deep!!!

Some people do not understand what the tour means:

Diesel Washington and Joey Boston go from city to city and spread the happiness around.

Happy Holes!! and Happy Endings is what this tour is about.

I get tons of emails per day from people asking to know when I will be in their city. I can't hit them all(I would be broke if I did)but I will post a travel schedule soon(things change quickly)

AS FAR AS THE TOUR!! I'm visiting cities looking for clients that want some one on one time with Diesel Washington lets call them "Private Shows" THAT IS A PAYING GIG PEOPLE!! I'm not looking for Dinner, Convo, or to be taken out by fans. Not looking to be interviewed or do a photo shoot. $$$$ all about that almighty dollar!!

Not to sound rude or mean, I get hit up online from fans always wanting to meet Me to become friends or buddies or just to chill and party with. The tour doesn't pay for itself so I have to pay for all the accommodations myself. This is a recession people, if I had a sponsor things would be alittle different but I don't so someone has to pay for hotels and transportation.

And unless a Club is paying Me to appear there it is very unlikely that you will see Me out at a club. Usually at the hotel most of the time when on tour(I work hard)anyway.....

I will have more info about Tour Schedule later in the week....,.

More News..

I have been talking to a start up Company about directing some scenes for them, more about that later...

Some other projects coming up, and a trip planned for Florida(that should be fun)coming soon..

Stay tuned people!!

LOOK AT MY ASS!!

2011-08-14T20:13:00.000-07:00

Everybody keeps talking about my ass:

Got to give up my Ass!!

Get it fucked!!

Get it eaten!!

Plowed and Hammered

Deep fucked hard!!

Blah Blah...

Like that is going to happen...???

THIS IS FUNNY...

2011-08-14T18:29:00.000-07:00

Most seem to think that I'm down and out because I haven't done any scenes recently...

Well there is a reason for that, I want all the work to be out so I can start all over from scratch. Yes that is correct, I have alot of work that is out there so fans are going back to the old stuff because it is CLASSIC!!

Well to start something "New" I have to let the old work Simmer out there. When I say "Simmer"

Gives Me time to work on my body

Work on my craft

Set up scenes

Network with people

Relax

Blah Blah......

Anyway had to put up a funny Vid...

Because I love to entertain my Fans...

GLASSES AND RED SOCKS!!

2011-08-14T14:42:00.001-07:00

I was laying around with Joey Boston and I figured I haven't put up pics in a long time....

So here you go guys!!!

I will post more pics soon, Moving on!!

I called this post "Glasses and Red Socks", yeah if you noticed I was wearing glasses and red socks in the pics...

DUH!!!

Anyway the body is holding up well....(Thanks in Advance)

I have some things coming up soon, I will keep you guys posted!!

SOME PICS FROM THE ROAD!!

2011-08-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of posts....

When you hit the road alot you have SO MANY other things to think about:

Scheduling Hotels

Figuring out Bus/Train/Plane routes

Packing/Repacking

Scheduling Clients

Blah Blah....its the usual thing with traveling..

Speaking about traveling, I have always said I love touring and just moving around seeing fans and "Making Money". I think some people are confused as to Why I am doing this tour??" Alot of reason I guess, bored and didn't want to stay home all Summer and just like going out of town for a change instead of sitting in the hot jungle of NYC. Don't get Me wrong I love NYC...

But sometimes you need to get away from this God Damn City!!! Summertime is always a pain in the ass in NYC, the city is flooded with Tourists from out of town so getting around Times/Midtown area can be a nightmare. Anyway back to the Tour ideas I think its time that I move the Tour to North Carolina/South Carolina, ATL, Florida..

So I'm giving you the Fans a HEADS UP!!! Coming your way soon and I'm working on those dates for you right now.

I know you guys are not dummies and know exactly What I can do...

Sometimes(like now)I need to reach out and talk to the fans. Lately I have been on the road just trying to get money to start this business venture...

Making and Having my OWN SHIT!!

I'm so picky when it comes to things that I HAVE TO RUN IT MYSELF! I have a certain way I do things and I want to make sure that everything is planned out the way I want it to be. Control Freak!! Yes I am...

I do not want to lose the connection I have with my fans, and I know you guys understand that I NEED TO DO THIS!! I have alot of goals set for myself and one of those goals is to have my own business. But to be honest I see alot of the stuff coming out by other models and I really have to sit back and say to myself:

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS CRAP!!??!!

Just because you started your own production company and turning out projects, does not mean that your product is good!! Yeah yeah say what you want "Well at least I'm doing something and not sitting on my ass complaining about other peoples SHIT"

To create the best product you have to be patient and weigh out your options. Why rush to put a product out and its unfinished and looking poorly constructed?? Yeah I know I'm running my big mouth again as usual(get used to it), I have opinions and I will state them, IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT DON'T READ MY SHIT!!!

On to Porn News:

BF's fighting what else is new??

I see the same studios putting out LOOKALIKE scenes(yet again)and nothing has changed. Same Shit!! Same Shit!!

I still haven't fucked Marcus Mojo yet(someone even blogged about it)I see everybody fucking Marcus the same ole way(except Tommy)COOL!! I'm putting it record!! If Diesel ever fucked Marcus Mojo....ITS A WRAP!! HOTTEST SCENE OUT!!

I see that Falcon hired all the NextDoor Studios exclusives for a ORGY SCENE!! Umm the guys are hot but....

Is there anymore newer porn stars out there looking to get their shot?? Seems the NDS exclusives are taking all the jobs.... Not only do they have their own personal websites but every Studio is employing them as well.

I'm not a hater!! But I get alot of emails from models looking to get into business/currently in business/out of retirement saying that Studios are playing the "Favorite Game" and only hiring guys that have "Fame" already, No room for inspiring models looking to break into the game...

I feel bad for the newer guys, all I can say is STEP YOUR GAME AND MAKE THEM TAKE NOTICE!! Don't take No as an answer!! Keep showing up at events and Strut your stuff!!

Well I'm rambling now..

This was a quick post for the People!!

WHORE TOUR 2011: Pittsburgh/Detroit

2011-07-29T19:16:00.000-07:00

Detroit Whoring it up!!

Pittsburgh....whoring it up!!!

Sorry about the lack of post on the blog lately...

I have been traveling like a motherfucker, so putting together the Vids and traveling from city to city, is putting a toll on Me. You learn alot about yourself on the road, esp when traveling around with somebody else.

I WILL ADMIT IT!! I'm not the most easy guy to be around. I have a certain way I do things(as other people)and I can be CRANKY AS FUCK IN THE MORNING!!

Yes I am one of those, getting up in the morning is the not easiest thing to do!! I don't drink coffee or soda, I don't have that morning Cig(That most like)so rolling out of bed is a complete nightmare for Me and anybody around Me(Sorry Joey Boston)

Speaking of Joey Boston, he is doing fine and learning the ropes(alittle slower then expected, but learning)I have grown very protective over Joey Boston and that is what two people are suppose to do. I GOT YOUR BACK, AND HE GOT MY BACK!!

WE FIGHT LIKE CATS AND DOGS(I'm the dog)but in the end the trip is about making money and then moving on to the next city to make even more money. Whore Tour 2011 plain and simple.

Now about the Whore Tour 2011, alot of people are asking, "What is the Whore Tour 2011 about?"

Well people I'm an Escort, I really do not go into many stories about it just because its private!! I have seen too many porn stars out there talking about their clients, giving up names, or setting up people in high levels of government for public ridicule(by the bloggers, TMZ, blah blach) the reason why I'm successful in this game is because I don't give the details. I may hint every now and then but I will not name names...

Hooking oldest profession in the world, Rule number one is KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!

It's not hard to do at all, respect your clients privacy and your IN LIKE FLINN!!

Now to all the "Secret Admirers" out there that have something to say about my Whore Tour 2011..

First off the bat FUCK YOU!!!

I do porn(well I'm a public figure)my porn history will follow Me everywhere so I might as well capitalize on it, the best way I know how:

You have the following options when u do porn:

Massage

Go Go Dancer/Stripper

Escort

Promoter

Live Sex performer/Musical performer/Acting/Dancing

Website/Cam model

Public Appearance/Private shows.

Of course you have the Reg 9-5 job, that supplements your income at the same time(Duh)

Now to all the Secret Admirers out there, there is a fucking recession going!! It would be stupid for the porn star to NOT tour around. If there is no work in your town, then you have to go to the town or city where the work is.

I have heard it all since I have been on this tour:

Get a real job

I'm Washed Up because I'm doing the tour. That makes no sense to Me, I'm going to where my fans are, and if they want to see Me up close and personal there is a slight donation for the "Meat and Greet". I like meeting my fans(some)but at the same time, I'm not going out for drinks or dinner with every single fan just because they want to get to know the real person behind Diesel..

Sorry people that is something you have to pay for...

I give you the blog for free, youtubes for free, Vid messages for free(which I will return to doing sorry about the delay) For "Meat and Greets" yeah I have to charge for that. The expenses for taking the trip are coming out of my pocket so a donation to the trip is always accepted ESP if I'm banging out your ass..

Moving on... people can find my services on Rentboy, I'm real easy to find!!

One note about the escorting thing...

I do not charge a huge rate for my services, I'm a Dom Top that likes to get serviced and I pound out some ass...

I'm not that type of escort that caters to clients in a passive way. I do not like to be taken out to eat, Wined and Dined, or go out to a Broadway show. I do not do the Boyfriend fantasy thing, I do not kiss, eat ass, or even suck dick!!

I give the clients what they want!! A No holds barred Dom Top machine that comes in and pounds your throat while Face Fucking you. Pounds relentless on your ass, stretching your hole to the limit, at the same time spitting down your throat, pissing in your face, and holding you down on the bed face first with your ass in the air and your at my mercy...

PRETTY SIMPLE STUFF!!!

That is the reason why my rates are not that high, to the other escort that kisses and eats ass, and makes his clients feel at easy that is YOUR role not mine!! I work over my clients and make the experience something they will never forget.

I rather be that escort that goes too hard, too demanding, pounds too hard, fucks too deep!! Than that bullshit escort that comes in and is half hard, doesn't want to be there, and goes the weakest fuck alive. Or even worse, the one that ASS KISSES so much that its fake and not real, some guys are into that scene of the long last BF or something like that. For Me, I just can not fake passion for somebody I don't know or have just met. I prefer to be direct and to the point...

We are here to fuck!!! None of this Lovey Dovey stuff!!

Anyway this was a quick update for the fans...

I will write more later..

Or you do all the above at the same time.

WHORE TOUR 2011 : WASHINGTON DC

2011-07-18T17:46:00.000-07:00

Okay People U have been patient with Me....

I have been traveling the last 2weeks NYC, Boston, Philly, NYC, Washington, crazy times but making alot of money....

Anyway I will write more Tomorrow..

Thanks for waiting...

2011-07-12T17:12:00.000-07:00

PICS IN BOSTON

PICS FROM MARYLAND

PICS FROM WASHINGTON

PICS FROM PHILLY!!

Alot of traveling going on right....

I will keep you guys posted on more things happening on the tour and some more Tour dates for you coming up.

Back in Washington DC Jul 17-19
Pittsburgh 19-20
Detroit Mich 20-22

and maybe Chitown..... I will let you know on that one!!

I'M ALIVE PEOPLE!!!

2011-07-11T10:56:00.000-07:00

Sorry I haven't been updating my blog....

I have been traveling around for the last couple of weeks and sometimes I don't have the energy to write a post.

Traveling has been hard, so far the cities I have visited were NYC(home base) Boston(Joey Boston) Washington DC, Philly....

I have other cities to add to the tour but I have been in Boston about four times helping Joey Boston get things ready for the trip. Its not easy leaving the people you LOVE to go and travel the U.S. I miss Momma Washington and Joey Boston misses all his friends back home. Money has been good, but there seems to be not enough time to Sight see in any city that We are in, basically I have been staring at Hotel walls trying to get more and more clients.

Some people have sent me applications for joining the Whore Tour, but I haven't had a chance to contact anybody and picking another person to travel is very tricky.

I have learned alot about myself on these trips and when u travel with someone you get to know them VERY WELL!! I have always said I'm not easy to get along with, so Joey Boston has his hands full!!

Joey Boston is not a saint either and it taking Me a long time to find a way to connect on a deeper level. I mean I know he has my back and I will protect him as well. But sometimes when your with a person 24/7 you tend to get on each others nerves alot. I think its healthy to spend some time apart and sometimes DO YOUR OWN THING. We have gotten into fight after fight but at the end of the day We are running a business..

The slogan is "Getting Money" so sometimes you have to put differences aside and see the bigger picture. I have grown to like Joey Boston alot!!! Who knows?? We will see what happens down the road....

Anyway a quick post to let the fans know I'm still alive and the tour is still going on...

I will be in a city close to you soon, Hope to see you all!!

WHORE TOUR 2011: NEW ADDITIONS

2011-06-25T15:10:00.000-07:00

Well the Whore Tour 2011 is happening, and I'm bringing new faces.

And now introducing JOEY BOSTON!!!

Age:21
Eyes: Hazel
Height: 5'9
Weight: 130
Special Skills: Art of Massage(Sport/Deep Tissue/Erotic)

I met Joey Boston on my last trip to Boston(I know Boston alot)and I found him to be such a firecracker!! So much energy and just a good heart(so important). I know what people are thinking....ANOTHER TWINK??

He is very different from your average twink, there is no Glam there..Down to earth and humble!! The thing that makes him stand out is that He works for his money(Dish washer, Mopping floors, Honest work).. None of this false sense of entitlement like some twinks have. In fact when I first Met Joey HE BOUGHT ME A DRINK!! He has been through alot in his life(We all have)so he is WISE beyond his years.

Sometimes life throws Us curve balls, how We react to hurdles is what makes Us stronger(or weaker) JOEY BOSTON gave Me his loyalty/trust....

In turn, I will guide him the best I can...

Getting Money is the Slogan!!!

Looking out for new talent that wants to make money....

This could be you too..email me DieselWash1@hotmail.com
The recession is the motherfucker and it's effecting everybody, so instead of letting it swallow you whole with bills and all. Get off your ass and make money!!! It doesn't matter HOW!!

WHORE TOUR 2011 adding new players to the game, everyday.

WHORE TOUR 2011 coming to a city near you.

WHORE TOUR 2011: FIRST STOP BOSTON

2011-06-16T09:51:00.000-07:00

Well everything is set for Boston....

I will be touching down in Boston on Friday afternoon, I have traveled to Boston before and had a decent time. This time around I will be meeting the MaverickMen(need to talk over business)and a local porn star named Bobby Knight. So excited that I get to travel again....

After the past couple of weeks I needed some rest from the constant moving around bit. I had time to focus on the gym and handle business at work so everything is working Tip Top shape now. And since everything is smoothed out on the job front, I can switch my focus to making money to start my own. But enough business talk lets talk about BUBBLE BUTTS.

I will be Bubble Butt Hunting in Boston...

Sound funny??? It should because that is one of my goals while out in Boston. The quest of finding a bubble butt in Boston. I will have camera in hand just capturing Bubble butts in their natural settings. Take it as a experiment, Diesel is going from city to city looking for the hottest Bubble butts around.

I sound so corny right now, but I dont give a shit!! In a nutshell, Diesel in Boston making money and looking for Bubble Butts.

BOSTON I'm coming!!!

I KNOW YOU READ THIS SHIT!!

2011-06-14T20:26:00.000-07:00

I know you read my blog....

Every Secret Admirer(Hater)reads my blog for some kind of ammo against Me. I wish that the Secret Admirers understand, "I post the info that I want you to know, I pull the strings..." I HAVE THE POWER!!:

And with that power comes great responsiblity.....

HAHAHAHAHAH yeah right, FUCK THAT SHIT!! Lets bring the pain:

All the traveling has been kicking my ass lately, it seems that I'm in a different city every weekend and its been fucking with my sleeping habits. I travel Friday through Monday(returning)and then its Tues-Thursday training clients and then having Clients I have been pretty busy..

Mentally tired I am...

I haven't really had the time to let the whole situation with "Petey" sink in. While it was happening I was just doing the Diesel Washington thing. Going from spot to spot and showing up having fun and meeting the FANS. It started sinking in last week and I had a chance to replay the events of everything that happened. I FUCKED UP!! Basically all I can say..

I do keep in contact with "Petey" and We are different points of our lives right now. He started a new job and the hours are crazy and he is dealing with his own "Issues" as any Capricorn... (Long Story) Capricorns and an Aries connection is a crazy thing(look it up). The good thing about the situation is that is there is no "Bad Blood"(at least on my part, after he smashed my shit LOL) but it is what it is. I guess most people think PORN STARS are cold and shallow people, who have no feelings and only treat people like they are Cattle being lead to the Slaughter. More commonly called the "Fuck and Chuck", you don't get to know the personality of a person, its all physical!! Get Your Rocks Off and Go!! But I stepped up my game and I have become very very picky(If not Tipsy, all bets are offLOL) But I'm ranting now...In nutshell I MISS YOU "PETEY"..
*SIGH

Back to business.....

Back to GayDays, here is Vid:

by Fabscout(of course)

So it was packed down there, and this is the last time I'm going to say this:

Brent Corrigan, nobody flipped out on you so not sure where you got that from?. I simply went inside the hotel room and grabbed my stuff because I WANTED TO LEAVE. You and "Your Buddies" can have fun.. I was not having fun and decided leave. So using the "Bipolar thing" LAME AT BEST! It wasn't a bipolar thing it was called "A BORING THING".

And Diesel Washington and Matthew Rush was not getting as much attention as you?? Dude your fan base is Old Timers(60+) and Glam Twinks BUT nothing inbetween those age ranges if you want the honest truth...

Even though YOU WERE LATE(three days in row) YOU ARE GOOD TO YOUR FANS!!

All the jealously talk and that Diesel and Matthew were plotting against you bullshit?? I don't know man, that was some made up foul shit!! It was an event for the Fans that came to see US..Some Fans wanted a picture with all three of Us. Not just You..

I guess that is the biggest problem I had with the whole thing. Being a fan of porn and having THREE huge headliners at an event you think would be AWESOME!! Granted I had a great time!! And I was picking up Fans in the air, posing for pictures and having a blast. But it would have been great to have gotten WILD!! Oh well....

Sorry for this rant, but some Gossip blog(who rides Brents dick)wrote about the story, like Matthew Rush and Diesel Washington was plotting on some helpless Brent Corrigan BULLSHIT!! The angle of the story was Douching and stupid and I didn't even bother to leave a comment. That blog has ridden the dick of Brent Corrigan for years.. And that blog just deals with IDLE GOSSIP!! Yet another blog to glance at briefly.......Briefly that is!!

Bah Bah Bah moving on...

I keep telling people that I'm going to tour.....

Everytime I get ready to leave I'm always held back by something unexpected happening(Death, Job, Family)but this time it seems that everything is now going in my favor. So We have "WHORE TOUR 2011" coming to full effect soon....VERY SOON!!

Soon like THIS WEEKEND!!

BOSTON Jun 17- 19
NYC Jun 24-26 (Pride)
WASHINGTON Jul 1-3

So those are dates so far....

Think about it "Whore Tour 2011"(I love the name)

I really don't go much into detail about my Escorting Gigs, and there is a reason for that. I always get alittle nervous about speaking about my Whoring, with all the scandals and bullshit happening nowadays...

Clients are nervous!! This WeinerGate bullshit is out of control!! You can't Tweet harmless pictures nowadays. Tweeting a picture of yourself naked or barely wearing any clothes is about the NORM today(for Porn Stars). Let's be real I can go on Twitter right now and look up any Porn Star, and there will be a link to a naked picture or Vid or some link to watch a scene of the performer. That is what social networking has come to....Not to get too deep into the lack of social interaction between people, but...

Back to "Whore Tour" I first came up with the idea of going on tour way back. There is money on the road, even though I'm a Porn Star I'm still an entertainer!! Entertainers make their money on the road by doing appearances/private shows DUH!! Regardless of the state of my Porn career, I always make money on the road. I make more money on the road than I make by doing the porn movies. Traveling is a pain in the ass but TOURING IS THE SHIT!!

I HAD a partner that was to come on this trip with Me, but He turned into a PUNK BITCH!! Punk Bitch meaning that he bailed at last moment, well he didn't bail at the last moment. It was more like I CURSED HIM THE FUCK OUT!!!

I always help these LITTLE WHORES try to put money in their pockets. Always lending a helping hand to a Whore that doesn't know how to write an appealing profile, use proper pics, sometimes these 'LITTLE WHORES' do not know proper pricing and often "Sell Themselves Short" literally. I mean I could go old school and start pimping these "Whores" I mean I could pull out the Heavy Pimp hand and make some real money. Taking some broke ass twinks on the road to make money off them would probably drive Me crazy!! I could see myself in some dusty Hotel having to pull out a coat hanger and wrapping a towel around it(as to not leave marks)and working the shit out of some Twinks. WHACK!! MAKE THAT MONEY WHACK!!

MAKE THAT MONEY WHORE!!

Nowadays I use a different approach, just pay your HALF!! If I was to go on tour with someone We could share Hotel and travel costs down the middle and make BANK!!The Punk Bitch was a cheapo, if you can not make enough money just to make it to NYC!! Then I don't know what to tell you, $250 is not alot of money to make it to NYC esp when you were going to make money(10x as much) while in NYC. The sad Punk Bitch came up with the story "They have alot going on right now"..

Excuse Me?? I helped with a simple wording on his profile and the response to that simple change was HUGE! I gave the Punk Bitch a sample of what I can do, and they shitted it away!! I won awards for my performances in Porn and you know what??

I won Awards for being a Good Whore!!! Best Fetish Escort/Best Blogger/Writer all in the field of Whoring. Big Shout Out to RentBoy.com!! So I know my Hustle game!! I know how people think and I know what people like!! Sex sells and I know what people want!! I know how to promote myself and I know how to promote other people..

But the Punk Bitch got cold feet, and it doesn't bother Me I will keep making my money WHILE they search for ways to increase their income. Its all about Marketing!! and these "Little Whores" do not know how to market themselves!! They make it hard to be a "Good Guy"

My Pimp game is strong!! Meaning that the "Little Whores" actually come up to Me looking for ways to make money. Almost screaming at Me "Teach Me How to Be a Good Whore" and the pimp wants to come out of Me and say "Get your little ass over here, Daddy is going to make money off you" I know the drill, I will be used as the scapegoat for these "Little Whores" to act out or become sluts. Since by appearance I'm this intimidating, scary, strong figure of a person the "Little Whores" feel safe with Me. For example if any of these little guys get into any trouble or someone refuses to pay. Ding Ding they will just call up BIG DADDY DIESEL to come collect the money!! Likewise if anybody puts their hands on any of my boys, I will break their arm!!

But then again.....

I'm not a pimp!! But if I was....

I would take care of my Whores/Hoes!!

WOW WHAT A RANT!!

THE EVENT: GAY DAYS, PARLIAMENT HOUSE

2011-06-07T10:20:00.000-07:00

When I was first asked to do Gay Days I was like....

Whats Gay Days???

I mean I heard about the circuit party and all the happenings in town everything, but I didn't know to what extent.

BIG TIME!!

Being paired with Matthew Rush and Brent Corrigan.....that is fucking huge!! I went on this trip with HIGH EXPECTATIONS when you work with Other Stars of big caliber it could be hit or miss..

SWING BATTER SWING BATTER SWING.:

More about that later...

Okay fast forward all the traveling and getting to hotel and checking in stuff. I get to the event and I see they have the table set up for autographs and giving out the swag(DVDs, Signed autographs). When I looked at that table I instantly had a flashback from the movie "The Wrestler"

Where Mickey Rourke looks over at the "Fallen" wrestlers who have been in the Wrestling business for years. They are all banged up and wore out but the "Old Guys" are still around....

Cue the Music:

This meeting of Matthew Rush, Brent Corrigan and Diesel Washington was very important to Me. I was a fan of both of these gentleman's work, and that is no secret. Matthew made the blueprint for all future porn stars coming into the business, He has that level of fame WE all want!!

Matthew Rush - Battle Veteran of this business, Hall of Famer...and like Me an "Old Man" in this business.. HAHAHA

Brent Corrigan - Twink sensation he set the bar for all the Twinks performers of today. They all want his level of fame and exposure and opportunities!! He set the bar for Twinks. And again...another veteran of this business, who has seen it all and done it all..

Diesel Washington - Battle blogger, Self promoter, who sets the bar in his performances and known for his outlandish outspoken views. And YES another "Old Guy" in this business..

This meeting of the minds was important for Me, I wanted to interview each performer and get his views on how the industry has changed. The future of porn and where We are heading. Just important stuff that We can talk about openly and maybe bring some things to light that some people may not know.

Wishful thinking....Back to Story

So I don't want to sit at the table yet because Matthew and Brent have not arrived yet. I was early(Yes on time!!)so I walked around and groped some of the "Baby porn stars" and when I say "Baby" porn stars I mean it in a cute way. I mean I have to call a spade a spade the "Baby" porn stars looked just like that..

Okay I will be fair...they looked like little boys(cute but little)that is all I'm saying..

Mike Rivers, Gabe Weston, Tristan Sterling Had fun guys.....

Big Shout Out to Cuddle buddy...J.T. Knightley(Yeah I can sleep in a bed with a boy and not fuck him, I was "Cum Tired" anyway)

Let me not forget I was promoting Suite703(Recent Grabby winner)and my newest DVD out!!:

Look for that out in stores now!!! If you need a Flashback of that scene here you go:

http://www.dieselwashingtonxxx.com/2011/02/people-im-trying-to-give-something.html

Here is Alex looking sexy again....Big Shout to Steven P as well(Miss ya boy)

Well fast forward to the story, finally Matthew Rush arrives. We talk about the last time We worked together at Parliament House as seen here:

http://www.dieselwashingtonxxx.com/2008/03/parliament-house.html

Has it been that long??.....Damn!!

Anyway finally Brent Corrigan arrives and We were able to catch this photo:

This is the only picture of Diesel/Brent/Matthew taken at the event together....

Yeah out of all the pictures taken the entire weekend this was the only picture We took together.. Sad!!

Anyway I will explain more later...

So its the first night, and everybody is feeling great(Drunk and stoned)I grab a model named "Tanner" and head back to his room and PLOW THE HELL OUT OF HIM!! Beforehand I thought I was smooth, I grabbed up one boy named "Jordan" who likes to tease. I pulled him to the side and face fucked him in a back room. It so happens that "Tanner" is in the room and watching and licking his lips in the background. "Tanner" ruins the cock sucking experience saying that he wants to get fucked by a "Saint" which then leaves Me to saying "If you like him, then why are you blowing Me then?" I pull my dick out of his mouth, and give "Tanner" the look like "Yo u want to finish what he started?" I guess the kid is good at reading eye signals, cause he quietly makes his way out of room and heads to his own room. While the other models are talking and stuff I too make my way quietly out of the room. So I'm in full chase mode, and "Tanner" leads Me to his room. Two seconds into going into his room, We are butt naked and he is deepthroating my dick. I can not lie, the kid gives good head. After that its all downhill for the boy, I start fucking him(safe of course)and I bring him to "Plow City" with Me.

Now I thought I was smooth enough to get away with sneaking into this models room without the attention from the other models. Wrong!!! You know how Sluts are, We all want to know who is Fucking Who?? So of course came the knocks on the door, people walking into the room unexpected(His roomie)so that was a done deal!! I fucked the kid well(he came twice, Me no)and at one point it gets funny. Some of the other 'Baby" porn stars are right outside of the hotel room singing "Ebony and Ivory"...

Yeah it was one of those nights...

I get back to my Hotel alone, and crash out and fall asleep..

Day 2 I decide to go to the Doubletree Booth at Adult Expo and the place was packed. Brent Corrigan arrives at the DoubleTree and We decide to hangout together. Its cool the usual small talk bah bah bah. A couple of interviews later(Big Shout out to Jordan)its decompressing time.

Anyway..I hangout with him and "His Friends" ummm....its a wrap!! Without going into a story, I wanted to leave right then and there. I jumped in a car and went back to hotel to get ready for the night. I have a hard time dealing with Egos, so when I hangout with somebody who has one of those, things get alittle difficult. Its one thing to be "ON" around fans and people you do not know. But to be "ON" constantly is alittle annoying.

Moving on...

I get to the Parliament House(On time)and get ready for Saturday night, which has been billed the biggest nights of the weekend. Yikes I put on my War face!! Matthew shows up later and Brent is missing in action. Not sure Why?? When We are all staying in the same hotel...

So at Brents expense We have alittle fun with him:

That was made by an EX fan...who waited for 2hours to see Brent(No lie)

So yeah when "Things Happened" there was no connection at all with Brent. Diesel and Matthew however had a great time meeting fans and interacting together and just having a blast. No one can plan these things, but I expected that putting together Big Stars would be fun for the Fans and almost an Epic moment.

How many times in Porn History are you going to have Diesel Washington, Brent Corrigan and Matthew Rush all on the same card. Parliament House went all out to bring Us out to Orlando and We as Porn StarS should have put on ONE HELL OF A SHOW. All egos aside it was for the Fans...

Alittle awkward when fans want to take a picture with all of Us and there is a person missing. Things happen and people run late I know, but WE WERE ALL IN THE SAME HOTEL!! No excuse!! Not to put him on blast but as a Porn Star who admires other Porn Stars for the hard work they put in. I was sadden that We couldn't be on the same page and put on something WILD for the fans.

Another Fan made this on Day 3(Late again)for Brent:

So I'm not bashing Brent, in fact when He was at the booth he was very good to his Fans. I do have to say, when Brent is "On" his fans love him. I was just tired of his fans asking when will Brent arrive to sign autographs?? He is not my problem and after this weekend I have a whole different view of Brent(*sigh not good one). Oh well...

More pics from Parliment House:

Judging Model contest:

Eating out with Jordan(Fort Lauderdale Johnnys bartender)who is also working on a film project. Wish you the best on that, and I knew you would get back with BF. Glad I got the chance "To Hangout with Ya" before you went back into that relationship thingy(Sorry I'm bitter, LOL). Sorry I have to say it, Your a Hottie yummy!!

So I had a great Trip, regardless of what happened out there. This trip was for the fans, THE FANS!!!

Thanks to all that came out to see Me(hands tired from signing autographs for hours)and even though I think I lost some sight in my eyes(too many camera flashs)My main goal was to give the Fans a great showing....

And I did that!!

Big Shout to Fabscout Family they are always looking out for Me!! Pics above by Fabscout Howard.

When the drama started, I didnt want to pull out my camera for anything. Sad that other porn stars can not leave their ego baggage home and just have fun at an event with your Co Headliners. *sucks

Also Saturday night was huge because SaltNPepa was performing at Parliment House as well...

Yes that is right!!!

SALTNPEPA!!!

Next post up.... Hip Hops Queens(rim shot) SALTNPEPA

GAYS DAYS IN ORLANDO

2011-06-03T13:46:00.000-07:00

Another quick post, I landed in Orlando and getting ready for a good time out here. If your in this neck of the woods come out and see Me.I don't bite and for this trip, I might even let people touch my Chest!! It seems that everybody is always grabbing or rubbing or playing with my Chest. At first it gets annoying..

But I want the crowd to enjoy themselves, and for this trip I will allow it!!

Anyway another post later....

I'm out in Orlando BITCH!!

I'M A BIG KID NOW...

2011-06-02T19:30:00.000-07:00

Vid by Fabscout

I have to show a different side to Fans, some people do not like kids...I LOVE KIDS!!! I'm a big kid so I guess I have alot in common..

Anyway above I'm Hamming it up on the Dino Ride

Gay Days post coming next...

QUICK GRABBY WRAP UP!!

2011-06-02T10:08:00.000-07:00

Okay I went to Chi Town for the Grabbys awards.....

Don't get mad cause this will be a fast post..

Highlights of the Grabby Trip:

Meeting models that had nothing but love for Diesel, in no real order I added comments for each porn star. If I talked to ya I remember everything. Yeah I play like I'm stoned and don't give a fuck. But its always better to make people think that your a mess because then U can see what THEY are really up to.... Sneaky sneaky anyway road call...

Bobby Clark- yes u got bigger and your ass filled out nicely yummy. Still looking porn ready cute boy. Hugs

Trent Diesel- you have been a busy boy, I wanted to kick it with ya. But I see your going through some stuff, I'm going through the same shit myself so I wanted to give you space to have a wild night

Tommy Defendi- love Tommy!! I owe you big time Homey!! You kept Me on the high road all weekend for that I'm really grateful..

Dayton O'Connor- Argh....You got a chance to watch Me sleep(I hate when people watch me sleep) Thank God your cute as fuck, next time I'm climbing in bed with ya...ummm TMI let me shut up!!

Jason Crew- Love you man, I want to say Thanks for putting Me up for the night when I got stuck in Chi Town I had a great time watching movies and Family guy with ya Homey. Your alittle crazy sometimes but that is what I LOVE about ya!!

Mike Rivers- your a cutie, remember what I said to you and BF that is happening in Orlando YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!

Alexx Garrett- READ ABOVE

Kirk Cummings and BF- Ummm pot brownies really??? Stoned out!! Kirk you look great your Bf is training the hell outta ya. Wow your body is looking sick right now. Congrats and good luck with everything happening in the future.

Wade Westin- I see you....I just had to play with your feet! Tickle Tickle!!HAHA and your right I will play with more than your feet next time.

Parker Perry- dude when your were sitting on my lap in the cab ride, I popped a boner. I know you felt it cause you caught grinding in my lap the whole cab ride. Guess what?? That shit felt GOOD!! You sexy hairy puppy!! And the reason why I don't pull out my cock? I'm an escort in my heart, and Daddy has to get paid for Dick flashing.

Alex Rocks- hey homey you were right next door to my hotel room, I should have opened the door and invited you to tear up that ass of urs. But I was a gentlemen that weekend....Next time I see you NO MISTER NICE GUY!! BTW love the country accent. Yummy!

Lex Sabre- You know I have seen more than a few of your bottoming scenes and u take that dick well...Yummmy!! And the whole Dawson Riley just pissed Me off. Who the fuck he thinks he is??? Thanks for the backing on that subject.

Preston Steel- dude that was so cool of ya to introduce yourself to Me. You want the truth?? I knew who you were you didn't have to explain to Me. But I was glad that you had the balls to come up to Me and Kick it!! Most porn stars are too stuck up to do that...I come up to other porn stars all the time and give them Love, after all We work the same business..

Dante Escobar- Glad to see another Man of Color in the business, let me know if you need any help in promotion homey. Men of Color have to stick together in this business, there aren't many of us but we need to stay connected together. And that comment backstage at the Grabbys hurt a bit, but you don't know Me very well but I will give you a pass for now..I'm watching you

Dylan Hauser- the weekend started rough on ya HAHAAH but I'm glad you pulled yourself together and had a great time when you was out there. Thanks for being so cute and nice and taking the time to talk to Me.

Tom Wolfe- your a crazy fucker!! I was worn out when We were dancing on Stage. Your almost getting too heavy(muscle)for Me to pick you up in the air(I said almost)Anyway you crazy fucker!! I still remember the comment you made at the table when we were eating, your a smart fucker!! And I like the way you think...DON'T LET IT GET TO YOUR HEAD BRO. HAHAH

Billy Byron- sexy sexy sexy, Yes I wanted to fuck you!! There I said it. But I was alittle busy at the time, next time I run into ya. I will RUN INTO YA!! You think I didn't notice you pushing out your ass every time I walked by ya?? Glad I had a chance to play with ya on stage. Your fucking ripped!!

Jeremy Bilding- sorry to hear that your leaving the gay side of the business(I know it gets rough)I wish you continued success in the porn business. Also THANK YOU for being so open and honest with Me when We were talking at the After party at the hotel. I didn't expect that you would be so open with Me and for that U have my Respect and attention(my eyes are on that ass of urs)

703Justin- you made the upset of the night, When they announced the winner of the Grabby and people were sitting there shocked. I was the one that yelled "You Go Justin" A well deserved win...don't let the haters WIN!! Just make them hate you more!! And your BF is cute.....Whoops let me back away now...HAHA

Steve Pena and Husband- on the real I don't think I'm getting bigger or taller, I think I'm getting older and older is all. Thanks for the love and you and your husband looked hot at the Grabbys Yummy!! And I think your the one that is getting bigger every time I see ya... Just saying!

Brandon Wilde- for a white boy you got that booty dance down!! And that pink suit you wore to Grabbys that shit was BUTTER!! Your growing up right in front of my eyes and the little boy I first met is long gone. Your turning into a Man!! Yummy!!

Jaxxon Miller- okay this is a hard one, when I first saw you I wanted to run up to you and pick you up in the air and throw you around. Of course it would have been one of those moments "Oh look at Diesel, throwing around twinks again" so I kept my distance. But when you climbed on that bed and started giving Me a massage I was like "Oh no now everybody will think Diesel chasing the twinks again" I should have said FUCK IT!! Threw you down on the bed and handled business...Fuck what people think!! But....I was also with somebody at the time so it would have been a bad look..Next time cute boy!! Next your ass is mine. BTW that body is bigger I see the difference and it looks good on ya. Your booty is turning into a bubble now....I see you!!

Eric Austyn- don't starve yourself homey!!Your stomach muscle were on fire on stage, so fucking ripped. Yummy sorry I had you holding my coat(I had a show to do)next time instead of holding my coat, you will be holding my dick!! Just playing(no being serious)LOL

Donny Wright- Thank you Shy guy for letting me throw you around on stage. I could tell you were alittle nervous I'm glad I could help ease your nerves and just have some fun on stage. Plus I will kick your ass in Marvel VS Capcom(although I no longer have a PlayStation *ouch) It was good talking to ya and hanging out with ya at Hydrate! I'm sure I will run into you again homey..

Scotty B- glad I had the chance to run into ya!! And no I don't have any plans to visit LA anytime soon.. No offense just not my neck of the woods

Brent Corrigan- glad I had a chance to talk to ya and I will be seeing you in Orlando. We need to talk about what kind of show we will put on...Nasty!!

Matthew Rush- saw ya briefly in Chi town but I will see more of ya in Orlando seems like a Flashback to 2008 PHouse

Calvin Knight- great seeing you face to face finally!! Your a cute short muscle pup yummy. Love those ears!!

Scott Alexander- BIG BIG BIG SHOUT OUT to my Twin, dude if it wasn't for us that party would not have started..Porn stars walking around in their drawers afraid to jump on the stage and dance tsk tsk tsk its always takes the brothers to start the party Right??? Great seeing ya again BTW our scene is still soaring to the clouds and shit. I guess its true fans want to see two fine brothers going at it. I'm glad that We could give the fans what they wanted!!

Casey Monroe- damn your ripped now and I love the new ink on your skin. Work the fuck out of that man...Good luck for the future!

Jason Sparks- nice seeing you again homey!! Let me know when I can fuck the shit out of your exclusive. I would rip that motherfucker in half.....

Mr Pam- always a pleasure seeing you baby girl. You caused some scandals out in Chi town. hahahah

Erynn Vaehne- so cool to bump into ya, sorry I asked so many questions about things. Hey when you tweet something I will come right at you and ask Really? I read that Tweet and was curious about the WHOLE story!! Sorry for being nosey

Tim and Sister Roma- Tim hahahahaha I have nothing bad to say at all. Sister Roma congrats on the Hall of Fame you deserve it.

Tony Hunter- ummmm Now you know I hate boys that tease. I know that's your thing and all. But cute boys teasing Diesel Washington??? That's unheard of.... still you have a nice ass that deserves some attention from some big dickers

Samuel Colt- congrats on your awards, its all downhill now!! Not a bad thing but you know what I mean

Chris Porter- sexy sexy sexy!! I'm shocked that you give Me a hug every time I see you. At first I was alittle bitchy to you because I didn't know what you was all about. After Hustlaball NYC last year I was convinced you are a STAR!!

Jake Austin- Hey girl!! HAHAHAH that lip gloss is popping!!

Bobby Knight- good to see ya mister sexy voice

Nick Young- thanks for the Vids and your right. I'm a hooker/blogger/personality/pornstar GET IT RIGHT!!

The Maverick Men- finally had a chance to meet you guys, you guys step up your game and I'm happy at your success!!

Scottie Brooks- ummm next time you call my name in the hallway. To get my attention pull your cock out....works everytime!!!hahah

Kennedy_Carter- I love your blog!! Keep the posts up homey blog writing is not easy. I have been doing it for 6years now...Keep up the good work Ginger boy

gpcrush- I love when you have your hair pulled back very Sade looking and hot!!

Austin Wilde- like I said playa I had 10 and all gone within 10mins of telling you I had ten of them..(private joke)

Derek DaSilva- hey brother I did the same thing you did this weekend. I didn't go to the Hyatt at all.. Kinda of over the whole Nasty Pig leather thing. I have been doing it for years and the lifestyle has changed alot in the past couple of years and not in a good way

NaughtyLauraD- sorry we didn't have more time to talk. You know I'm a nut job!! HAHA

Jared Tyler- ummm regardless what people say about you. I like you homey!! And when you asked my opinion of your Exit interview.. I was touched!! And when you walked away and said "Thanks for giving Me your feedback, I respect your opinion" I was touched little homey... Everybody thinks you have this "I don't give a fuck attitude" but when you lose the porn persona and sit down and talk to Me I see the real you and I like what I see... You will be missed my friend

Other Highlites of Grabbys:

Jimmy D, drunk and busting his ass at the Tim and Roma show

Bel Ami boys looking hot as fuck!!

And the biggest Highlight of the Grabbys trip....Ryan Middleton

I had the chance to hangout with this hottie Friday/Saturday/Sunday/Monday. We are good friends and I just like the Vibe I get from little man.

Yeah so a quick post about Grabbys......

If I missed anybody, sorry....

I talked about the Porn Stars that talked to Me or who I hungout with during the weekend. If I didnt mention you:

You either avoided Me(Like I care)

Or you didn't stand out that I need to write something about ya.

If We did talk and you feel that your missing email me DieselWash@hotmail.com I will add you to my post because its only fair..

After all I was stoned the entire time in Chi town(allows me to deal with Bi polar easier)

Ummm Grammar snobs/English majors...yup run on sentences, fragmented sentences and its a mess!! Hate Me Hate Me!! This is a blog relax....

Those rules do not apply..

Big Shout out to the whole Fabscout family(Howard, Gio, Matt, Johnny) We had a blast in Chi town and PEOPLE IN PORN you really need to be apart of the family.

We may fight and disagree at times but its all still love when the day is done.

Family www.Fabscout.com

Big Shout Out to Mark and Stacy from Grabbys as well....thanks for putting on another great show!! See ya next year.

Only this time Mark....I will be touching you regardless of what you say(Private joke)

Peace

PROGRESS REPORT 2

2011-06-01T19:33:00.000-07:00

I think its really over.....

While out in Chi town I received several texts from "Petey" very mean spirited and nasty(I deserve it)all week I have done nothing but say I was sorry. Over and over I would get back mean and nasty texts...

I know I set up myself for failure, I get it but I can't withstand the meanness being thrown my way constantly. I have to keep working and maintain myself in business/porn industry without having to deal with the emotions of a person scorned. He has the right to be Mad and upset and I can handle anything that he throws at me.

But he took it to another level that I can't handle....

I could deal with him cheating on Me(small change) I can deal with the mean comments and lashing out at Me. He could sleep with my Best Friend and I would be still cool with that. But he took it to that level where I want to kill him(not really Kill).

I know people get angry and stuff...

But to destroy my PlayStation and burn some of my Comics and tear up my clothes???

That is some "Waiting to Exhale" shit!!! :

The part that pisses Me off about all of that, "Petey" is well off and his family is doing very well with themselves. So to destroy something of mine, THAT I WORKED HARD FOR really put Me in a nasty mood. Secondly I was getting text after text of mean shit sent to Me every hour.

I wear my emotions on my sleeve, at events I have to be Diesel Washington. The Diesel Washington who is sad and upset, most people do not like and that is not fair to my fans who want to see Me. If I'm just standing around feeling sorry for myself, nobody wants to be around that.

I received alot of emails from Fans who read my Twitter and ask Me "Now all of the sudden your out slutting again, why am I not fighting for "Petey"????"

I can not force someone to be with Me, I think at this point We both need some time apart(gives Us both time to think)and that is the situation right now.

So there you have it!! I still Love "Petey" but I can not force him to take Me back. The situation has changed and I don't think he will ever be able to trust Me again, in the time I got to know "Petey" he carries baggage with him everywhere and the Man never forgets.

So he is one hard cookie to crack........

Not to use an excuse or anything, but I have a tour coming up soon and I will be traveling the United States so maybe this is best for both of us.

This is not the end of the story, so We will see what happens down the road.

Wish me luck!!

PROGRESS REPORT 1

2011-05-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

Yeah so things are shakey...

"Petey" and I are on speaking terms now and even cracked a few jokes with each other. I will take that right about now, I know I fucked up and I'm seeing the future of how to handle myself correctly...

This is just a set back and that is all, I will fight to get back "Petey" so only time will tell.

What have I learned from this??

Like I said before I do not lie, and the first time I decided to lie to the person I loved it cost me big time. Lesson learned!!! When I came into the relationship with my heart on my sleeve it was like magic. I spoke from the heart and kept open communication with "Petey" the minute I slipped and broke my rule of not lieing bad things happened and they happened for a reason because I put out negative energy instead of good energy.

It sounds alittle sappy but I believe in the whole Good and Bad energy thing. If you keep putting out good energy, people will be attracted to you because Good energy is sexy and enticing. Bad energy nobody wants to be around and insightful can pick up on people who bring negative energy into a situation.

So I learned that I control my path and future(I always knew that forget it recently) the ground work I lay down molds my future and the people around Me. I'm a natural leader and people follow my lead all the time. If my head is not right how can I expect people to follow Me if I have no confidence in myself. In order to stay "Real" I have to admit my mistakes, correct them and move on.

This thing with "Petey" is far from over, We both texted each other despite having a falling out. So something is there, I have to be the one that gets his head right and gets back into the fight to reclaim "Petey" back.

As everything goes in life, the harder you work the more rewards you will see in the end. Sure the timing was not right this time around, but who says I have to give up. I told "Petey" that I will never give up trying to fix the situation he laughs and goes "OMG" well see...

That is good enough for Me..

Oddly enough "Petey" gave Me his blessing for this weekend and told Me to have a good time. His exact words???

"Have a safe flight out to chicago and have some good ole diesel fun out there too, I've had u wound up lately, relax"

This relationship was built by two people.....

Did anybody notice I didn't talk about the "Issues" "Petey" had, or that I didnt try to place blame on "Petey"??? Not going to play the Victim this time around. I was the one in charge of this relationship, if I can't set the good example for him to follow, then I do not deserve for anybody to follow Me.

In some ways I played a hypocrite, I should have practiced what I preached(No lieing)the minute I strayed away from setting the example it came back to bite me in the ass.

First step was reconnecting with "Petey" and clearing the air

Second step rebuild friendship

Third step Earn back his trust

Final step start over on the right path, only this time resist the evils of Hot ass, on random strangers..

Which is hard, it was like I was fishing, and the fish jumped in the boat, scaled itself, dipped itself in butter, jumped in frying pan and put a sign on itself saying eat Me.

This time around I will learn to respect myself and live the life I want to lead. Its not hard because I choose my own path and direction I want in life. Nobody controls Me and I'm a big boy who can make decisions for myself.

Back on the right path again...

It took my brother Roy Jones, to enlighten me again about having Knowledge of Self. I'm a smart dude and I know alot of things, I let myself down this time around, but I'm only human. I'm not going to repeat this cycle again, I should have known better.

Now I know and I will march forward again, you can not stop forward motion of a fighter. You can only get out of the way because I'm coming through.

Anyway heading to Chi town and not carrying any negative energy with Me, I'm only putting out Good energy this time around and watch how many people will follow Me knowing that I control my own future...

NAKED TRUTH

2011-05-25T09:42:00.000-07:00

This is not about "Diesel Washington" the character/blogger/personality, so if you want to hear about "Diesel" not the post for you. You have been warned!!

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The only way I learned how to express myself without talking to someone(professionally)is by venting on a personal level on the Internet. It's weird but venting openly on my blog makes Me feel slightly better. It's like I'm confessing my Sins, and yes I'm telling the whole world what I'm thinking or feeling. But Who gives a Shit right?? * Sigh

Now I could sit here and feel miserable about What has happened(I have done that already)or I could think "What the fuck is wrong with Me??" Yeah what is wrong with Me????

I longed for a loving relationship, and I got it. It was so fun being with someone and having the long nights of cuddling and talking and watching TV. I really didn't think much of the first weeks with "Petey" We were hanging out. I kept doing what made Me happy, I was hooking up with people for that immediate attention(cause lack of intimacy) while I was sorting out what was going on between Us. I was selfish at first because I really didn't think a relationship would work between Us. Call it low self esteem or whatever, I didn't think I deserved LOVE.

My brain was conditioned to be a Porn Star and a Whore, that is the honest truth. I worked a business where some(Not all) people didn't care about your opinions, they only wanted you to look good in front of the camera and perform to the best of your ability and bust that load or money shot. My brain is conditioned to walk around naked in a crowded room and there is nothing wrong with that. That is the work I do, I'm an Adult Entertainer!!

I'm not playing the Victim, I know that I fucked up this relationship by not keeping my dick in my pants. When the relationship got rocky, I retreated back into that Whore/Slut because that is all I have known for the past six years. Its sad I admit it!! Sex is my weapon of choice, when I'm angry I look for ass to bang hard and a bottom to treat like shit, just for a moment to get out the anger. When I'm lonely I look for a piece of ass to fuck for the night and get that false sense of intimacy. I know that I have my "Issues" with Sex...

I was a dumbass, instead of waiting it out to see the direction of the relationship. I got greedy and was "Doing Me", to my surprise while I kept "Doing Me" my feelings were starting to grow more and more for "Petey". Before long I fell for him, and I had a trail of "Fuck and Chucks" under my belt. Things got real rocky when I went to Palm Springs, long story short We broke up while I was in Palm Springs, then talked and decided We love each other....

OMG!!! The word LOVE came out of my mouth, I was the first one to say it!! There I was vulnerable and completely naked in front of him, all my emotions on the table!! He told Me he loved me back!! WHAT??? The moment I waited for so long....

Someone I love, Loves Me back.....

We get into another fight, words are exchanged!!He tells me to get out of his house and "We are done!!" this is about the 3rd We broke up!! Only this time MEAN words are said by him, and I dont want to get into details but nevertheless I was an emotional wreck. We talked and things were back on track yet again.

But this time around He hurt Me badly, I carried that anger with Me back home. In a childish and immature moment I got online and I fucked some boy just to make myself feel better. "Petey" found my trail online and called Me on the phone, We had huge fight!! And its over!!

I look back to the events in our relationship, and I can see where I went wrong. I wont play the Victim, I fucked up!! To Me it was meaningless sex, I don't even remember the name of the boy I fucked. All I remember is the night before I was in my Lovers arms sleeping soundly and waking up to his face in the morning. I remember "Waking and Baking" with my lover when I get up. I remember sleeping and my Lover was rubbing my head(to help Me to sleep)I remember his smell, touch, the feelings he gave Me when it was "Right" between Us.

I fucked up!! I do love "Petey"

Am I willing to fight for him?? Damn right!! But he is a Capricorn and those under that sign are very very hard to get through. Right now his anger is taking over!! All I get is name calling and cursing Me out(and I deserve it)not sure what I can do at this point...

I have a trip to Grabbys, I don't know if I want to go now. All the plane tickets and hotel arrangements are paid for and now I don't even want to go...

If I go I will probably stay half the time in the room, just replaying the events of my life in the past week over and over. A fake smile on my face, avoiding people to the best of my ability or even worse. I will go and BE THE WHORE/SLUT times ten!!

Being a Porn Star/Whore/Slut is what I know best....

To some I live the High Life!!

I remember "Petey" telling me "If you stay with Me I will make you Miserable" (he was having a moment) I said to him "I'm miserable already, so at least this time I have someone to be miserable with"

Now I don't have even that....

I'm not placing blame on the Industry, and I'm not playing the Victim!! I hate what I became....

But the show goes on!! Nobody wants to hear me Bitch or Whine!!

It's all about the Cock and Body and Sex!!!

It's the only thing I'm Good at!!!

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I didn't write this post for attention, or for people to feel sorry for Me. I'm a big boy that made mistakes. I have nobody to talk to about my feelings, so I get online and write an entry on my blog to help me cope with my feelings. Say what you want...

I could give a shit right now!!

AND JUST LIKE THAT, "PETEY" GONE!!

2011-05-24T12:25:00.000-07:00

Long story short.....

I no longer have a BF/Lover/partner...

I fucked up the relationship by lieing and cheating on "Petey". I broke one of my own rules, and now I feel like SHIT!! I don't deserve to be in a relationship with anybody...

I took something that was so special and just shitted it away.....

We bought plane tickets, reserved hotel rooms, and was going to plan out the trip to the Grabbys. Then my past came back to haunt Me and "Petey"(being a detective) signed into my Adam4adam/hotmail and started looking around and Bam! He finds out that I cheated on him numerous times(I'M A DIRTY WHORE).

Its my own fault, I played an immature game and broke my own rules for conducting yourself. No lies and being Str8up!!

What hurts more??

Finding out after the fact, that the person you cheated on was the RIGHT person for you. At first I didn't think "Petey" would be into Me for a relationship. He's 16years younger than Me, wealthy, well educated, good looking, and He has the world by the BALLZ.

I went with the flow, never guessing that We would fall in love with each other down the road. By the time I realized I loved this man, it was too late and the damage was done already. So I lied to cover my tracks(bad idea)I'm a horrible liar...

When he confronted Me with the info, I couldn't lie my way out. I was caught dead to rights and had to face the music...

So back to being single....

*Cue the downward spiral music, its going to get ugly!!

If ur reading this "Petey" I do and still do LOVE YOU!!

I'm sorry for the bullshit!!

BLATINO EROTIC AWARDS

2011-05-20T10:36:00.000-07:00

So I'm alittle late with this post about the Blatino Erotic Awards...

First off the bat, I want to give a Huge Shoutout to Joe Hawkins for running such a great event. I had an amazing time and everybody was so friendly and welcoming. Also shout out to Stan(backbone for models)he made sure I was well taken care of and I had a great time.

As all events I have to give you the "Run Down" on all the things that were going on. Well I arrive to Palm Springs and meet Stan(handles the models)and We go over to the hotel and check in.

I also had the chance to network abit and just see what opportunities were available. More on that soon...

When I do events I go in with a game plan:

I talk to my fans

Avoid jealous models

Avoid the drunk/drugged up messes

Hit the Dance Floor with alot of power!!

Before I even left for the trip I was mentally prepared for handling the unknown and know:

KNOWN:

Some people are not going to be happy with Me, they will either consider Me a Sell Out or Unlce Tom and that is without even meeting Me(Part of Job). Some people will say I'm a "White boy Chaser" and that I suffer from self hatred for my own race kinda of bullshit!!...

Young Up and Cummers!! Just sit and watch you and study you, looking for flaws trying to find "Holes in you Armor" I'm wise to that game.

I'm already prejudged to have an attitude, or some bullshit notion that I look down on other models of other genres of gay porn(except bareback porn which I frown upon)which is crazy!!

The bullshit idea that I only work with white models(Getting old)

Just crazy ideas like these I know will come my way, but I was prepared for that. In person I'm friendly, polite, and I answer all questions in front of Me. But be warned if you come at Me with attitude, u shall receive attitude in return. I'm not there to be grilled or put under some spotlight or microscope. I'm a model/entertainer I do adult films, so if you come at Me with all this analyzing bullshit I will simple "Kick Rocks" and go some where the air isn't as cold as that Popsicle stick up your ass!!

And the Unknown:

Just stupid shit that happens when you do events sometimes, you have to be on your game at all times!!

I stayed to myself the entire weekend, I went to every event and danced and mingled with fans. But I didn't interact with many of models when I was out there. I was doing my own thing, most people probably thought I was a loner or quiet.But the reason answer is..... I'm seeing someone(Love ya Petey), so I don't need to go out or room hop(dirty boys)or carry on at the clubs trying to bring someone back to the hotel room.

The event itself was......

Great!!

It started with the White Party, some fine Black men dressed in white taking over the whole hotel(Classic). A couple of speeches and special awards given out. There was a poetry reading, and special congrats to individuals(HIV awareness, trendsetters)and I have to admit I was TOUCHED!!

Then there was the after party at this special location(go go boys, kinky sets)I danced my ass off...

I go to alot of industry/event parties and the music is always So So. At mainstream parties the music is usually, Lady Gaga, Britney, Christina bah bah and some house thrown in...

Blatino Oasis??? That music is pumping!!I was jamming all night long, hit after hit and it was so refreshing to hear some Hip Hop/RB mixed in with Old school house music and some tribal thrown in. Hands down!! I was moving on that dance floor.

Anyway moving on....

It's awards day, and I get a call from "Petey" long story short, We were on the edge of breaking up!! Emotions ran crazy!! We retreated back in our own separate corners(Him in Brooklyn, Me in Palm Springs)at the same time. I had to receive an award at the same time so needless to say I was crushed that day, and had to put on a fake smile the entire day. I was low key at the Blatino Erotic awards, I stayed in VIP and just got my thoughts together.

When my name was called to receive my award, the crowd was a mixed bag of emotions. I saw this and immediately grabbed the mike and said...

"Thanks for inviting Me to this event, by the response some people like Me and some people don't. All I can say is that I'm model like everybody else, I'm an actor in adult movies and I'm paid to pay a role on film. I came into mainstream(Titan, Falcon)just to give mainstream more color, I used to be like everybody else and say "How come there are not more Black guys in Mainstream porn??" Instead of complaining about it, I put in an application and tried to change the problem from within. All I can say... but thanks for inviting Me and Let's have some fun.

I walked to get my award and then walked through the crowd. Reactions were different when I walked in the crowd, alot of people were showing Me love. I wasn't there to back down from any questions, I was there to have a good time and get my award. I took picture after picture with fans, shook hands, networked and flashed that fake smile(even though I was feeling like shit)People probably thought I was a snob because I didn't want to go to the Sex show(I do porn why go?)And I was not in any mood to be around other models playing to the Press!! I don't run around getting pictures of all the models at events. I bring my own camera and take pics and anybody that wants to use pictures I took of them(some models ask Me to take their pictures because they know its going on the blog)I'm more than happy to lend out a helping hand. Back to Blatino Erotic Awards there was a live sex show in the back(in garden)contrary to rumors on Twitter, the only reason why I didn't get on the action was I was not being paid to be an Actor or model. I was at the event to receive an award, so all those bullshit Twitter rumors, are just that RUMORS!! I didn't talk to anybody and I kept to myself(like I do at all events)

I say it on my blog all the time, when I go to events I'm quiet as hell and keep to myself. I'm not that porn star that has to work a room and introduce yourself to everybody.

No offense to other porn stars out there, chances are if you have to introduce yourself as a porn star, your not doing your job well enough....

Anyway.....

After the awards, I set up camp in the lobby of the hotel. I set up my computer and sat in the lobby and answered question after question from curious minds. I have nothing to hide and I'm direct and frank with the fans.

Are you only into White guys???

Diesel: I'm into all races and all types why limit yourself??

You only film with White guys??

Diesel: No I film with all races, on the outside it looks like I only film with white males. But the reality is that I'm given an opportunity to make a pay check and I'm not the casting director. The Studio/Site tells Me who my scene partner is and I decide wheter to take the part or not. Why turn down a pay check?? My sexual preferences do not come into play when filming scenes, I'm willing to work with anybody..

Are you willing to work other black models?

Diesel: Of course, a role is a role. I do draw the line at doing scenes that are "Thug themed" I'm not a Thug!

Why don't fans see you more at "Black" events??

Diesel: Alot of the events that I blog about I'm invited to go, or I'm nominated for something!! If I'm nominated for an award, You better believe I'm going to see if I win or lose. I do personal appearances where I'm paid to be there. And I go to some Pride events(NYC, Philly) because they are local. I can't afford to go to all the events(Flights, Hotel, food)so unless I'm sponsored or paid to be there chances are that I'm not going unless there is an Important reason that I need to be there.

Not being stuck up!! But just being honest....

After all the headaches of the day,I got back to my hotel room and had a long talk with "Petey" on the phone, our relationship was getting to a point of no return. Point of no return meaning that We needed to get to that next stage of our relationship. "Petey" is my BF now....

My BF....

Whoa!! I do love "Petey".....I fell for him on day 1.

To my surprise....

He told Me "I Love you as well...I do" "I love you"

There I was in Palm Springs, after having an emotional break down, walking around with a fake smile on my face, being depressed. I went a whole other direction and wanted to party my ass off after hearing the news..

So I was an emotional mess at Blatino Awards(but people didn't see Me sweat!!)And I now have a BF WOW!!

Again I had an amazing time, and look forward to next year!!

I HAVE TO KEEP YOU GUYS UP TO DATE!!

2011-05-19T09:12:00.000-07:00

So I have been alittle quiet lately......

Well since the start of this new relationship, I have been under the radar and working to keep my connection strong with my partner "Petey". We had some ups and downs lately, but it seems that We talk over things(which really helps)and We came to the conclusion.....

That We are falling in love with each other.

Yuck!! I know nobody wants to hear that, "Porn stars having relationships, how could they??" Well it is possible and it seems to be working very well, its a relationship like any other. I have learned to compromise and remain patient when being with my better half(I finally learned the secret)so things are going EXTREMELY WELL!!

Thanks for the love, My Supporters!! I spent alot of years alone and keeping my nose to the grind, I deserve this!! I wanted to be loved for ME, and not this character of Diesel Washington and that dream came true. Finding a partner that doesn't watch porn, has no clue who I am in the porn circle. None of that jealous behavior with scene partners, or working my side job of escorting. We Cool!!

Enough Mushy Shit!! Back to business!!

I went to the NYC Auto Show and had a good time. Seen here:

Moving on to Porn Biz..

Back with another model looking to get into the porn business, I TEST DROVE IT!! It runs well...So here We go!!

Live from New Jersey!!!

JoeinJersey http://www.cam4.com/joeinjersey

I searched for a download of "JoeinJersey" in action, so you can see a sneak peek of one of his shows. Although.......Firsthand knowledge is always the best, so basically any boy that can handle a "Diesel Washington Slamming" is porn gold(To Me at least)

One of his downloaded Cam shows here:

http://tomarabo.blogspot.com/2010/07/videos-de-cam4-7.html?zx=fe127fec0c355eff

From watching the Vid above, I had to meet this Kid. And here he is Live in the Flesh:

I tell you.....the kids that want to do porn nowadays. Eager, hungry and can take a "Diesel Plowing". These little guys future 'POWER BOTTOMS' in porn...

Anyway check out his Cam show.

I went to see FAST AND FURIOUS 5

I was surprised!! I thought I was going to see a train wreck of a movie...

But it was good!! I loved the action scenes and anything that has Dwayne(The Rock)Johnson and Vin Diesel ding ding ding I'M THERE!!!

It was a good fight scene between the two, but YOU know who has the biggest billing in this movie(considering he is the Franchise)so the battle was alittle rigged in favor of Vin Diesels character(not complaining)but in real life WE all know that Dwayne would have wiped the floor with Vin Diesel.

Can We make that happen?? Naked of course!! Dicks out....moving on.

Now We go to Thor

Okay I went into this movie ready to hate it!! The movie gave me what I thought it would, Good Action, Weak storyline, Hot bodies, and over the top special effects. It had all these elements and plus alittle side humor..

Overall without going into full geek mode, I wished it stayed closer to the comic book. It needed more character development(use more stories from the comic)and if they gave more back stories it would have helped understand the relationship between Thor and Loki.

Oh well you can't have everything, it was a quick movie to add to the setup of the Avengers coming soon. Next Up X men: First Class, Green Lantern, Captain America and so on!!

A quick update of what I have been up to in the past couple of weeks...

Next post Blatino Erotic Awards!!

Stay tuned!!

HELLO PEOPLE BEEN A LONG TIME!!

2011-05-11T20:25:00.000-07:00

Okay I have been absent......

I have to come clean with the fans about the long over due posts...

I HAVE A LIFE NOW!! period

Not trying to sound like an asshole or anything, but I went through a long long period of being alone. During that period my focus was totally on SELF PROMOTION, it was to further my career against all odds. It was to speak the truth and slay all Secret Admirers/Haters...bah bah bah

Has my direction changed??

No.....

I wanted to established my relationship with "Petey" first and then I could move back to working hard for the fans. Speaking of "Petey", We are doing well and the relationship is even stronger now!! As a couple We have our fights and disaggreements
like everybody else, but We developed the ability "To Talk about our feelings"(So glad for that)and I insist if there is a problem, that problem is handled right then and there, instead of letting it bulid into something down the road. I LIKE YOU ALOT "PETEY"...

You have brought such joy into my life, I couldn't ask for a better partner. Here is to our future together, CHEERS!!!

Things have been alittle hectic lately, "Petey" is moving into a new apartment. He will finally finish College. He is also starting a new job.......

I have to be honest!! I'm jealous as fuck right now!! In the 9 weeks of dating "Petey", I look at the life of "Petey" currently:

Finished college(Its all done baby!!)

Starting a New Job(He got a great job he enjoys)

New relationship with a caring Porn Star(So he is getting crazy sex!)who is personal trainer so basically he has a trainer bulit in.

Brand New slamming apartment(He found his dream place)

So I'm on hating on my own partner(Not really)!! HAHAHA anyway moving on.....

Things happening in the Porn news:

My article in Cybersocket Mag http://www.cybersocket.com/gay-porn-magazine/issue-135/a-guide-to-living-out-your-sexual-fantasies

Yeah Escorts need love too..

More details at the site http://www.clubrimshot.com/blatinoeroticaawards.html

Blatino Erotic Awards this Weekend in Palm Springs May 13-16 I fly out tommorrow for Palm Springs and looking forward to going and Networking..

"PETEY" PHOTOGRAPHY PART 2

2011-05-01T21:41:00.000-07:00

Another weekend passes..

I was hanging out with "Petey" again this past weekend and it was a busy one!! Alot of stuff happening nowadays and just trying to keep my head above water. Apartment hunting with "Petey" has been heartbreaking...

We went to a great apartment in Bklyn(across the bridge)and it was the Dream apartment for "Petey". Long story short, We didn't get the apartment and it was alittle disappointing to us.

I really felt for "Petey" I think he really wanted the place, but it was cool to see "Petey" obsessed over losing the apartment. In alot of ways I thought We were complete opposites, funny to see that he has the same reaction when it comes to losing something that YOU WANT so bad!!

Anyway, I have to pick up my head sometimes and say "How time flies?" I have been with "Petey" for 8 weeks now!! Now that might not be a long time to normal people, but 8 weeks is like 8 years in a gay porn star timeline.

So things are going well..

Moving on..

The workout is going well, and I'm getting ready for events next week and the week after that. Its going to be a busy month people

Stay tuned!!

I'M A STARTER NOT BENCH WARMER!!!

2011-04-29T00:43:00.000-07:00

Yep I said it!!(HAHA Wolf)

Anyway, I was ranting on Twitter again, www.Twitter.com/DieselWashXXX and I notice that Samuel O'toole started this Q&A Youtube thing. I have met Sam several times and I like him, so no problem there.

But his Q&A Youtube is almost the same thing as my http://vyou.com/Dieselwashington Q&A Vid response thing...

Now I know that might sound caddy that I'm complaining about someone using the same format as myself, but come on!! I don't have a company/site sponsoring my promotion I don't have the resources that backs Sam.

But...

I have been in this porn business for 6years biting and scratching my way to the top. I stay on top of my game by finding new ways to branch out to fans and supporters out there I share my experiences and thoughts on this blog and YOU the fans have stood by me for years and I THANK YOU for that!!

Just find it Funny that these same companies that don't use Diesel, make sure they follow his lead when it comes to his promotion/interviews/sex positions/blogging. I can see the guys over at the Studios/sites telling their models.

In order to be a big star in the Biz u need to:

Start up an edgy blog like Diesel

Start filming some BTS like Diesel

Start coming up with new sex positions like Diesel

In your Live performances start pissing on people like Diesel

Start doing interviews like Diesel

Yeah, go ahead call me Cocky, Stuck on myself, or whatever you want to say. I use this little hole in the wall to promote myself! I do not have a team, I don't have any assistants(anymore) I don't have an expense account, or sugar daddy to fund my work.

I do it all by myself!!! I do the filming/editing/lighting(or lack of)I come up with the characters and personas I do that all myself.

Since this my blog, I have to make sure I explain everything that I do behind the scenes or nobody knows that I was brain child for it!!

I don't call it bragging!! I'm just making sure people know the role I played in this Biz.

They can try to bury Me because of Me being outspoken at times!!

But you can't try to bury me then try to take my ideas and make them your own!! Come on!! Now your playing dirty with Me, and We all know what happens when you get down and dirty with Diesel.

He will win every time!!!

Anyway enough Bi polar ranting for today....

HOPE UR HAPPY!!

2011-04-25T21:14:00.000-07:00

Hope your Happy!!

In all reality it was fun to show off and having the best fluffer around makes the work very very easy!! So I hope you like the pics, IT HAS BEEN A WHILE since I posted naked pics(Non studio)on the blog...

Everybody should give props to "Petey" he is the one that took the pics, and I think he has a very good eye(Back up Vid/Camera guy he doesn't know that yet) so he was inspired to take some really good pics.

I'm comfortable around "Petey" so ass shots was easy!! I have an ass I think...?

Moving on..

Hmmm? Lets talk about "Petey" now, We had another great weekend. I cooked for him again and We had DVD night(well I watched DVDs while he was passed out). We spent a couple of hours at the NYC Auto Show on Saturday(awesome Vid coming)and things are going very well. We jumped over some big hurdles in our relationship(My part)but things are going at a good pace. I count the weeks going by and they are adding up, and I'm enjoying every minute of sharing space and time with this person.

He has a slight case of OCD(neat/clean freak)but somehow his OCD cancels out my Bi polar issues. How you may ask? I move around his place trying to clean up after myself(poorly I might add)but at least, I try to be somewhat clean. I'm showing him an effort in the attempts to keep cleanliness and order in his space. OCD freaks(like him)are unique, their eyes are focused on clean lines, symmetry, form, texture(as in clean counter tops)and its sort of his "Work" so to speak(Which is his business, have to ask if its alright to speak about that)so I will leave that subject alone.

I know his "Issues" and he had a full on blast of my "Issues" on Friday. I was having a flare up, and he was in the direct path of it!! The words were coming out of my mouth and it was like I was almost watching myself(from above)going through the whole ranting process, having a fit, and it was not pretty. He shut down and it was a quiet walk, I felt like trash and knew I had to open up to him. And for once another person understood where the craziness came from, gave Me time to express it right, without the anger/sadness/confusion with my words. When I have a "Flare Up" I admit I get angry or stressed, and I lose touch with reality and go FOR YOUR HEART! I grew up over the years, and learned that physical fighting is nothing to verbal abuse!! Words stab like daggers and often hit harder than fists(plus it keeps you out of jail)so running my mouth...just running my mouth!! I wasn't verbally blashing "Petey" but I was in a cranky mood. He saw through the smoke coming out of my ears and looked past the laser beams I was shooting out of my eyes. But why would he listen to bi polar bullshit coming out of my mouth?? We are two different people trying to find a common bond(while still maintaining separate lives)and its working so far. He understands I go through things on my side of the coin, and I understand he goes through things on his side of the coin as well. I learn so much from him(hope he is learning something from Me)and it just works!!

Trying to understand it myself, but I'm going to give up trying to analyze it. I will just go with the flow(like I have)and remain patient and hope for the best(so far it has been amazing!!)

Miss you alot "Petey"(been 1 day LOL)and hope for more long weekends(they go by quick)just in a good place right now.

Nice!! Moving on...

On the porn front, I have several appearances coming up and I'm in the gym killing it for the fans(so you can get up close and personal)so things are going well. Next three weeks are cardio based, I put on enough mass and its time to bring out the definition on the new muscle. A long week of running, stair master and some jump roping. I will post the workouts soon..

Another post coming...

"PETEY" PHOTOGRAPHY

2011-04-24T17:04:00.000-07:00

"PETEY" was going crazy over the ass pic and wanted to have fun with it. And here is his result this is some funny shit. He has a case of severe booty envy... HAAl

I can joke that way with boy, you cant! I break UR FACE!!

So yeah Diesel got some Ass.....

)

YOU KNOW I HAD TO DO A 420 POST!!

2011-04-21T09:42:00.000-07:00

Its funny of these Vids...

I hope u find it funny, crazy and out there!!

420 was a bitch!!

Sorry short post(spent time editing this)

I have alot of personality!! You know it!!

Don't Lie....Just laugh!!

KEEP THE BALL ROLLING!!

2011-04-18T19:38:00.001-07:00

Big Shout out to Suite703 and www.Fabscout.com

So May-June it looks like I will be in Palms Springs, Chi-town, and Florida(so far) on the road of meeting fans and supporters out there. I'm excited!!

Wait a minute..

Look at that poster!! Diesel Washington, Matthew Rush, Brent Corrigan..Are you kidding Me?? That is going to be ONE WILD TIME!! I will have camera on tow and I can see the Youtubes now!! Yikes!!

Anyway I feel really humble to be on the same bill as these major stars, HUMBLE AS FUCK!!

I'm getting into shape and I really want to give the fans a good show. I don't turn down pics, SO REMEMBER THAT!!

Anyway more posts to come..

CLEANING UP STORIES

2011-04-17T19:30:00.000-07:00

This Vid was a goodie from the past when I filmed with Twinkscape.com(Scene not released yet)I did an interview with the previous owner of College Dudes 24/7 now College Dudes..

Anyway...

I name dropped at the end of Vid looking to take on, CARTER NASH at the 7:37 mark(fast forward if u must) I watch porn like everybody else so its cool to put two and two together. I talked to him a couple of times on Facebook(teasing manner)and I finally had a chance to meet him!! It slipped my mind for a couple of weeks(Thinking about "Petey" so much, more on that later)so I wanted to do one of those posts that "TIES EVERYTHING TOGETHER"

I do Loops,

Loops where you talk about something on the blog and then it happens in real life. I have talked about doing scenes with people(some come true, mostly not lol)so I will remember doing a post on some subject(Meeting/Fucking/Talking/Interviewing) on, the old blog (CAN, Crimes Against Nature)and the newer blog DOES(Diversity, Opportunity, Employment,Saga)when I talk about posts like that I like to finish the story so to speak..

In the past, I have done Booty shaking posts and I used Youtube footage that the owners have contacted Me thanking Me for linking their Vids from my site(more hits). I have shown interest in some porn stars and they have left comments on my blog, I think that connection is cool. The story has an beginning and an ending as all stories should, sort of like the Human Drama Saga(so many words)

Anyway here is the Vid:

Moving on.....

I made a status update on Facebook changing it to: IN A RELATIONSHIP

I know fans keep watch over Me so I will announce it here. I'm dating "Petey" exclusively.....

Dating Exclusively?? WTF? Your probably asking yourself....

I break down like this:

1. Dating- a couple of friendly dates, getting to know someone, something casual. You guys may or may not be having sex, but you also have that sexual freedom to be with other people(Sexual, Dating, bah bah) Just being real..

2. Dating Exclusively - a step up from "Just Dating", the people involved have agreed to only date each other. The sexual freedom is still there(if he desires)but they understand if that "sexual situation" happens its a purely sexual, no dating or going to movies, or getting to know that person on a higher level.

3. Bf/GF - that is the real deal, you guys share a bond in a loving relationship. I always get confused at this level, sometimes in the relationships I had in the past, I skip 1&2 and went directly into a Bf/Gf thing...

Partners - Married or in it for life

My last public relationship was a disaster!! I remember it as being one of those relationships that was plastered all over the Internet(My Fault)and crashed and burned in a couple of days. It was one of those relationships that skipped step 1 and 2 and I paid the price for it!! I didn't take the time to get to know someone...

Fast forward

I had a couple of dates here and there...

This time around I'm going into this situation with "Petey" with the word "Compromise" stamped to my forehead!! We have an Aries/Capricorn connection, not that I'm not into Horoscopes but here you go:

Aries/Capricorn

While these two may sense something very valuable in the other, there is also the hint of danger. This brings two strong-willed people together, each determined to be numero uno. It might work as a long-time friendship that blossoms into romance when both are able to handle the friction. With Aries as the innovator and Capricorn the tycoon, this pairing makes a great business partnership, and a sense of building a family dynasty. A formidable team, once each understands and respects the very different nature of the other.

This explains the situation very well....

Wow this is a crazy post!! I go from talking about Carter Nash to talking about "Petey".. How does Diesel talk about wanting to smash Carter Nash and then flip the script to wanting to talk about "Petey"???

Crazy jumping around from subject to subject.

"Petey" is now understanding that Diesel is just character I play (Onscreen, Digital life) it is hard to explain to a non porn watcher what the lifestyle is about. We have already encountered the "Fans" asking questions when out and about. He sees the fan email and the question asking...

Hes cool with it....

On a good note, I really like "Petey" and its something in process....

How does this impact the whole Diesel Washington thing??? No mushy Diesel?? You can forget that!! I won't turn into a bleeding heart or change my views or tone down my rants!! I will still talk about people that I want to FUCK or PLOW!! Geeks still need RAPING AND PIMPING!! I still love my Bubble asses!! I will still keep fighting for my own business!! I will keep promoting the Diesel brand!! I will keep fighting the "Secret Admirers" keep giving the middle finger to those out there waiting to see Me fail.

But at the end of the day, I have "Petey" to fall back on!! He gets the Geek/SexGod/Promoter/Youtuber/Nut job I'm alot to deal with. Anybody that can handle being with Me this long.....Whew!!

I was making it hard on him as well......

The Porn Biz can make some people jaded(I have traces of it,lol)so I had my own "sexual issues", I had to reprogram my brain to think people can be attracted to Me not based solely on looks(body, dick, face bah bah)Doing the Porn/Escort/Personal Trainer thing, it seems everything I do revolves on looks. Its hard to describe the mind frame you have to have to keep things separate from your personal life. I hear alot that I have a nice body, so its refreshing to be with someone that says they are more attracted to your personality and humor and the body is an added plus to them. I'm a funny motherfucker, some people think I'm just angry all the time which is not the case. Anyway..

Where the fuck was I? Damn I get so lost writing these posts sometimes...

I still all about business, and that is showing I'm more than a Nut Job or some "Broken Model" cooking on a Youtube Vid. Yeah about that last post..

My last post was directed to a guy named Rob, he just opens his mouth and all this bullshit comes out. When that bullshit comes out, its usual petty, cunty, evil and vindictive bi polar sofrito homo shit. What else is new for a tired queen who works behind a desk now? Some porn bitches get stank when they get alittle bit of power, I have been this business for a long time, I see it all the time.

Delusions of Grandeur

It comes with the territory of being a Bi polar, sorry to pull your card "Rob". I heard the stories and rumors and Who cares? Right? I have the same mind set, but from porn model to former porn model. I'm happy about your desk job, your finding a way to stay in the porn business. Good transition for you!! God knows you gave up that porn body of yours, a long long time ago, believe Me I know its alot of work in the gym to keep looking good. I admire your stance to just say "FUCK IT". It is what it is...

Well let me wrap up this by saying, Miss You Already "Petey"...

Starting another week with killing the gym, and getting ready!! Putting that size on so look out people, even working out the legs and getting my ass into shape. Why am I getting my ass into shape?? I think I should show off the whole body, I think I have a decent ass.

Talking about my ass, what has the world come to??

More later..

F U ROB

2011-04-13T22:05:00.000-07:00

Rob that all u get!

DROP IT LIKE ITS HOT!!

2011-04-13T19:36:00.000-07:00

Okay this commercial has reached epic levels

Advertisers know they have a hit with a catchy song, a funny character that can turn booty dancing into something that is no longer sexual is classic. Love this commercial, its not better than MMMM Cheese!! seen here:

I love the concept and I think because of the number of hits that one single commercial got. I think We will see more of this booty popping character, I guess I'm a geek I just want to see the direction that this character will go in.

Anyway, Youtubers are coming out the shit load and doing "Sun Drop" skits:

Long style damn, but got to give them props!!

Grandmom dropping it!! Damn!!

French fry eater!!

Funny!!

She got all her friends involved!! Nice!! I was just home sitting and watching TV and the commercial comes on over and over!! Finally it got so catchy that I had to write a post about it.

Obsessing over this commercial....You can tell I'm bored!!

VOGUE BATTLE GROUNDS!!

2011-04-13T10:52:00.000-07:00

I used to run with the Night children.......

These Night children were Voguing

Madonna gave it a spotlight and brought it to the mainstream, But Voguing started out in NYC in the dusty gay clubs.

Vogue http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vogue_(dance)

I don't really talk about the NYC Ballroom scene much, I thought it was about time to educate some people to the Ballroom scene. First get the movie "Paris is Burning" but here is some background:

Let Me first start out saying that I'm not an expert on the Ball scene. I'm not familiar with all the Houses and categories, so people who are more knowledgeable about the subject I would love to hear you in the comment section.

Let Me start off first and say I was a Banjee boy, when I walked, I walked for Banjee Boy Realness and Body.

Banjee Boy http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Banjee

Body just having a good looking body and showing it off for the crowd!!

Banjee boy is a slang term, and was used in the 90's in the Ballroom scene. The Ball culture is another story....

Ball culture http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ball_culture

Models/Dancers/Walkers competed in:

School boi realness

Sex Appeal

Women Body

Women Face

Performance

Sex Siren

Realness

Face

Pretti Boi Realness

Realness w/a twist

Thug boi Realness

American Runway

Vogue Femme

Hi Fashion Street wear

Eye, Footwear & Belt

Body Realness

European Runway

Best Dress Spectator

Virgin Vogue

Virgin Runway

J-set

Designer's Delight

Bizarre

Alittle more detail here:

Male (Men's or BQ) Face-
"Masculine" (allows groomed facial hair) vs "Pretty Boy" (smooth and clear complexion). Sometimes "Face" is further divided between "Light and Lovely vs Brown and Lovely vs Dark and Lovely".

Women's (Female) or FQ Face-
"Painted" (allows makeup) vs "Unpainted" (no makeup).

Male (Men's or BQ) Body
"Muscular" (body builders) vs "Model's" (not as beefy- magazine quality).

Women's (Female) or FQ Body-
"Luscious" (full-figured, but sexy) vs "Model's" (swimsuit quality).

Realness-
role playing down to the smallest of details. For example, if the category is "FQ Realness", all traces of ones biological maleness must be virtually erased (or at least hidden). In contrast, "BQ Realness" requires complete camouflage of anything remotely perceived as "gay": you appear to be a straight man.

Bizarre-
offers the widest range of creativity and display. From "Futuristic" to "Fantasy", the objective is to always present an elaborate costume and effect. There are specific favorites like "Foil vs. Plastic", but often the category is more general in scope.

Runway/Models' Effect-
requirements vary greatly, with contestants displaying home sewn garments ("Designer's Delight") or high fashion ready-to-wear like Prada or Gucci ("Labels").Sometimes the contestants are judged solely on their walking ability. In these instances, you are free to choose any outfit that will make you "feel it".

Vogue-
stylized jazz dancecreated by the african-american gay community, with its own separate divisions and requirements

Grand Prize-

usually requires the efforts of 3 or more people per entry. You may have to create a skit or put on some type of production in the theme of the event. Close attention must be paid to costume, music, props and overall showmanship. This is one of many categories that can bring a ballroom to its feet, when you consider the lengths that contestants will go to satisfy a frenzied crowd.

Whatever categories are offered, contestants must adhere to the requirements given, to avoid disqualification or low scoring (getting"chopped") before an eagerly cheering and jeering audience (a vicious"Gong Show", if you will). This brings about the question of "shade": who's throwing it and how much (see glossary below). Judges can be quite finicky when it comes to exact interpretation, and its up to the emcee or a head judge to settle disputes that may erupt from time to time. Generally, everyone's a good sport, but you do get poor losers here and there
Courtesy of The house of Enigma

In a nutshell, its a gathering of Str8/Gay/Bi people together competing in events for a Trophy and/or Cash prize! I only walked for the Cash prize, yeah sounds fucked up but its truth!! I would get a Cash prize for jumping on a stage, walking around and showing off my body?? No brainer there..

Here are some Vids enjoy:

So many Vids, I cant post them all...

In my time in NYC I was able to meet one of the Legends, Willie Ninja

There are Balls going all over country, I haven't had the chance to attend any Balls lately...

I'm probably out of touch with the younger crowd, but I was around the Legends of this dance. It has come so far and new styles came around, but I remember a bunch of gay kids that used to hangout on the Piers of Christopher street dancing.

Now alot of those "Night Children" are dancers, artists, dance instructors, and still around doing the craft they love.

I saw an old friend from back in the days, and he brought back so many memories. To the "Night Children" of today keeping doing your craft out there, I'm watching!!

Some people may see a bunch of trannies/cunt boys/drag queens dancing around all Fem and girly. I see people expressing themselves through dance, its visual, full of energy and flat out these boys can Dance.

Ball room people please leave your comments, or any links to Vids out there. Love to promote the events coming soon or cover events that already happened!!

YES I'M ALIVE!!

2011-04-12T11:06:00.000-07:00

Okay People....

I had a great birthday weekend, and I spent the entire weekend(until Monday even)with "Petey" I think We are finally settling into a good space and I enjoy the time I spent with him.

Moving on...

Well not moving on....

Having a partner that is a part of the Dazed and Confused crew!! Is insane!! I have to get him to step up his "Meds" game, but its cool(I got his back with that)to know We are on the same level(high level) and I really enjoy "Cuddle Time" its so NICE!! The only drawback to this is knowing that time is quickly speeding by, a hug that felt like 5mins in dream time, in reality the time spent hugging was 20mins...

WTF??

Where did time go?? That is the problem that I'm having, call it mushy or whatever!! Time flies out the fucking window just laying on the bed and watching TV! It's alittle annoying knowing that in a few hours I have to head home(WE Both work!)
I respect his space and I know he has things to do. I never want to slow down a person or seem like I'm not supportive when they have goals to attain. "Petey" is embarking on a huge journey and I'm happy just to be there and see the passion in his eyes while he kicks ass!! I'M ALL ABOUT HIS SUCCESS!

One note about "Petey":

He does not want to appear on camera or in any Youtubes(Not even his voice)and I have to respect his wishes.

But that doesn't mean I can't blog about him...HAHAHAHAA(evil tone)

So this brings up a good question I think the readers have. What about your Success??

We had the "Porn" talk already, and he is open minded about it(Whew) He sees it as work(which it is)so I do not see any problems in that area. The escorting however....

That is another subject

I feel greedy and I hate myself for it, I finally found a person that I'm happy to be around. He accepts my past and my BIZ and in the middle of convo, I throw in the escorting thing. The look on his face changed when that subject came up and I felt like I swallowed a huge rock at that moment, and it was just sitting in my stomach. I mean I have my reg job which pays my bills, the escorting just gave Me extra cash to save when I get older.

I know I know some of the readers are like:

"OMG you found someone, and you want to keep selling your cock??"

"Your selfish and want it all, which is fucked up!!"

"You can't change a whore into a husband"

"Your going out there and sleeping with other people, not fair to place him in harms way."

Or you guys are on the other end:

"Get all you can get, if he is down fuck it!!"

"Don't let someone change you"

"So now that Diesel has someone, now he is going to retire"

Whatever people, its my choice to make and I really like "Petey". Will I be willing to quit escorting?? Very possible!! I haven't escorted in a month(since meeting him)and I really do not miss it.

However.....

We have been seeing each other for over a month, We still have some growing to do. The escorting supplements my income, right now I'm holding my head above water!

"Petey" is doing "alittle" better than Me, so I'm digging through my reserves just to hangout and spend time. So everything is good with us, and I look forward to the future!! Miss you "Petey" Anyway time will tell.....

Lets talk about Diesel now, I answered some of the questions from the site. I have to be honest with some of the fans and readers. If you ask the same question that was answered before I will ignore it. If the question is stupid I might ignore it as well. I get tons of questions, it would take me all night to answer some of the questions. Sorry if I do not get to your question timely, I was out this weekend(Birthday) I will go back to answering questions timely..

I'm still writing blogs, do not worry your pretty little heads out there!! I just want to reach out more and the biggest complaint so far is that I do not return emails. I write the blog, Twitter, Facebook, Myspace but people complain about not returning emails. *Sigh

So people be happy!! I set it up a way that u get to ask a question and get a direct response! Some of the other porn stars change for this interaction....

They do the live shows, Question and Answer, or Cam shows

I do this for free, because I'm not showing any skin..

All you get is a big punch in the face with personality!!

AND ITS ALL FREE!!

LOVING IT!! YOU PEOPLE ARE HITTING ME UP!!

2011-04-07T10:41:00.000-07:00

Okay people....

The questions are coming which is cool, but can We step up with more indepth questions. I get the questions involving the body all the time(most I delete)its not a question its just showing off in front of camera I rather answer questions that have more bite!!

Don't worry people, I still believe in writing posts as usual...

It's fun to play with a new toy, and try to understand the community that is on this new site. I heard about this site a few months back, but most people wanted to use the whole formspring thing. I was tempted to use it but then I realized it was kind of slow and I wanted to reach out visually..

My rules for answering questions, PLEASE RESPECT MY RULES!!:

Unknown people or people who are not users, your question will be answered, But not as fast as a User, or someone having an identiy. Its only fair!!

Ask about Biz, life, love, all the good stuff!!...I'm not just flexing and showing off the muscle body(Dig in my brain people)

I love the nerds on this thing, it feels like home!!

Anyway....

Ask your questions, and I will also ask myself questions to entertain alittle...

I LOOK FOR NEW WAYS TO CONNECT WITH FANS!!

2011-04-04T22:44:00.000-07:00

Welcome to....

Something New!!

In a race to stay ahead of the rest of the pack of porn stars out there. I decided to join:

http://vyou.com/Dieselwashington

Click the link above for a new experience with Diesel Washington. I write alot about myself and people still have questions to ask Me.

I see the formspring(something like that)but it was just a bunch of words again that people take out of content. When you write blogs you have a certain attitude when it comes to your writing. Most people say I write like a 5yr(that was the goal)and it might be too simple for people to read(grammar errors, sentence structure bah)I write my posts to explain myself clearly. Some things I like to keep private and some things/people need to get aired out!!

Well this is your chance to try something different, you get to ask the question and I will answer the questions with a Vid. Very simple, instead of asking question in emails(that flood box everyday)I can give a VID response to question.

I love it:

No more bullshit or trying to duck answers

You get to see the face reactions and hear the Voice

It's direct and I think will open alot of doors when it comes to communication.

Sorry to all the porn stars out there "Who don't have a personality"

Times have changed and fans want to see the whole package. Sure a pretty face and hot body and big dick will get you far. Having a personality is golden when the hotness fades and everybody is over your looks and fuck style. Its your personality that keeps people entertained/informed and fans like their porn stars with personality.

I'm alittle cocky, conceited, aggressive, nut job, and a few other things, but at least some people identify with my craziness and honesty.

Anyway hit me up people!! I want to answer as many questions as possible to get the ball rolling.

Nothing is off the table and I speak about it all!!

ANOTHER WEEKEND DOWN!!

2011-04-04T01:15:00.000-07:00

Well another weekend down....

THIS WEEKEND I COOKED FOR "PETEY"

Well I saw "Petey" again this weekend and I had a great time!! I still feel alittle weird with the whole dating thing, its just a new thing to settle down and really get to know people.

Before I was alittle jaded and just viewed people sort of like cattle. Cattle meaning, I used to roundup the boys, fuck/tag them and keep them in one big herd. I know I know it sucks that predators like that actually exist, some people view sex as a game and they go from one conquest to another. The problem living an existence like that is that you are still constantly alone, regardless of how many people you manage to get bed with you.

I have slept with alot of hot guys and at the end of the day, after all the nuts have been shot. I'm left feeling empty again and in a even worse mood than when I first started. I can not substitute random hookups for a false sense of intimacy, intimacy is something that is shared between people outside of just having a sexual relationship.

I was just getting the sex(plenty of it)but no real connection with the person, besides my dick going in their ass.

Right now. I'm just enjoying the time I spend with "Petey", 3 weeks and counting!! Time will tell if it works or not, but I'm patient and have learned to compromise. It's just a new feeling and I really like "Petey" so crossing my fingers!!

"Petey" if your reading this, another great weekend and look forward to the next one!! MMMMMM CHEESE!!

We are headed in a good direction, and We are going at a great speed!! You make it hard for Me not to miss you, "Petey".

Enough mush!!

I cooked:

Tender strips of chicken

Salad

Wild Rice

Cornish Game Hens

Magic Brownies

The food was good, and the Brownies came out amazing!! So I was Dazed and Confused for the weekend and We caught the movies "Limitless" "Adjustment Bureau" both kinda of sucked though.

It's cool to have a life besides porn, and I'm learning to live outside the porn bubble for once.

Love it!!

OH NO YOU DON'T, YOU DONT GET OFF EASY!!

2011-03-31T22:47:00.000-07:00

LET ME GIVE YOU THE LOW DOWN FIRST:

From http://www.jasoncurious.com

Back in June 2010

- By Friday, co-host of The Grabby Awards, Diesel Washington was already per usual angry and screaming about getting no props, no respect how there are so many users in the industry, blah blah blah… ad nauseum. This probably is in regards to our latest DV8 Casting performer @@@@@@@@ whom Diesel thought it a good idea to bring out to The Grabby Awards as his date. But when @@@@ decided to party it up with fellow twink performer @@@@@ @@@ and slept in his room for the night. Diesel felt he disrespected him so he kicked him out of his room with no place to stay. (Thankfully, @@@@ took him in.)

Jason knows nothing about Me, if he got the story right he would have said the truth. But since he is only a gossip blogger, I have to set the record str8.

First off the bat, I had two dates for the grabbys not one. I had Valentino and some "Gutterbunny". The "GutterBunny" wanted to play with the "Coke Head", I left the "Coke Head" hotel room to retire for the night with Valentino, "GutterBunny" wanted to stay. They know each other and did a few scenes together. Jason was right when he decided to "party it up" with "Coke Head". I am down with the Dazed and Confused party, I do not "SKI" "Gutterbunny" broke one of the clauses of the trip no "Skiing" he did and since he wanted to "Party It Up", "Coke Head" has his own room Stay There!!. And then Jason added all this preachy shit to the entry...*Vomit

I did not get along with "Coke Head"(for other reasons)

A twitter war broke out between "Coke Head" and Diesel which spilled into a Blog War. I attacked hard in battle, and here comes Jason to the rescue of the "Coke Head". He tweets a link back to "Coke Heads" blog defending his side of the story. Jason, you wasn't there but you want to jump in a battle that does not concern you. Okay...

That was strike 1

There was a Youtube out starring Jason where he was asked to give a two word description of certain porn stars out there. Diesel Washington was named and I was called "Incorrigible"

Definition of INCORRIGIBLE
: incapable of being corrected or amended: as a (1) : not reformable : depraved (2) : delinquent b : not manageable : unruly c : unalterable, inveterate

Okay so I called out Jason while I was in LA

Now when I called him out, I wanted him to expand on his definition of incorrigible. When U look at the footage its almost like doesn't give a fuck. Okay?? I can take a joke(Most don't know that)but it was almost like, he was repeating the word incorrigible giving Me the impression like I'm stupid or something.

Does that make sense? I felt he was smug or talking down to Me like I didn't know the definition of Incorrigible. In my nut job state, I hate people who talk down to Me like I'm a street thug or uneducated!! Who knows?? I brushed it off and moved on, but I did not forget about it.

Strike 2

You remember Cocktail with Stars?? The epic appearance http://nickyoungxxx.com/all-nickyoungs-reviews/porn-star-reviews-interviews/1017-diesel-washington-at-cocktails-with-the-stars.html

Well Jason was there when I was headlining, he came on stage and did this whole press bit. LA is not my town so instead of making a scene, I just let Jason pitch away. No big deal....but I did not forget about it!

Strike 3

At this point I just didn't care anymore, he is a gossip blogger and just wants to get the juicy story. He wants to promote, be an agent, sing, write screenplays whatever...

But then the Cybersockets come up, and out of all the bloggers nominated:
Bareback Porn, Benny Morecock, Boys For Breakfast, Chronicles of Pornia, Cockenstein
Diesel Washington XXX, Dewayne In SD, Fagalicious, Gay Fleshbot, Gay Porn Times
Jason Sechrest, Lucas Blog, Man Hunt Daily, My Bareback Blog, Nick Young XXX
Night Charm, NYC Guys, OMG Blog, Queer Click, Queer Me Now, Starr Fucker
The Sword, Tiger Tyson Blog, Vintage Bareback, XX Factor, You Love Gay Porn

Jason Wins?? Really?? Umm okay....

Finally the point of this long rant, after all these runs in. I was reading a story on TheSword.com http://thesword.com/meow-hiss-yawn-rob-romoni-lashes-out-at-jason-sechrest.html

In the story, Zach(thesword) was pointing out what Rob was saying http://gorobromoni.blogspot.com/2011/03/when-video-becomes-your-resume-for-new.html:

In the settling dust of the economic shakedown which the gay adult industry had become one of its targets there is one person who in times of struggle and now becoming a free agent of his own hits the masses with a video talking about himself and more about himself. Its cute that Jason Sechrest with somewhat lacking of an original idea takes to his bed to purge for a rambling 6 minutes about himself, youtube and facebook ( i guess it beats three blogs worth of reading).

I have read Jason's blog before not really my taste but he has been blogging since 2001(HAHA)

But that line "becoming a free agent of his own" Not sure what that means? IS THE MIGHTY JASON not working for Channel 1 Releasing anymore?? Hmmm??

That can't be....

Back to sword for another comment from Rob's blog http://gorobromoni.blogspot.com/2011/03/when-video-becomes-your-resume-for-new.html:

With any “media” or self titled (insert name) blogger you need to reinvent yourself every once in a while so hopefully with now working on his own he knows a new game plan will be a welcome start

Hmm? "so hopefully with now working on his own"?? What does this all mean?? The Cybersocket winner of Best Porn Blog, is now working independently from Channel 1 releasing?? Inquiring minds want to know..

I want to play Gossip blogger now...

Look at Jason's youtube:

Coming from my bed!! LOL

Anyway I think this is a rumor, and I hate rumors!! I will just blame Zach and Rob for starting this rumor LOL

Even though I started this blog to show you all the ways "Why I wouldn't like someone" I want to bring new energy in my circle. I just hope this is a rumor!! And if its not a rumor!!

Big Shout Out to Jason and keep your head up!!

You have a modeling agency, popular award winning blog, your a promotion King!! You have alot of talent and much success in your future endeavors!!

I hate rumors!!!

But for the reasons described above, I will play Gossip Blogger in this case.

RAIN TODAY AND BORED!!

2011-03-31T16:08:00.000-07:00

You the Fans......

You guys have supported Me for so many years, so I feel honored to make these "Youtubes" for you just to entertain. I'm kind of tired of sitting on my ass and seeing people filming bullshit!!

To go to the next level, I have to get more comfortable behind the camera. Play with the angles/lights/body positions and just work on that camera eye.

The biggest problem I see is learning how this lighting thing works!! I worked with Brian Mills(Titan Media)and no offense to other directors. Mr Mills just knows his lighting...

Not to kiss ass or anything, but Mr Mills knows these tricks with lighting that just adds that element of the unknown. Anybody can set up lights and blow out the models(unflattering), it takes that special lighting that shows off the contours of the body!

I have alot to learn..........

Anyway... I did a new Vid check it out!!!

This one in HD so enjoy.....

Learning things everyday.

ITS A FREE FOR ALL!!!

2011-03-30T21:19:00.000-07:00

Alot of stuff going on....

It's finally time to put my Master Plan into action......

It sucks that I have projects coming up and I can not talk about anything. Argh!! I have to make a progress report, if I don't people think I'm just laying around waiting to fade into obscurity...

Seriously there are projects coming out by the big studios, that I look forward to seeing. At the same time, since these Studios have their own vision(one without Diesel)I have to fend for myself in an ever changing porn market. Do I have my regrets? Sure!! I miss the days of sitting on set about to "Create" something, that nervous energy when the lights hit you and then the director says "Action"..

But reality kicked in and so did the year 2011, if I'm not getting hired by the Studios. Start your own!!

You don't like the footage, create your own!!

Start your own!!!

Own!

And that is the road that I'm on, alot of bumps on that road but I am a survivor!! I really have to get off this perfection bullshit!! I want to control every aspect of this process but I know that is impossible and that pisses Me off!! I have my own vision and direction that I want to go in but there are always drawbacks to everything. I will be honest with the fans, the biggest issue I have about this "Starting your Own" thing:

PAYING MODELS TO HAVE SEX WITH ME!!

I don't know? I have been an escort for many years, then turned porn star(which is same thing, my opinion)so I have been paid for sex my whole Escort/Porn career. So how ironic is it to start my own porn business but then having to PAY someone else for sex. I still have to get used to the concept:

You mean when I'm done pounding out some bottom, I then have to write a check to that bottom. Really??

Contrary to what people think, I understand porn is a business. Models work for a living..DUH I'm a model!! I don't have my head up my ass thinking models will work with Me for free. Although...

I see alot of porn stars running over to Xtube/Cam sites and working with other models just to show off for promotional reasons. Maybe I'm behind the times or something, I do not get the idea of doing a solo or duo scene on Xtube or on some free Cam site?

Basic notion

I get and understand the need of creating a fan base on a Tube site, and then using that promotion to move forward(Many successful leaps). But aren't you giving away the milk for free!! No offense to fans out there, I love to entertain you guys but I have to run a business some day right? You get the personality for free, you get the blog for free, the pics, and Youtube Vids all for FREE!!

X tube, Sex on Cam or doing Live sex shows that is just something I have to get paid for!! I know I know Xtube has a donation thingy....

Come on People!! THAT JUST AIN'T MY STYLE!!

I just tested the waters of Xtube just to see the reaction it would have. Positive...but nevertheless I want to bring something new to the porn industry. Respect to those sites because THEY DO have a purpose, its for Pros/Amateurs that want to produce their own content.

With that said, I do have to point out I'm not a fan of Tube sites that use pirated content or footage!! THAT CONTENT DOES NOT BELONG TO THEM!! *now let me get off that soapbox..

Moving on...

I have Panic attacks thinking about everything I want to do. ALL BIG!! I'm not running away from the idea of it all, just laying down the ground work for a smooth transition is all.

The big studios are scared!! Popular websites are beating them to the punch every time. Look at it, more and more companies are banding together to cut costs. Studios are folding left and right(Studio 2000) Fighting from being Bankrupt. Times are tough out there.

I'm going to let the Cat out of the Bag.

Studios are releasing content filmed 6months ago(nothing new to that story)but the amount of releases have decreased! Unless your apart of that Falcon/Raging Stallion merger, other studios are cutting costs(scene rates, production, locations, promotion)to keep above water! More power to Titan, Channel 1, Hot House(Despite things)Colt and others for still being able to compete in such tough times.

I don't feel too bad though,

Business is business!! If studios are not using Me then its my job to compete with them. I have alot of high hopes and a heart full of passion!

I mean I have to start some where right?

And by judging from that Xtube, you people have such high hopes for Me. Most comments were about:

Lack of cock
Bad lighting
Not showing more
Too short

I think I can handle that for the next round.....

Well I told you about a project!! FML I plan on doing another Xtube for fans out there as a freebie for being so great to Me.

I really like the film style of this BLACK SPARK!!

The use of music is always tricky, but I like his angles, unfocused shots, rough editing, use of closeups and much more. It has a feel to it and really captures the viewers attention.

I want to bite their Style!! I'm just being honest! Call it bootlegging if you want. So in a sense a Black Spark/Gonzo style of Xtube flick, this is one of the projects that I'm working on. No money involved at all!! Just to show MY SKILLS!!

Come on people, you came this far with Me. From escort to porn star to blogger to personality....

To Director(anyway you will be the judge)

I got some showing and proving to do!!

ALL TO MYSELF!!

P.S.********************************

Miss you "Petey" all I do is think about you and say MMMMM CHEESE!!

You think I was going to write a post and not brag about "Petey".......HAHA WRONG!

2011-03-28T08:45:00.000-07:00

I have to keep the promotion train running, so just another update about the current scenes out featuring Diesel Washington. A good model has to keep promoting and promoting...

I have some opportunities coming up that I need to take care of and I'm excited about it because it will be a "Change" for Me. I have to start getting groomed and cleaned up for the role.

Take in the pictures first and then We can move on...

http://tour.suite703.com/scenes/diesel_washington_and_tucker_vaughn/12199/?&nats=MTI3MDMuMy4yLjIuMC4wLjAuMC4w

www.ExtraBigDicks.com

http://tour.suite703.com/scenes/alexander_garrett_diesel_washington_and_steven_ponce/12124/?&nats=MTI3MDMuMy4yLjIuMC4wLjAuMC4w

It's reinvention time!!!

As far as grooming goes the most I do is cut my hair and shave. I never been that high maintenance kind of guy, I think its a waste of money doing all that upkeep. But there is a time when u need to reinvent yourself and change direction.

I take pride in my bushy pubes, Diesel Funk, and my comic book T shirts. It's a part of the Diesel character and shows my personal taste and style with some nerdy/geek thrown in for good measure. Currently that is my look, its comfortable and easy and I feel that I'm not dressing up to play some "Porn Star". Some models go through that daily ritual of getting porn star ready:

Go Tan

Do MakeUp

Hair(styling, adding product)

Gym maintenance

Shopping

Shaving and grooming..
I'm kind of limited when it comes to changing my looks, its either clean shave, moustache, goatee, or beard. I shave my head or keep a close cut because my hair is thinning out on the top so not much change happening there. But who knows down the road?? It's all about evolving....

One of my trademarks is my "Bush" nappy pubes, it's not trimmed or maintained I just let it run wild!! Alot of people like it like that, but I have some opportunities coming up that require Me to trim it and make it look neater. Don't worry I'm not shaving it off or trimming it into some bullshit landing strip, YUCK!! Basic trim job people!!

Ever wonder why I don't smile in many pictures?? First I think that toothy smile look is just overdone and fake, if I saw a pic of a guy and he had that big wide smile on his face I would be like "Who is this Douche bag" "And what the fuck is he smiling about?" It's almost like he is trying to hard to impress!! Right?? Or is it just Me??

I give the "Smirk" it's cocky/arrogant and gives the viewer the impression of "Yeah look at Me, its all there!!" It's called my sneaky look, that look of "Oh yeah I going to fuck the shit out of you" And then the "Snarl"

The "Snarl" is the facial expression I give when I'm fucking!! It makes Me look mean or I'm mad at something. When I snarl I'm not being mean but merely focused, when I'm fucking an ass. I grip the hips(when fucking doggy style)and drive my body full steam into my Co Star, I flare the nostrils and lower my eye brow(I breathe through nose and lower my brow to get rid of worry lines on forehead) I look over old footage and IT DOES seem like I'm angry or mad in my scenes. So I want to clear the air for once, I fuck with PASSION!!

I rather look mean and intense in a scene, where I'm fucking the bottom well. Over a scene where I'm looking around the room or staring off in the distance. You ever see that top that has his eyes closed when fucking?? Why the fuck is his eyes closed?? I would be staring down and looking at my cock going into this hot ass that is right in front of Me. If he is laying on his back I would be staring right into his eyes with every down stroke, just so I can see his "Fuck face". Yeah I'm that kind of top, I like to have some eye contact with my Co star. That eye contact lets me know if I'm hurting co star or I need to switch up my rhyme and Flat out I love to see the pleasure on their face when I'm working out their ass right!!

Anyway I'm off track, another reason why I don't smile is that I want my teeth whiter. I take care of my teeth but since most porn is shot in HD, the camera picks up every small detail so its upgrade time. So I decided to set up an appointment to get my teeth whitened!! So expect Me to smile alittle more in pics, I have a "Cute" smile so I think its time to be "Friendly" with the lens. My god, in alot of my earlier pictures it looked like I wanted to grab the cameraman and kick his ass.

So in Diesel fashion, I will record every step of the way on becoming a "Pretty Boy" it's a Win/Win for Me!! It's time for an upgrade and I think I clean up nicely.

Moving on....

Spent another weekend with "Petey" and things are going great! Its strange to write a post now because "Petey" reads my blog, he is becoming more important in my life so I have to find a way to include him in my posts. There is a positive change in my life and I have to write about him because.....

He is throwing off my blogging and my Tweets on Twitter. Its the curse!!

The curse of the blogger is that your writing goes into the "Crapper" when your dating. It happens all the time, when your a single blogger your view of the world is harsh and cynical. You make observations about life from the single perspective, it's black/white or its right/wrong. How to describe it?? Some of the most powerful posts on this blog was when I was single and lonely, its almost like my best writing is done when I'm miserable. Bloggers are crazy bunch, aside from other bloggers( Glam/Promotion/Studio) We are kind of selfish in a way:

A blog is a tool for self expression

The posts are written from Our perspective

Posts can be self absorbed, shallow and somewhat Narcissistic(some downright)

A blog or Twitter page is something that invites the viewers into the Users world.

When a single blogger starts to date someone or gets into a relationship, that world is now changed. The thinking goes from ME ME ME to We and the writing starts to tank, there is no need to spit the venom anymore. No more rants about the little things in life because our attention is on something else now. Nobody wants to read about a porn star that has a Bf or is dating someone. The public likes its porn stars single and out and about, slutting it up and just showing off. Nobody wants to hear about the stories of Bf's or where you went on a date. They want to see the sex between you guys, see if you do threesomes or orgies. And then complain that you are not in a "Real" relationship because you have an open relationship and sleep with other people.

My experience with "Petey" is that We have separate lives, he works and goes to school. I work and do the "Porn Star" thing, its way too earlier to talk about anything further. I just want to spend "Quality" time with someone I enjoy being around. Truth be told, I spoil "Petey" like a motherfucker, and it makes Me happy to see him happy. In the past, I think I came off too needy and didn't have an independence of my own, I was looking for someone to mold into what I wanted. This time around I'm taking my time and just enjoying the company. No expectations no pressure just enjoy the time I get to spend with him.

Okay I have to do the one mushy paragraph....

I enjoy the time We spend together "Petey" and I look forward to this weekend coming up to spend even more time. Yeah I'm putting myself on blast, I will be cooking/baking for "Petey" this weekend. Yeah I have to show off the cooking skills, little things like cooking for a person brings Me alot of joy. When you cook a good meal, and then sit back get Dazed and Confused with good company, Whew!! THAT IS A GOOD NIGHT!!

The little things excite Me, a simple text saying "I miss you" goes a long way for Me. Knowing that "Petey" is handling business and furthering his career is so super sexy. Seeing that drive in a person to succeed in life instead of just laying around wasting time and making excuses, is so Seductive. It makes Me want to work harder and go further with my own career.

Let's put the shallow things on table, he is cute, hot ass, love his skin discoloration(Vitiligo), his low hanging ear lobes and the simple fact that he can STAND being around Me, even after We have sex.

How cool is that?? I can be annoying sometimes I can admit it!! But He just lays in my arms and falls asleep every time and it just feels right. Enough of the mushy stuff!!

This is was a funny post, I start off with refreshing the Fans on my latest scenes to date, and then go into talking about someone I'm dating...

Still nut job Diesel...I guess!!

Miss you "Petey"!!

ANOTHER INTERVIEW! HOOKIES

2011-03-27T22:48:00.000-07:00

I'm good at the interviewing(I guess)thing, you keep it quick, funny and entertaining. Tell the truth in 2011..

Stop lying out there people.

2011 HOOKIES/BLK PARTY: From Mike Dreyden

2011-03-23T11:18:00.000-07:00

I made a quick stop in this Vid from Mike Dreyden.

More Vids on his site http://mikedreyden.blogspot.com/

I show love to the other bloggers out there, Mikes a great guy and always on the scene!!

Good coverage Mike!!

BLATINO EROTICA AWARDS!!!

2011-03-22T12:01:00.000-07:00

I have to show love for my fans..

It's going to be a good party!!

THE HOOKIES FROM DIESEL VIEW

2011-03-21T02:58:00.000-07:00

So I checked out a alittle of the Black Party Expo/Hookies(held at same venue)so I had the chance to see some old friends and get a couple of drinks in Me. As you all know I go Dazed and Confused to these events(in more ways than one)so sit back and relax as I take you through the event...

So first I meet up with my date "Petey"(not real name)I call him Petey because of he reminds Me of Petey from Our Gang(Little Rascals)

"Petey" has Vitiligo so he is missing some pigmentation on certain areas of his body. He has missing pigmentation around his eye similar to Petey the dog from Little Rascals(O around his eye see above)and I think its TOTALLY SEXY!! He has it around his eye and on his hands...

And yes.......Balls and Dick!!

I never met him before so it was a kind of a "Blind Date". Petey is unfamiliar with the Diesel Washington porn persona, the porn world, totally voided from the whole blogging thing and that Internet hate game that Secret Admirers play. Petey is that Average Joe that watches a couple of clips online, jerks off and that is the end of it. So I thought a good date would be Me bringing him as my date for the Black Party Expo/Hookies. Your probably asking yourself, "Why would you bring him to the Black Party Expo/Hookies??

Why not??

I try to be normal and fit in like everybody else, but that is not going to happen anytime soon because I'm not normal. So why not embrace it?? I threw Petey right in the middle of the action and everything, I told him what the event was for, who would be there, and the "Action" that might happen. So he had a good idea of what to expect, so its not like I was exposing him to something new and strange. When I first met Petey we clicked right away, he was part of the Dazed and Confused family, so it was like I was meeting a second cousin or something. We were on the same Red eye flight(if u know what I mean)so everything was OKAY!!

Anyway I couldn't have asked for a better date, he was so interesting and easy to talk to. There was a strong connection from the start, I met him on Friday and we stayed with each other until Sunday. I think that would be called a good date to some people(HAHA). The time we spent together was amazing, we cuddled, talked, ate, cuddled more and ate more!! And the sex was good!! REAL GOOD!! What I liked most was that he fell asleep in my arms and started snoring like a bastard, but it was not annoying or overbearing...I thought it was cute!

So I'm getting off track here, back to the Black Party Expo/Hookies....

I met friends at the Expo:

And then the Hookies start with a bang:

Best Porn Star Escort: Samuel Colt

Best Boyfriend Fantasy: Jayden Grey

Best Newcomer: Logan Stevens (Yes!)

Best International Escort: Rafael Alencar
Wanted to do Vid but Mister Hunky got so dirty on stage!!

Best Tattoos: Alessio Romero

Biggest Cock: Ben Andrews]

Of course I had to get some camera time with Leslie(Quick anyway)at this point of the evening I was alittle tipsy and I was ready to leave...

So I didn't win Best Live Performer or Best Daddy.......

But I'm not upset about it at all, I was happy to be nominated. As soon as the awards were over, I grabbed up Petey and We went back to my place. We played a couple of games of Marvel vs Capcom, got alittle more dazed and confused and then passed out in bed. We cuddled until We fell asleep.....

It was a good weekend.....

DIESEL MUSICBOX NOW PLAYING!!

2011-03-16T21:40:00.000-07:00

Listen TO THE INTRO...

More...This is real Hip Hop!!

Sorry but Raekwon has a good album out!!

CHANGE OF PACE

YelaWolf get to know him, he will blow BIG!!

OLD SCHOOL STUFF VERY POWERFUL!!

FUCK GAGA!! MADONNA OLD SCHOOL

Classic Vid this was in my day!!

HELLO SECRET ADMIRERS ROUND 5

2011-03-16T12:12:00.000-07:00

Hello my Secret Admirers....

I just wanted to share this with the Secret Admirers, I mean they called Me a "Has Been" "Washed Up":

Its only March and I have done three scenes(Way popular)2 for www.suite703.com

1 for www.ExtraBigDicks.com

I was nominated Best Personality, Best Porn Blogger at the Cybersockets...

Nominated for Best Daddy and Best Live Performer at the Hookies

http://www.rentboy.com/Awards/vote.asp
Nominated for Best and Biggest Badass at TLA awards...

GRABBYS nominations:

Best Three Way
Best Supporting Actor
Hottest Ass Eating

Now add being honored for Outstanding Achievement by the 2011 Blatino Oasis Erotica Awards.

http://www.clubrimshot.com/blatinoeroticaawards.html

2011 Blatino Oasis Erotica Award
Outstanding Achievement
Diesel Washington

The Blatino Oasis Erotica Awards is proud to recognize
Diesel Washington with our first ever award for "Outstanding Achievement" in the adult entertainement industry.
Hot! This is the best word to describe Diesel Washington. This mainstream adult film star is best known as a dominant top. Initially signed as a Titan Men exclusive model in 2006. Diesel has gone on to win several Grabby Awards, most recently—in 2009—as performer of the year and as author of his blog, dieselwashingtonxxx.com, which combines news from the gay adult industry with personal reflections and photos, many featuring the performer himself. In 2008, the International Escort Awards or "Hookies" recognized him as the year's best fetish escort, while in 2010 he won a Hookies award for his blog. Congratulations!

This award means alot to me, since Day 1 of writing this blog I said way back in 12/12/2005 :

http://www.dieselwashingtonxxx.com/2005/12/it-has-just-started.html

Firstly name change I was Giant then, Now I'm Diesel Washington same person but more focused to attain goals i have set for myself. I want to Come out full force and show their are plenty of Hot guys out there(Black, White , Latin, Asian Etc etc). Don't judge me by the color of my skin rather on ....How Hard I fuck Ya!!!!! Good Sex is good sex Topline!!!.

I have often been misunderstood, I have been called a Sell out, having Self Hatred for my own race, and some people even said I turned my back on my own community. Alot of that kind of talk pissed Me off, I brushed it off my shoulders and kept doing my thing and not listening to Secret Admirers. I don't have to explain my situation or what I'm trying to accomplish, I set goals for myself and nothing was going to stop Me from achieving them.

In the back of my mind however, I was sad and upset that people did not get or understand what I was trying to do:

I saw the lack of diversity in mainstream porn, instead of just complaining about it, I took action and became a model to change it.

I worked out hard and created my Brand from the bottom up

The key was to be signed by Big named Studio, so I could get my foot in the door.

Once there I had to put my plan into action, it was to come out of the gate Hardcore and in your face so the viewing audience could not ignore Me(Black/White/Latin/Asian)

Once I got the attention I had to make sure I did scene after scene that were ground breaking at the time. Build up a following..

From there I had to gain respect from my peers in the business, I had to show them that I was not a one hit wonder and I was a performer that could compete with the "Big" stars.

I had to walk a fine line between being outspoken, while not appearing too militant for fear of being labeled the "Angry Black Man". Most people took this as a sign that I sold out or became the "White Mans Bitch"(Sigh). Most of my Co stars were white males, alot of people did not understand that I had no control or power when it came to casting decisions(Co stars had to have the Titan look)I was lucky just to be working at the time, alot of models did not want to work with Me at first(Color preference, Height wise, Body wise, and some could not handle the dick or pounding)I was a new model finding his own path.

By 2008, Titan released "Telescope" and long story short that movie was promised to Me as my starring vehicle. Needless to say when I saw the cover of the movie I was not happy and at that moment I had enough and started speaking my mind. I finally was paired with another black model in the movie "Folsom Prison". "Double Standard" was released and finally "Playbook". By this time I had some say over scene partners but my contract ended with Titan and was not renewed.

I went Free agent by this time, and I had the option of retiring or trying to move on. I was in uncharted waters at this time, not knowing if I would work again. I had to start over again and show that I could do good work without Titan having my back so I had to adjust quickly. I got some big breaks and was able to shine on my own abilities.

By 2009 I won Performer of the Year, Best Porn Star Blog. That was the opportunity I wanted, I had a chance to break that Glass ceiling of never having a Man of Color winning Performer of the Year!! I thought my job was done, I had something to prove to myself that I could do it, AND I DID!

I retired from porn and tried to move on, I would look at the porn news from time to time and still saw the lack of Men of Color. I unretired and came back to porn to create opportunities for other Men of Color.

Step by step I worked from the inside of porn to make a change, www.Suite703.com gave me the opportunity to add diversity to their site of mostly white males and they took a big risk at first. Truth be told it was a hit or miss for the site, when I filmed my scene with Scott Alexander I asked YOU the fans to support it. AND THE FANS did not let me down(THANK YOU SO MUCH) then end result of that scene was that it out sold all the other scenes on the site. Suite 703 ordered more Black on Black scenes, so I went back to Suite703 and filmed a scene with Jace Jones and the second scene was No go(Bad situation happened). I gained more ground when Suite703 started doing interracial scenes. Since then more and more Men of Color were appearing on Suite703 and other sites, progress is being made(Slowly but still being made)

I'm not saying that change was a direct result of my pushing for Diversity, I had alot of help from people like Suite703, Fabscout entertainment, Giophotography, and alot of other people BTS(THANK YOU GUYS) During that time I stepped up my efforts on Twitter to bring awareness to adding more Diversity, HIV testing and other numerous subjects.

For my outspokenness, I was labeled a trouble maker, causing too many waves in the industry and that stands true to now.

So to receive this award from the Blatino Oasis Erotica Awards for Outstanding Achievement means alot to me!!!

Enduring all the rumors and gossip that I turned my back on my own community was hard for Me. Its not my job to stand on a Soapbox pointing fingers at people and call them Racist. My goal from the start was to prove to the mainstream industry that Men of Color can sell scenes, become Top performers and can have an impact on the industry. I didn't have to become a Thug, wear Do rags(nothing wrong with that)and talk street slang to do it.

A smart man that wants to make a change to an industry that he loves does not attack from the outside of the wall. He plays the Trojan Horse, and attacks within the walls because that always causes the most damage to an enemy.

Now maybe people will understand my methods of attack......

STILL LOVE YOU CHARLIE!!

2011-03-15T22:10:00.000-07:00

I love the Gregory Brothers and they have another hit to add to their library

From the makers of Bedroom Intruder song...

That is Charlie Sheen!!

HELLO SECRET ADMIRERS ROUND 4

2011-03-15T10:46:00.000-07:00

I WISH LOVE CAME KNOCKING AT MY DOOR!!

2011-03-10T15:45:00.000-08:00

Awww such a mushy title....

I know I said I wouldn't talk about my love life so I won't, although I do want to talk about the hurdles in front of Me. I have talked before about this, but I think I need to go more in detail because many do not see the real problem. The problems that exist are mainly due to my own craziness but nevertheless they are problems that I do not know how to overcome:

I'm somewhat popular(and that is down playing it)so meeting people that have no clue about my porn history is alittle tricky. I would prefer to date someone that is not a fan of a the Diesel character(I'm picky)or at least not that familiar with the character. Just for the simple fact that I'm already prejudged before a person actually knows Me, I'm the porn guy that they saw naked and fucking someone. More often than not dating of that type just winds up some kind of Booty call. Which boils down to just a sexual relationship rather than an emotional one.

From experience, I'm always walking into a situation when the other person has a head start in the information game. They have a basic understanding of what my Likes/Dislikes are in advance, so takes alot of the mystery out of the equation. On my end it seems like I have to play the catch up game because I have no clue about their past. While six years of my past is written on a blog, for everybody to read and breakdown.

In the past, dating was horrible because it seems like people customized themselves to my liking. Meaning if you know what a person likes before meeting them, you have the upper hand. I was getting people(via hookup sites)that I went on dates with that were saying they were into comic books and geeky stuff. So to Me it was almost like an instant connection, but then I find out that they never read a comic book in their life, they don't even own a gaming system and have no knowledge about anything Geeky or Nerdy at all, so it was all a lie just to get an IN(rather so I get in).

At first I thought the problem was that everybody thinks I'm just a sexual person not looking for a relationship or something more than just sex. So I tried going on dates without the sexual tension, and try to get to know the person instead. That method doesn't seem to work for the porn star, by shutting down the sexual part your date doesn't think you find them attractive. They see the Sex god onscreen that is aggressive and take charge, but in front of them is the passionate guy that wants to "Get to know you" and from experience alot of people do not like that guy. One of the reasons for going on the date in the first place was to get wild and crazy(I guess), they can always find the guy that wants to take it slow and build something but they are on a date with a PORN STAR.

Another problem I'm starting to see is that people only want to date when its convenient for them. I'm old school, I'm the movies, dinner and dancing kind of guy. The dating scene nowadays is going out for some drinks maybe some food and if your into each other then you fuck! Not exactly what I call a date....

Since We are in a recession, movies and dinner are almost like a luxury nowadays that some people can not afford. NYC is expensive and a night on the town can cost a pretty penny, so you have to pick your activities wisely, another burden.

I guess dating is hard in general......

Just tired of the bullshit and games, people are at least becoming more honest with Me(Cause I demand it)I have had guys openly admit that they just wanted to get to know Me better just for sex only. I can respect that because at least they were honest, they didn't play the whole getting to know each other game because I said I was looking for dating and a relationship. While they just wanted to go through the motions to get fucked. I can not make this shit up, people were going through the dating process just to bed a porn star like it was something on their Bucket List(Love that movie BTW)some people are just Users.

Well this post is starting to sound depressing.....

A better post tomorrow

SUCKING ASS INSTEAD OF WRITING...

2011-03-09T21:07:00.000-08:00

Sucking ass instead of writing????

You know I have been letting down my blog fans......

I have been spending so much time on Twitter, instead of sticking to what I do best. I read over some of my last posts and its all VOTE 4 Me, projects coming out, and Quick rants...

My blog is my "Bread and Butter", at the same time I have to establish a presence on Facebook, Myspace, Youtube and Twitter. Guess what social networking tool I'm still working the bugs out of?? Ding Ding Twitter!!

I don't want Foursquare or Tumblr or any of that crap but Twitter, yeah I had to step up my game on that. My main goal was to break 1,000 followers, now I'm not one of those guys that believes just cause he has... lets say 15,000 followers that I'm super powerful and there is an Army of people that will do my bidding. Come on!! I don't believe in that shit!!

As an Entertainer however, I have to use all available networking tools to promote myself. My Blog was established 2005(good following)then from there I joined MySpace in 2006(good following)and then Youtube in 2007(Decent). Facebook in 2010? I created two pages(Good following)and finally Twitter!!

I suck at Twitter, and had to learn that shit!! Most people I guess tweet from their phone, I use my computer, so its like my computer is on at work(I throw out some tweets here and there)when I catch my lunch break it allows Me time to type away. A couple of tweets when I come home, I pack and head to the gym, when I come home from gym I jump back on. Now that sounds crazy, at the same time I scroll through Youtube(obsessed with it)reading blogs, checking out the news around the world. Then from there I check all my email accounts, answer email, so in a nutshell I have no life at all.

Twitter is fucking crazy!! Being locked into that 140 character setting is nuts, I have to condense and condense my thoughts into a nice neat little package. As far as Twitter etiquette I have none, I think its retarded to have any. Why?:

I have noticed some people on Twitter take that shit too seriously!!!

Again, yes you have followers but that doesn't mean you have a fucking Kingdom!!

People unfollow you with such attitude like "OMG this guy is blowing up my timeline, I don't want to read his ranting crap!!" You think I want to read what u ate for the day, or what club your going to?? You think I give a shit about how bad your family is treating you?? Or issues with your family?? What your watching on TV or listening to on the radio??? I COULD GIVE A SHIT!! But I'm not going to unfollow you cause you had a Twitter meltdown or Twitter War!!! ITS FUCKING WORDS ON A SCREEN!!!

On it's basic level its a promotion tool, I get it!! So of course I get the promotion tweets, its almost like Spam to Me check out my Live show or check out my scene bah bah bah(I'm guilty of the same thing)I get it!

I just wanted to break 1,000 followers just to see if I could do it!! Some of these Twitter folk watch their follower count like its the most important thing ever!! To lose a number of followers is almost like losing white blood cells or something!! Its not that serious to Me.....

I guess since they give awards for Tweeting, all the porn stars on Twitter take that shit super serious!!

Twitter is way too clicky for Me

Since I restarted my Twitter page, alot of my thoughts are being played out on Twitter instead of my blog. For example, I will think of a topic that I want to talk about on my blog and as soon as I get on Twitter I notice I'm posting my thoughts that I would use for my blog and condensing them down to 140 character bursts on Twitter. So I'm robbing my readers of rants and observations that I would use here because they are being wasted on Twitter. For that....

I'm sorry! I should stick to WHAT I KNOW!!I'm a blogger and I think since I wanted to get my feet wet with Twitter I have basically watered down my blog into just a press machine.

I'm back!! So I will keep my focus on blogging rather than drifting off in Twitterland. Besides I don't have that 140 character thing locking Me into tiny sentences that hardly express myself. You have to understand people I wrote 948 posts on this blog..I EXPRESSED THE SHIT OUTTA ME!!LOL

That is alot of writing, alot of subjects, alot of rants and raves so bear with Me. I'm back to blogging full steam, YEEAAAAH!!

Look forward to interesting posts and those crazy observations about a business I love..

I'm typing Bitches!!

ALOT OF STUFF GOING ON...

2011-03-07T09:06:00.000-08:00

http://www.tlavideo.com/awards/a-3

VOTE FOR ME FOR "BEST AND BIGGEST BADASS"

At the same site Vote for Me for Best Daddy, Best Performer. I really want the Best Performer award, I have been performing shows for Rentboy for almost 6years the Rentboy people really know how to take care of you. The Best Performer award is something I can take home after everything is all said and done(When I retire).

The Daddy nomination is new for Me, I have accepted being a Daddy so let the cards fall as they may...

Okay after having no shame asking people to vote for Me, I think there are some things that I need to speak about...

I'm feeling alittle better and needed the weekend off to relax and get life back in focus again. It's not easy maintaining the lifestyle of Personality/Escort/Porn Star/Blogger/Human being each one of these factors seem to leak into the other one and makes life so fucked up sometimes.

Diesel Washington was a character that I created, but it has become something different to people:

Sexually the character is take charge and fucks the shit out of Co stars. People love the energy and the take no prisoners attitude.

The blogger gives you insight into the character and what makes up Diesel. It's made of rants/raves that are brutally honest and sometimes downright crazy!!

The Escort has the direct approach of providing a service for those needing a Big Muscle Top that forces the client into submission

The Personality, is direct and honest and no frills. Some people talk a good game and wind up bullshitting you or lieing to your face. The Diesel personality cuts out the middle man and goes directly to the important stuff. He is firm with his decisions/ideals/ethnics and will not be swayed or bought out and he will never sell out...

And the Human part.....

Diesel is many things to different people, but What about his Human side?? I never said I was perfect or a role model for people to look up to. I have my fair share of problems, made my mistakes, and I said alot of things that gave people the impression that I was Cocky, Aggroant, and an Asshole at times. But I am Human!!!

I traded my privacy, insanity, and a personal life to become this Diesel character. Some days are rougher than most, but I'm still here and surviving!!

One of the things that I'm proud of is never having to portray some kind of Thug character.....

I look at websites like this:

All I can say is I'm not a Thug!! I refuse to play that part and that whole stereotype of "Thug":

I'm not wearing Do rags
Gold chains
The baggy pants
Gold Teeth
Smoking Blunts(on camera that is)
I do not use racial epithets in my scenes

I'm not dumping on the sites that use that Stereotype or image, I'm just saying that is not the image I want to portray in my movies. We have enough Thugs or Homeboys in entertainment as it is. I understand its a Fetish for certain people, that whole image of the Homo Thug or Ruff neck that beats and belittles the white boys. The constant use of the word Nigger or Nigga in scenes. In my opinion that is so tired and used to death in gay porn.

At the same time, I stay far away from the Black Balled themed series as well. I'm tired of that same scene of the little white boy being gang banged by a bunch of black males in a scene. Its 2011, and porn seems to move 10years behind...

In society today, there is more and more interracial dating happening. Couples are mixed now, and alot of the hangups of yesterday are gone. People are exploring more and refuse to be locked into liking one thing(age/race/size/religion)

Only problem....

Porn is not moving fast enough to reflect that change, alot of hardcore consumers that buy porn are from the Midwest(alittle behind the times over there)so they are still alittle close minded.

Another factor for declining sales in porn is that the public is not getting feed what it wants to see. They are being force fed Gay4pay stars, lackluster performers, and cookie cutter porn stars that all look alike. But whatever it is what it is.

Moving on...

On that Mandingo character again....

People dog Me out saying that I play the Mandingo stereotype, not sure what stereotype I play, when On/Off screen I'm an aggressive top. I could understand if I were a bottom or versatile and all scenes I was getting hired for was Top work. I could understand if I were versatile and wanted to do a Flip Flop scene, but the Studio/site only wanted Me for a top role and actually discouraged Me from bottoming. But the honest truth is that I'm a Top, not more I can say to convince people but that is the truth.

I have no interest to bottom, and I do not work for a check so the offers(huge amounts)for Me to bottom are kind of pointless at this moment. Like I said before, the minute I find someone to fall in love with and share myself with them FIRST(De virgin). Then maybe down the road I might decide to bottom for the viewing audience, as I see it now the only thing I have left untainted and untouched is my ass. I have done it all on film and/or escort work, so the only thing that keeps my sanity is that I never had to sell my ass in this business. No offense to other people that do, but that is not the right choice for myself.

Moving on.....

I received some good news on Friday, but I can not share the news until the press release comes out. So get ready for that!!

I will say this........

This is great news!! I'm proud and look forward to sharing the news with Fans and Supporters out there.

More later....

ITS THAT TIME AGAIN PEOPLE!!

2011-03-04T00:55:00.000-08:00

I haven't had an attack in a long time......

Not the type of attack that your thinking, but I'm having a bad episode. It started this week and its turning into a nightmare.

My last episode was last year in Dec and it was a very slight case of depression. I have learned to stay away from triggers and I was making great progress. By Feb 2011I was running high and handling business and I didn't notice that I was having too much fun(Mania)

I was not looking for warning signs, I was fearless and full of energy and was the life of the party. I know my highs and lows and I was going through my HIGH stage full force.

Only problem with that is when you go through your Highs, you have to prepare yourself for the extreme Low that lays ahead. That extreme low is what I'm facing right now...

There will be no posts for the weekend........

I just lashed out on Twitter and went through a very nasty Twitter meltdown rant. As soon as I started reading some of my tweets I noticed the anger in them. So I'm staying far away from the blogging/Twitter/Facebook thing for now until I ride through this Low.

I pray that this "Low" will only last for a few days and I can recover before working next week. I like to share what a "Low" is to Me:

I have the strange combination of crying and being angry at the same time.

Confused and scattered brained

Being sleepy and tired but when I lay on the bed the worst case of insomnia occurs.

Lashing out at people that I care about

Low sex drive

Distant and withdrawn

I'm blessed to be surrounded by people who understand what I go through and never take things I say to them personally because I'm going through my "Low" stage. Little things bother Me so I tend to stay locked up in house after work and gym so I'm not around people.

Nobody likes a Diesel Downer so for that reason I stay away from everybody until its over!! Not sure why I'm posting this?? If anybody else suffers from this disorder I want you to know your not alone.

Even Mister Sexy guy has his own set of problems out there!! I function in life and as long as I see the signs of an upcoming attack, I can prepare for it and make sure that I do not cause problems for others.

Anyway.....

Crazy people are the best, We don't give a shit what people think about us. Just don't get in my way and I won't get in your way!! Never fuck with a crazy person cause they will COME HARD there is no off switch!!

We are never boring or dull and We let it all hang out people!!

P.S. I had to share this comment some sent me

Dear Diesel,
I read whet you wrote in your blog about struggling with mania and depression and all I thank you for talking about the struggle. I deal with similar feelings and know it is not easy for people to understand or have any sense of compassion. That being said, those of us who live with the reality of our lives and do well, work to find ways to cope and to celebrate our individuality have good, if unconventional, lives and we are not alone. For what it is worth, your frank willingness to speak out made me feel better and less isolated. Your unique sexuality maybe be your obvious gift, after reading your words it is now your courage that I find more compelling. This part of you will only get better with age and more wise.

Bravo.

Some people are locked into thinking they have to be something they are not to fit in. I never said I was perfect people, I have problems like everybody else out there. So this post was for the people that are alittle off, get anxiety attacks, panic attacks, OCD, ADD, ADHD, Personality disorders, Dissociative Disorders whatever.....

We can still work and live productive lives people.....

Just give us a chance..

Lastly....

I used to took Meds like ten years ago and they did more damage then the disorder. The meds just made Me numb and killed any personality that I had, and the worst part of taking Meds I was finding the lack of a sex drive, and I was losing erections. Being that I'm a very sexual person, knowing that I wasn't getting turned on, or achieving erections just made Me more depressed at the situtaion.

I rather be alittle crazy and slightly off and be able to fuck someone's brain out. Then a brain dead zombie, that is slow to react and can't get hard!!

NERD HUNTING

2011-03-03T22:34:00.000-08:00

Everybody knows I love my Geeks/Nerds....

Here is a Geek that I like

But there is a story to this.....

Stay tuned!!

HELLO SECRET ADMIRERS ROUND 3...

2011-03-02T12:32:00.000-08:00

Hello my Secret Admirers....

I was nominated "Best and Biggest Badass" at the TLA awards

http://www.tlavideo.com/awards/a-3

My cocky persona Diesel would say "2nd year in a row nominated" but I will stay humble..

I just wanted to share this with the Secret Admirers, I mean they called Me a "Has Been" "Washed Up":

Its only March and I have done three scenes(Way popular)2 for www.suite703.com

1 for www.ExtraBigDicks.com

I was nominated Best Personality, Best Porn Blogger at the Cybersockets...

Nominated for Best Daddy and Best Live Performer at the Hookies http://www.rentboy.com/Awards/vote.asp

And now.....

Nominated for Best and Biggest Badass...

Not sure how much I can beat it into people, I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE!!

I love this industry and the reason why I talk trash about this business is because I invested 6yrs of my life trying to add to this business, protect it, give my input on things that need changing(Harsh Reality sometimes)

I challenge the Industry to embrace Diversity

I challenge the Industry on its health practices

I could give a shit about the Blog battles along the way, personal beefs, battling dick riders and those bloggers/models/sites that use my name for blog hits. It happens everyday and like Charlie Sheen I have Tigers blood dripping from my fangs.

I will have to admit I have a hard on for Charlie Sheen...

I relate to his battle against the Network, Ex Wife, and all the media....

We immediately go after Charlie and say he is on drugs and hanging with the hookers. We judge him on his past and its easy to make judgements without knowing the entire story.

As of Press time, Charlie Sheen has his kids taken from him based on false threats he made to his Ex wife. She put out a restraining order on Charlie based on false threats so Law enforcement had to take the kids away.

Charlie is pressed against a wall by the network, ex wife, and the media. I see the look of a man that has had enough of the bullshit!! He took the drug tests to show people he is not on drugs because everybody was saying Charlie is drugged out. When he passed the drug tests then people started calling him CRAZY!!

How can I not relate to Charlie and what he is going through!!

Diesel Washington is only one person that promotes himself, brands himself, and controls his own image. Yet:

Some white consumers think "I'm too black"

Some black consumers think "I'm not black enough"

Models are scared to work with Me for the most stupid reasons(Diesel Funk, dick size, fuck style, race, height)

Some Studios/Sites scared of my outspokenness

Some Studios/Sites practice that ageism

Always having to protect myself against, Users, Posers, Gamers

Constant Neg emails and comments about my personality(which people have no clue)

I'm always prejudged, analyzed and broken down before I'm even introduced.

And like Charlie, I had enough!!

Instead of running from drama, I thrive on it!! Why?:

I spent my entire life always been told what to do, at first its your mother(of course)and then when I lived with my father(it was his way) I was also raised by my grandparents who were also strict(it was their way) In school it was the teachers(of course)and then my basketball/track coaches(bossy guys)When I graduated from high school I left to join the Army(again more discipline and control)it took forever to accept my sexuality because I had to fight against everything I was taught(Movies, Hip Hop urban culture). I was 6'6 240lbs and solid, at first people couldn't accept my sexuality because I didn't act or look gay(is that possible?)

Finally when I accept my sexuality and come out, What do you think happens?? Now because of my sexuality, Str8 guys think I'm weak or some kind of push over(Until a BIG REALITY CHECK!)because I'm open with my sexuality. I lived in rough neighborhoods that thought being "Different" meant you were so how timid or weak. I had to earn my respect plenty of times(I fought back HARD)and each time I walked away with respect and my self respect.

Then I get into porn and I face the same things that I fought against for years, only this time I created Diesel Washington he is my brain child. I could not control my destiny in the past, it was out of my control. But my future I can control...

At first I didn't want to cause waves, I wanted to make a name for myself. At the three year mark I decided to put my foot down!! I was getting emails from fans that said "I shouldn't suck cock in my films because that is not a total top" "I shouldn't do fetish because a REAL black man wouldn't do that" So now people want to tell me what to do sexually or what not to do?? Are you kidding me?? Then jealous models want to tell Me what my personality is like?? Tell Me what type of image I'm portraying?? Fuck that!!

I thought I had friends in the business but when times got hard they kept their distance from Me. I was having producers lie directly to my face when I asked them an honest question. In 2008 I spoke on a panel of my peers about the industry when it came to diversity, and to this day those same producers that spoke of change are still slow to the diversity game barely making any progress.

I extended a helping hand to alot of models in this business that stabbed me in the back, talked behind my back, totally used Me just for advancement. And when I called them out....I was instantly the bad guy because I should have known better...

Fuck that!!!

I have lived under control and discipline for long enough, I promised myself to be outspoken as much as I can, use the truth to battle against the fake and phony. Stand for my own ideals and thoughts if I think something is wrong.

So bottom line I thrive on the drama, when people talk about Me acting like they know my personality or my story..

I thrive on that drama when someone fucks Me over or wastes my time.

I thrive on that drama when people try to hide the truth or try to fool Me.

People try so hard to bury the truth or mislead you nowadays, I have learned to look past the bullshit and get to the point. I'm over the guessing games, teasing games I'm getting older so I really do not have the time to play the kiddie games anymore..

That does not make Me angry, it just makes me tired and worn out having to deal with deal with the crap.

I'm still here fighting though....

GEEKS ARE SEXY!!

2011-02-28T21:02:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I just need a break!! Blogging Wars, Twitter rants! Fights with Secret Admirers...

Some people don't see the humor in it at all.....

Anyway a silly Youtube for the fans.

Thanks people

THIS DADDY THING!!

2011-02-24T20:14:00.000-08:00

I think too much......

That is my major flaw, and when I think my mind tends to race and then its all over the place. When that happens, I pull out my computer and start to write out my thoughts(Some make sense, Some do not)anyway....

This is one of those moments...... Am I ready to accept the fact that I'm a "DADDY"??

I think I am.

My impression of a Daddy:

Beefy, Older, Grey haired, Wrinkles, Experienced, Mature, Gentleman

My impression of a Leather Daddy:

Beefy, Older, Grey haired, Wrinkles, Experienced, Mature, Dominate, Calculated, Well Trained, a Teacher, Mentor,

I considered myself a Jock, that good looking guy that is worked out loves sports and lives an active lifestyle. But lets face it, gay porn is ran nowadays with the emphasis on youth. The newer models are 18-27yrs, jockish, and very cookie cutter. The one iconic look that is missing in today's porn is the Daddy look. Gone are the days that beefy top/bottom got on set that "MAN" older, rugged, burly, coach type.

Another reason why I wanted to do the Signature Moves http://www.dieselwashingtonxxx.com/2011/01/signature-moves.html

And Hardpounding http://www.dieselwashingtonxxx.com/2011/02/hard-pounding-coming-to-life.html

The Coaching scene gave me the opportunity to play a character that was older(in a sense)I wanted to see if I could play that older "Coach" type and according to reviews...It was a fit for Me!!

Hardpounding, that scene was strictly an ego boost, age was not an issue in that scene. That was a personal ego check seeing if I can wear out a 19yr old Porn Power bottom. What made the scene even hotter was that Tucker Vaughn talks back!!

The first scene in my career that my co star is talking dirty to Me. Not porn talk like "Yeah fuck my ass" "U like this ass?" But actual communication between partners having sex, describing how it feels and what needs improvement. AAAAh that was a very very fun scene,

Mind you I'm 20+ years older than Tucker Vaughn, so I'm bringing back the Daddy look.

I'm declaring myself the new breed of "Daddy"

New breed of Daddy:

No longer that beefy, stocky kind of body(which is hot too)but We are leaner, tighter and more jock type.

Little to no wrinkles nowadays(Botox free)

More hip with a touch of flair, but We always stay with the classics(Music, clothes, cars bah bah)

Still experienced, well trained, knowledgeable....

And the best part??

Mature....but current with Technology, Pop culture, and all that good stuff. Spontaneous and can still party hard and dance all night(Without the use of drugs) And lets face it....

With all the drugs on the market, you can be 70yrs and still pop a boner and wear out some ass...

In short, I will take that role of Daddy.

I'm the new breed of Daddy.....

Bitches!!

PASSION NEXT UP!!

2011-02-23T22:23:00.000-08:00

My PASSION scene is up on WWW.EXTRABIGDICKS.COM

I'm not going to say anything about the scene!! Go see it for yourself!!! People kept asking for something different and I gave you something different!(Damn!!I was suppose to say nothing)

Check it out!!! Remember my scene with Tucker Vaughn is also being released tomorrow on www.Suite703.com as well..

Compare the differences of both styles...

HARD POUNDING
VS
PASSION

Get to it!!

HARD POUNDING COMING TO LIFE!!

2011-02-22T11:36:00.001-08:00

So finally my scene will be released with Tucker!!! I had a good time filming this scene, I was going to use Tucker as a rag doll and throw him around abit. During the shoot I had a hard time finding a position that would enable Me to fuck him in a crazy kind of fuck style.

I kept it simple and only use two positions, Doggystyle and him laying on his back. I'm an over thinker so my first thought would be that fans would say "There goes Diesel again picking up little boys and throwing them around" Same ole Diesel!!

I did the signature moves in my Coaching scene http://tour.suite703.com/scenes/alexander_garrett_diesel_washington_and_steven_ponce/12124/?&nats=MTAwMTg2LjMuMy4zLjAuMC4wLjAuMA

I thought using two boys in a scene, would better showoff my skills in creating strange different. The response has been very positive but of course I have my detractors, and again people were saying "Typical Diesel Washington scene". Which is funny to Me:

I have Fisted, Footed, WaterSports, Bondage, Flogging, Paddling, Hardcore pounding, Signature moves, Cocksucking, Rimming, Punched/been gut punched, Shown off Acting skills, bah bah bah.. People just want more and more from Me..

Anyway....

I just wanted to do a simple scene of Me just plowing the living hell out a boy. Speaking of which.....

I'm starting to get dogged out by my use of words describing Me having sex with boys. I like to use the words RAPE, SLAM FUCK, PLOW, RIP APART, FUCK THE SHIT OUTTA....

Not sure why people do not understand why I use words like this. Its eye catching, bold and in your face its suppose to catch the attention of the reader. This is not rocket science people its merely porn....

Its my job to entertain and promote the hell outta of my scenes, thats what a good porn star does anyway...

Here is that Youtube to remind people...

He enjoyed it alright!!!

Look at that little cute face getting SLAM FUCKED HARD!!!

Anyway...the scene will be released Feb 24, 2011, check out the drilling I put on this boy.

http://tour.suite703.com/scenes/diesel_washington_and_tucker_vaughn/12199/?&nats=MTAwMTg2LjMuMy4zLjAuMC4wLjAuMA

This clip of the scene will be active on Feb 24.....

Be ready you Greedy fuckers!!

This scene is for the people that want to see a big muscle guy fucking a cute little boy.

To DEATH!!

YOU THINK U KNOW ME???

2011-02-21T18:34:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I get so sick and tired of people, Thinking they know me.......

It's almost like a slap in the face sometimes, I want to scream "You have no clue what my personality is, or what I'm about..." The simple fact that some people read words typed on a screen is not a indicator/insight into their personality. I will say this on record(Copy and Paste and saved it!):

I have an online personality(Diesel, Dexter, Editor mixture)he is in your face. Boldly honest and prefers to get to the point rather then have witty banter or play the teasing game online esp when its about Business, Sex, and the Truth.

I'm a Porn star, Escort, Personality and as soon as I click on the computer I have to wade through a sea of fan email(Fuck Me letters), showing support(good ones), family stories and the like. Then have to go through and delete all the Secret Admirer emails and comments on the blog. I then go to my book marks on the computer and read each update and story(leave a comment or two)I then of course go for the mass google search for my characters name Diesel Washington(just good business)YES I'M THAT SHALLOW!!LOL
At the end of the day I play a character on film and I play a character online.

Moving on....

People seem to ask Me the same questions over and over!! So again I will answer the SAME questions everybody asks Me over and over

FAQ

Are you into Black guys?
Yes

How come your not doing more any movies and doing only web now?

Hot House rarely works with a black guy, I was already an exclusive with Titan, Falcon/Mustang..Eric Rhodes and Diesel do not get along, Raging Stallions they already have black exclusive. Colt I'm not sure they still film that much content anymore. Jet Set ummm not sure I wonder myself(stab at Chris/Rob LOL). Plus I'm an established star so scene rate is higher than newbie. I'm alot older then some of the models working(yet my body is better than most)the porn industry runs on fresh faces, and new talent..I'm blessed that I'm still going and my fan base keeps growing as well....(I smell website, LOL) But more importantly I was getting tired of putting my health at risk. The websites I work for all test now, so I feel alittle more comfortable working with models that are screened and tested for scenes. That is real reason...

Why do you go so "HARD" on the bloggers/porn stars who criticize you?

I find it all a game, in some ways I hate giving the opponent that extra shine or attention(that helps their popularity)but sometimes you have to weigh your options. Some of my battles were merely PR work to get people to see a scene or to help sell a DVD of mine(I have admitted to that)And sometimes I lose focus on handling my work and a Gutterbunny see post http://www.dieselwashingtonxxx.com/2008/07/gutter-bunnies-who-suffer-from.html

will come along looking to make a name for themselves, they come out and blindly attack you. At first I tried to ignore the fleas, but I was seeing them gain popularity at my expense. So instead of ignoring the bastards my aim is to bury them!! What people fail to realize, I played the DL game, coming out to parents, having my Mother support me at events so the truth is out there. I have nothing to hide or feel ashamed about. I go at the secret admirers HARD because they have something to hide, they have to attack because they have insecurities, they have things to hide(feelings, emotions, their real life problems)I put my insecurities online(this blog)which in turn empowers Me. So when someone attacks I go "HARD" yes but I use only the truth!! When you shine the light on these secret admirers they get scared and run like bitches!! So I'm done ignoring...I'm burying these cockroaches..

Your biggest pet peevee??
I hate Liars, gamers, ass kissers, brown nosers and I'm not a fan of followers(those people who do not have an opinion)I have seen alot of stuff in this business. Porn stars giving sexual favors for people in the hopes of getting a role. Just giving away sexual favors in the hopes for advancement or that one big break in the industry. God...I rather stand tall and get work here and there then be on my knees sucking cock in the hopes of getting a role. I'm a grown man with an opinion and a very strong will. And I hate when you tell people the truth they think your saying something hurtful because the truth hurts sometimes.. I'm not a liar

You seem to attack all the younger performers out there when they cross you, why even bother with the younger crowd?? Your in your 40's?? Dammit man!!

I'm having a midlife crisis, HAHAHA so what I fuck younger.... No but seriously I go hard on the younger generation because they are the future of porn. Even before the recession I was warning models that screen rates were taking nose dives. I wanted to stress to the younger models hold out for more money. The companies are making a killing off your image so don't sell yourself short. I kind of used the twinks as scapegoats because when they get older and worked out they are the next breed of porn stars.

People flipped out when they saw the interview, but I was speaking the truth. On the flip side you had producers like M.L. who were saying this...

http://www.villagevoice.com/2009-04-22/columns/the-naked-truth-about-porn-prince-michael-lucas/

MM: Hello, Michael. How's the economy treating you? Between the plunging market and the amateur-porn explosion, aren't you all losing your shirts along with your pants? ML: Porn is not recession-proof. Whoever says it is lying. But because of the recession, everyone wants to be a porn star now. To balance things, I pay them less and I pay less for renting locations. Everybody's making a deal now.

Another reason why I do not like M.L. but at least he was being truthful. Alot of producers are thinking the same way. But the boys came in the business willing to work for spare change, and that threw off the whole scene rate thingy. Now it seems the average pay is about $800 to $1,200 for movie work.

Also I wanted to tell the models about the health risk they face coming into this business. Too many boys are turning up POZ and not protecting themselves. As an Elder in this business I think its my responsibility to make sure anybody who reads my blog for information get the whole truth behind the smoke and mirrors. Some thank Me for it, others think I'm just a jaded porn star who is washed up talking shit!! My skin is thicker than most so I deal with it everyday..

Every time I look at your blog your always chasing the white boys and hugged up with them in your pics...Why is that??

Hmmm kind of a racist question..but I will answer it. I'm 40+ and a porn star, I do not go out much(not into clubs or bar hopping in NYC, I don't shit where I live)most of the pictures posted is Diesel Washington at events. At most events I'm one of few black guys or men of color at these events. And when cameras are around I make sure to get my picture taken(good press)and when your a porn star top and all these bottoms are around, I snatch up one and use as a prop in a picture HAHAH. No seriously I try to be friendly at events and when people want to take pictures I try to include everybody in the pic. Lastly.. Why do I have to be the one chasing??? It might come as a shock to the Secret Admirers, but I'm a good looking guy with a hot body and big dick and know how to use it...so if bottoms are around and they want a taste of Diesel Washington they are not allowed to flirt with Me?? Maybe in the hopes of riding the fat cock??? Come on people... I like people of all types, as long as they are nice to Me I will be nice to them.

In alot of your scenes you seem to only film with white partners, Why is that?

Contrary to what people think earlier in my career, I did not have that much choice when it came to scene my partners. I had to work with people who were willing to work with Me. I was an unknown porn model, Black 6'6 240lbs of muscle with a 10in cut cock....ummm at that time not many people wanted to work with Me. I was alittle intimidating to people. Matters got worse when my scenes started to come out, I was an aggressive fucker, most models wanted simple roles(quick Suck and Fuck easy work) So finding models who could get past the race issue, size issue(being 6'6)and fucking style was kind of hard. To this day, some models are still afraid of me and still afraid to work with Me because they can not see past the Porn persona. The simple answer?? Not many black models in mainstream porn to work with. It wasn't until 2010 when I started having control over scene partners. I was able to work with Scott Alexander, Jayce Jones and I even started a contest looking for Americas Next Black Bottom. ANBB was a nightmare I was trying to help other models into the business and I was getting red tape from producers who didn't like some of models looks(Too thug, too many Tatts, bah bah)and I was getting diva attitude from the inspiring models(wanting to work with only big names, only wanting to work with black models, bah bah)I was in the middle trying to keep the models updated on situation of contest and run my own career at the same time. Final straw came when a model pulled out of the contest at the last moment, citing that they wanted to start a modeling career instead. And I shut the door completely when a model tried to use fake HIV results and when was tested came up POZ and the scene had to be turned into a Solo instead. I was hurt, let down, and I decided to ONLY give advice to people coming into the industry.

What happened to the ANBB contest?

Read above^

You seem to know all the answers when it comes to porn. Why don't you start your own Site/Studio and stop talking about it and do it!!

Hmm why so hostile??LOL If I was a rich man, I would have started a studio already. I work hard for my money(Job, Porn, Escort)do I want to invest my money into an industry that is failing right now??? Mega studios like Titan and Channel 1 are now working together. Raging Stallions took over Falcon!! Hot House barely keeping above water. Times are tough, and its a struggle just surviving and paying rent and bills and trying take care of my mother at the same time. I do want to have my own nest egg, but right now taking care of my family is more important than becoming a Porn mogul.. Real Talk

You seem to play this Black Mandingo character in your films, Why is that?

I play the character of a Dominate male, not sure where race becomes involved with this?? I'm not referring to my co stars as White bitches or using the race card in sexual play. My in my career I played the part of a Leather man three times(Folsom Filth, Bound Gods, Taken to the lowest level)all my other roles I played the part of an aggressive top that comes in and fucks the boys hard. The role of aggressive top is my natural role off camera so there is little acting to be done in my roles. I promise you, if I was a bottom or versatile I would be getting fucked onscreen and making money. But I'm a top in real life, so sorry to burst your bubble. I will admit to adding more intensity to my roles, because I want the viewers to see that hot bottom getting fucked hard and deep. I never want to be that top that is going through the motions and turning out boring scenes. I am so sorry if I give too much energy in my roles, that is something that will not change I'm afraid. Get over it!!

In your film history, how come you never do more passionate scenes??

I play characters as I see fit, and truthfully I can not have a passionate scene with someone I barely know. When you do a porn scene, your working with someone you just met that day on set, there is no emotional connection its all physical. In order for Me to do a passionate scene I have to know/like the person. I can not fake passion in my scenes, it looks forced and unnatural. In the movie Double Standard by Titan, I faked passion and worked my ass off in that scene. But I had two months to prepare for that role and get my head in that mind space to work. Since then I worked with Dylan Roberts on a shoot from www.ExtraBigdicks.com and I had the chance to be around Dylan and see him at events and build a friendship with him before We worked together. I felt comfortable working with him, so I let down my guard working with him..... so when the scene comes out, let me know what you think...

There is always Drama with you Diesel, why is that??

Drama Me?? Nooooo Put this way Gay boys love reading about drama. Every gay boy loves a juicy scandal or some dirt slinging. As a fighter I like to use my blog as a sword. Lets face it, I'm 6'6 240lbs of muscle if I was to go at these people in person talking shit about Me, I would be kicking these peoples ass and going to jail for it. I know these little bitches would call the cops on Me, when they were the ones to incite Me and piss Me off. So instead of fighting with fists I fight with words. I write these blogs that kick the crap out of people, because I do not want to use my hands. So I go hard at these people, using every shred of truth at my command. I'm here to hurt your feelings if you fuck with Me!! The damage my fist would have done is nasty so I make sure to have a war of words that is just as nasty!!

Your body is amazing how do you keep it in shape?

Im 40+ so I kill myself in the gym, I do cardio three times a week(45mins high intensity,treadmill, StairMaster, cross trainer)I do a two body part split(3days on, 1day off, 1 day full body)and I stick to a high protein low carb diet(Bulking stage High protein, high carb)I usually stick to the game plan of staying porn fit. I went through a difficult time in 2009 when I gained bad weigh after retiring. By 2010 I got back into porn shape and that is where I want to stay. It gets harder each year but so far I seem to be winning the battle..

Anyway......

So those are some FAQ, and people will still think they know Me, They will still judge my Twitter, Blog, Faceboook thinking they know...

I'm the puppet master, I tell you what I want you to know. I let you see what I want you to see...

That is what makes this all fun for Me...

THE COUNTDOWN!!!

2011-02-20T23:47:00.000-08:00

http://justinbiebercountdown.com/

When I was tipped off to this I was like "Bullshit no...."

A fucking countdown until Justin turns 18 whoah...

All these gay bloggers are full of shit!!! As soon as Justin turns 18 all the camera shots will go from his face right to his midsection.

These same bloggers that dog out Justin will be posting midsection pics the day he turns 18!!! Hypocrites I tell you!!

Mark my words!! The same people that dogged him out will soon became Twink loving whores!!

At least the pedophiles will stop lusting over him!!

When he turns 18 he will be too old for them!! Yikes!! I'm going to hell for this one!!!

It's only humor!!

P.S. UPDATE************************************

Some little girl read my post and threw a rock through my window, said the Army was coming for Me...

Yikes!!